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Such a big battle makes Jianyun hate Huo Liancheng more and more clearly. She and he are people of two worlds. He is used to the stars and the moon, but she only likes to be plain and light. There are too many gullies between them.
Without looking back, Jian Yun went straight into the elevator. When she turned around, the elevator door closed slowly, and her eyes glanced casually. She saw that Huo Liancheng was looking at her. There seemed to be a lot of worry in his eyes. She saw the loss of the tide in his eyes.
She must be dazzled again!
After coming out of the hospital, Jian Yun called Wu Wenjing and learned that they were still on the way and were in a traffic jam.
Jian Yun told Wu Wenjing not to come to the hospital and drove home directly. She took a taxi.
When Jian Yun got home, it was just 6:30 when Ouyang Fei and aunt Qin had just finished their dinner. Seeing her coming back, Ouyang Fei asked more, "what's the matter? Is it not going well? "
"Well." Jian Yun answered, took off her coat and scarf and went into her bedroom.
Seeing that she seemed very tired, Ouyang Fei obviously didn't want to talk, so he didn't ask any more questions. Instead, aunt Qin followed her, "have you eaten, cloud? If you don't eat, your aunt will make you something to eat."
"I don't have appetite now, auntie. I'll eat when I'm hungry." Where can Jianyun eat now? She lies down carefully with her stomach on her back, and her eyebrows are always frowning.
After a while, Jian Yun heard Ouyang Fei knocking on the door of her bedroom."Cloud, Wu Wenjing and Yan Yan are here. Are you asleep? Can I come in? "
"Come in, I'm not asleep!" Jian Yun comes back from a daze and sees Wu Wenjing and Luo Yanyan come in one after another.
"Jianjun, you --" Wu Wenjing and Luo Yanyan looked at each other, as if they wanted to ask something but didn't dare to ask.
"Nothing happened!" As soon as Jian Yun saw the gossips on their faces, she guessed what they wanted to ask. At the moment, they looked at each other.
Luo Yanyan pursed the corner of her mouth and asked in a tangled way: "I think he must be treating you or that in such a hurry today. I'm afraid that you will really marry someone else. Jian Jun, you are very kind to him Do you still have feelings? "
"Feelings?" Jian Yun was silent and suddenly said in a sharp voice, "it's impossible for me and him!"
"Why not? In his present position, he can completely protect you, and no one will destroy you! " Luo Yanyan grabs Jian Yun's hand and says it seriously.
Jian Yun felt a little agitated. She was half lying on the bed with the quilt on her stomach. She held her stomach in a circle with her hands. After a long time, she said, "but there is too much estrangement between us. The gap is too big. He is too conceited. I am too proud. There are too many contradictions."
Wu Wenjing couldn't help rolling her eyes."I said Jian Yun, how could you say so bad? You are too pessimistic now!"
"Do you think I should accept him again?" Jian Yun looks up at Wu Wenjing and Luo Yanyan. They have witnessed how she and Huo Liancheng went from acquaintance to love to separation. They should have more say.
However, Wu Wenjing and Luo Yanyan are asked a Leng, their eyes are some flashing.
"If you were me, would you accept such a person again?" Jian Yun continues to ask, her eyes are very sharp, as if the blade of blood.
"Maybe Will you..." Wu Wenjing muttered.
Luo Yanyan didn't say a word at all.
"But I can't get through that hole in my heart!" "You know what?" she said with a sneer? He never told me about him. All I know about him is from other people's mouth. You may not understand that feeling. Those people look at me with pitiful eyes and lofty attitude. I feel like a clown. I live in the cage he made for me, and I think that's happiness! "
Wu Wenjing and Luo Yanyan did not speak, but their eyes looked at Jian Yun with heartache. After returning from the imperial capital, Jianyun never mentioned huoliancheng. This was the first time that she analyzed her feelings to them.
"You will never know how worried I am when all of a sudden there is no news from him, especially if everyone knows what he is doing. Only I, like a fool, don't know anything! As his wife, I want to find out what's wrong with him and where he is. I have insomnia every night and a lot of hair is lost
"I went to the imperial capital to look for him, but I didn't know anyone who thought he was very close to me, but he was so indifferent to me that he didn't tell me anything or let me see him. My heart was cold that day."
"I believe him wholeheartedly, so he told me not to worry, and I tried to make myself really not worried. At that time, I just found out that I was pregnant soon. I wanted this child, but he always told me that he didn't like children. Even if he was pregnant, he would ask me to give up!"
"I didn't believe that he would be so cruel. He came back suddenly. I was so happy that I was going to go crazy, but he forced me to go to the hospital to induce labor..."
At this point, Jian Yun suddenly put out her hand to cover her face, as if trying to calm down her emotions, because she did not find a half hidden bedroom door, I do not know when a tall figure stood.
Luo Yanyan and Wu Wenjing are extremely distressed. Luo Yanyan grabs Jianjun's hand and chokes: "Jianjun, don't think about the past."Jian Yun shook her head, then put down her hand. Her eyes were a little red, but her face was calm. She continued: "fortunately, the nurse who came in that day and Bai Ze were still familiar with each other, so that I could hide from the sky and protect ah Che. Although I hate his ruthlessness, I love him more. I have thought about leaving him, but I can't give up."
The sound of something falling suddenly came out of the door. Jian Yun just looked at it and didn't care. Luo Yanyan and Wu Wenjing exchange a worried look.
"The second time I went to DIDU, I was interrogated like a prisoner, do you know?" Jian Yun suddenly raised his eyes, just sharp eyes have disappeared, as if suddenly lost focus, dark, exuding Qinren bone marrow despair.
"At that time, I was in poor health and had insomnia all night, but I could not take any medicine or eat any food. I lost more than ten kilograms in half a month. I thought I looked like a ghost, but I still tried not to be pessimistic. I was afraid that Achel would be affected by my emotions, but my generation did not suffer from such humiliation. It was like being naked and exposed in front of everyone, I wanted to find a hole in the ground
"I am so desperate, I tremble with anger, but I can do nothing but endure the humiliation! It was at that time that I began to hate him. I know that my mood is not right, but I can't control it. I feel sick when I look at those people. I can't forget what they said all my life. It makes me feel like a mole ant. Anyone can step on it!
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