novelLotus in His Palm
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Bai Aoxue and Jun Yeyan here also did not have the interest to have a walk in Yangzhou City. Then they returned to the other suburban yard.
Bai Aoxue looked at Jun Yeyan and said, "if you want to unite Ink-blood Tower with Liu Chunjiang to wipe out the Night Building in Yangzhou, you'd better arrange it. After all, there are too many things at Falling Flower Festival."
Jun Yeyan listened to Bai Aoxue and slightly nodded, but he did not let go of Bai Aoxue's hand, directly leading her to the study in another courtyard.
Bai Aoxue puzzled to follow in the footsteps of Jun Yeyan and asked softly, "What do you want to do?"
"You come with me, " Jun Yeyan, with impregnable eyes, firmly looked at Bai Aoxue and said, "You can certainly put forward comments or suggestions."
As soon as Bai Aoxue looked at Jun Yeyan, she felt a headache. She did not want to participate in these things of Jun Yeyan. The more she knew, the more she could not leave.
She found herself inclined to side with him. Now that she was afraid that she could not control her heart.
Jun Yeyan held Bai Aoxue's hand tightly and took her to the study step by step.
"Jun Yeyan, I need someone to sneak into Liujiabao tonight to steal evidence that Liu Chunjiang and others murdered the Liu family." Bai Aoxue didn't want to change anything because the decisions made by Jun Yeyan were often unchangeable.
Jun Yeyan did not look back at Bai Aoxue but slowly said, "Even if we don't have those shreds of evidence, it is easy to kill Liu Chunjiang."
After listening to Jun Yeyan, Bai Aoxue gently frowned and said, "Liu Wan wants to kill Liu Chunjiang very much, but what she wants to do more is to get justice for her parents. How can Liu Wan be at ease when her parents died with such hatred?"
After a pause, Bai Aoxue stood still, looking at the back of Jun Yeyan and said, "I just want the world to know that Liu Chunjiang is a foul."
Jun Yeyan stood as still as Bai Aoxue. He didn't move forward, just turning around to look at her shining eyes.
Bai Aoxue looked at Jun Yeyan's helpless eyes and asked slightly, "Do you think I'm meddling?"
In fact, she knew in her mind that she always let Jun Yeyan helpless or perhaps tired most of the time.
She had always been a very sensitive person who was told that sensitive children would live harder than others, but they would find their own way out.
She had been looking for so many years. There was only one way out. It was to follow the law of the jungle and constantly switch roles between good and bad.
This was her way out. She did have choices and struggles.
But she always knew that people like her had to make such a choice so that she could live in such a world and society.
She had to be stronger than anyone else so that she could live as she didn't want to be other's prey or any victim one day.
But unknowingly, she developed such a character.
She knew that Jun Yeyan would be very tired with her. She would have let Jun Yeyan go and left her.
She could not say it at that time, and several times she was going to say it but finally didn't say anything. Then she saw that Jun Yeyan's eyes were deep as midnight.
Jun Yeyan looked down at Bai Aoxue and sensed a little panic in her eyes and realized that she felt uncertain about the future and him.
His heart suddenly hurt as he had not been able to make her feel at ease.
Ha... It was a real failure.
"Xue. Look at me!" said Jun Yeyan. He slightly bent over to hold Bai Aoxue's shoulders and quietly looked at her with slanted eyes.
Bai Aoxue was distracted in that moment because of his sudden behavior.
According to what he said, she looked up and saw his bewitching eyes.
Jun Yeyan took a deep breath, uncertainly looked at Bai Aoxue and asked, "I made you upset, didn't I? You still don't believe me, do you?"
Bai Aoxue did not expect that he would ask this question. She couldn't answer for a moment.
Jun Yeyan held Bai Aoxue's shoulders. His fingers gradually tightened and said in a little depressing hoarse voice, "I think it is obvious enough. If you don't understand, we'll take our time. If you don't believe it, I'll let you believe it. I always think we have a lot of time so that I can accompany you all my life, to see clouds spreading and swirling and streams flowing, and to do many things you like. As you said, you hope I'm the man who overcomes all obstacles to meet you. I believe that and I'm trying hard."
Even though Jun Yeyan was very strong, Bai Aoxue's shoulders didn't hurt as if they had not been hers.
She was extremely upset, guilty and restless in her mind.
She never expected what Jun Yeyan said. In addition, he had always been calm and arrogant like a god, while he unexpectedly panicked like a child who had done something wrong.
Such Jun Yeyan let her sad but happy.
It was all because of her that he became like this.
Jun Yeyan slowly said, "Now, looking at you so hesitant, I understand. Perhaps it's right to live a plain life with you, but I don't think of your will and flying time. It is true to be with you forever, but we might still say goodbye to each other. I overcome all obstacles for you, but is it nothing in the end?" Bai Aoxue could not tell the joys and sorrows in his words.
There was a blank in her brain and a roar in her ears.
She ultimately let him down, didn't she?
She wanted to say no and told him to go together, but she couldn't say it anyway.
Seeing Bai Aoxue didn't speak for a long time, Jun Yeyan slowly let go of her shoulders. He turned his face and curled his lips in a sarcastic smile.
There was the cold light in his eyes. Bai Aoxue seemingly was not familiar with Jun Yeyan. At that moment, he was surly, bloodthirsty, cruel and ruthless. He also was the Dark King who everyone feared.
Jun Yeyan turned around and looked at Bai Aoxue, and slowly said, "All right. You can go back and get some rest first. I'll discuss the matter with Zhao for the next few days."
There was still some tenderness in his eyes, but the words were no longer the same as before.
Jun Yeyan knew that his love for Bai Aoxue had been integrated into his bone marrow and blood. He couldn't give up.
He would love her forever until he died.
Sharing life and death with each other was the best interpretation of his love.
Jun Yeyan slowly turned around after he said.
In the moment of Jun Yeyan turning around, Bai Aoxue's eyes appeared unprecedented panic. She felt kind of being about to lose him.
This man held her in the palm of his hand and doted on her and always thought more about her.
Her heart stopped for a moment.
She remembered a word in a trance that if one day, you met someone who could stop your heart. Admit it. You were in love with him.
A person's heart was so small that it could only contain one person. When your small heart hurt and paused for a moment because of him, so what were you afraid of?
She lost her mind for a while, and Jun Yeyan had completely turned around.
The night was as cold as water, and the breeze brushed your face. Bai Aoxue suddenly woke up and quickly looked up at the departure of Jun Yeyan.
She gently took a few steps forward and tightly held his hand.
Jun Yeyan felt a cold in his hand and found her white and tender fingers clasped his hand tightly.
"You said you would spoil me, didn't you? You said that you won't leave me alone forever, did you? Well, are you leaving alone now?"
Slightly aggrieved words were sounded behind Jun Yeyan, and his original cold voice was also a little more emotional at the moment.
Jun Yeyan knew that this emotion was called uneasiness.
But nothing mattered could compare with his quicker heartbeats at that moment.
"Bang! Bang! Bang!"
That was the sound of the heart beating, which was only for Bai Aoxue. Jun Yeyan could hear clearly,
Before his mind made a decision, his body had made a decision for him.
Jun Yeyan quickly turned around to draw her vigorously into his arms.
Jun Yeyan gently held Bai Aoxue's little head and said in her ear, "Listen to my heartbeats. I had heard the sound of my heart dying for a moment, but it was only for a short period of time. You brought it back to life because of your word."
Jun Yeyan gnashed his teeth and said with a little ruthless breath, "Wow! Only you have the ability to let me live or die. I am so happy. If you are not crazy today, I am crazy. It is not too late to take back what you just said, but I will only give you a little time to think." Bai Aoxue was still tightly held in his arms.
Bai Aoxue did not struggle and let Jun Yeyan hold her in his arms.
Now he finally understood that she was infatuated with such a feeling which wouldn't let her panic and confused and only left her peace of mind.
The place where my heart was at ease was my hometown, which probably meant something like this.
"Jun..." Bai Aoxue pushed Jun Yeyan with her hand, but suddenly he covered her mouth.
Jun Yeyan threateningly said, "Don't talk. You just nod or shake your head."
Bai Aoxue could feel his trembling through his palms because his warm hands were shaking slightly.
His cognition completely made her eyes red. He was domineering like a king and disregardful for lives. He was unexpectedly concerned and fearful of her decision.
What exactly did she do? It made him so unbelievable. Jun Yeyan saw that her eyes were red, and he was thoroughly flustered.
If he had to kill thousands of people, he would not blink. If he was besieged on all sides, he would not panic.
However, as long as he saw Bai Aoxue's light red eyes and crystal tears, he could not help panicking.
He worked so hard step by step in twenty years that he thought he could manage everything, but now he realized that the only woman whom he had put at the most important place was not under his control.
With only one look from her, he would completely fall. As long as she shed a drop of tears, he would be heartache for a long time.
She was the lotus on his palm, and he would feed her with blood and give her peace of mind.
She was the only city in his heart, and he would like to seal the gates and stay with her for the rest of his life.
She was the result of his search.
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