novelFame and Ambition Finally in Vain
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Bai Aoxue didn't know what she just said moved so many people, made many people cry, and warmed other people's hearts.
But these were the original intention why she came to this world.
She said that she would cherish everything that was hard-earned, and would risk her life to protect and be responsible for it.
Bai Aoxue was too lonely, and had nothing before.
But now Bai Aoxue had everything that she once dreamed of but could not have. She must cherish it.
The drillmaster said she didn't need any of these seemingly cumbersome feelings and distracting thoughts. She was the king, who had killed thousands of people to become the king.
She was the king who carried too many people's lives and should not have the ordinary life.
She couldn't get it, so she never wanted it or forced herself to have it.
But now she was no longer that Bai Aoxue, so could she have all these things? These people, these faces and these times told her that she could have it or pursue it.
So, she was not going to let it go in this life!
Bai Aoxue threw away the long whip in one hand, and smiled to Jun Yeyan, "I'm sleepy. Let's go."
Jun Yeyan looked at Bai Aoxue, and softened his eyebrows. His cold, thin lips curved up and smiled like the splendor of spring.
"You can come to Yangzhou for revenge within ten days. If not, ten days later, I hope you will disappear. If you can't do it, I will kill you by myself!" Jun Yeyan turned to the man and said it.
After saying it, Jun Yeyan held Bai Aoxue in his arms, and walked to the post house slowly.
At this time, Nalan Youhong had ordered people to make a temporary stretcher, and placed Chidian on it.
When Bai Aoxue saw Chidian, she walked fast to him and reached out to check his breath and heartbeat.
She felt relieved, and Chidian fell asleep due to excessive blood loss and exhaustion, and of course, partly because of the ingredients of the medicine that Bai Aoxue gave him.
Not everyone could stand the pain that flesh and skin were pierced as she could.
"Miss... Is there anything wrong with Chidian?" Mumian and Hongxiu had some tears in their eyes and asked Bai Aoxue.
"Miss, please punish us for not protecting Chidian!" Wenxi looked at Bai Aoxue and said modestly with a heavy twang.
"You..." Bai Aoxue said.
"It's my fault. I was playful and made Chidian move around, so someone could hurt him. Please punish me, Miss!" Hongxiu said it anxiously.
Bai Aoxue looked at these three people, and smiled, "Did I say I would punish you? Chidian is fine. He'll be all right after a sleep. He has tenacious vitality."
"Besides, it's also a lesson for Chidian, and it is his mistake to be a beast without such vigilance." Bai Aoxue said it and rubbed Chidian's hair.
"But..." Wenxi wanted to continue to say, but was stopped by Bai Aoxue.
"Wenxi, your hand is hurt, isn't it?" Bai Aoxue didn't forget that Wenxi was whipped.
"I already got the medicine, Miss. It's nothing serious." Wenxi said respectfully.
Bai Aoxue nodded, "If there is no more things, then go back to have a rest. Stop here today."
Wenxi and other people had no objections, so they all followed Bai Aoxue and walked into the post house.
Jun Yeyan winked at Li Xiao and others and then followed Bai Aoxue.
Back in the room, Bai Aoxue sat against the window. The sky was getting dark, and there were several stars in the night sky.
"Are you hungry, Xue?" Jun Yeyan walked into the room and saw Bai Aoxue was in meditation. He suddenly felt panicked as if she would leave him at any time.
So Jun Yeyan asked her anxious. At this moment he only felt that he had to say something, so that he could feel the existence of Bai Aoxue.
Bai Aoxue turned to Jun Yeyan, and said, "No. I'm just thinking."
"What do you think?"
Bai Aoxue looked at Jun Yeyan and said with a smile, "I figured something out and made some decisions."
Jun Yeyan couldn't know the meaning of her words and frowned slightly.
Bai Aoxue looked at Jun Yeyan, and said gently, "Jun Yeyan, you are more beautiful than anyone I've ever met."
Hearing Bai Aoxue's words, Jun Yeyan said, "I would rather you say that I am not beautiful, because we know that beautiful is used to describe women."
"But some men are born to discourage women! You're an example!" Bai Aoxue frowned.
Jun Yeyan looked at Bai Aoxue who frowned and dissatisfied with him, and then smiled.
It's so nice that Xue only showed such innocence when facing him
"Okay... My wife is right about everything." Jun Yeyan looked at Bai Aoxue and said.
Bai Aoxue could not help blushing when she heard that. She often made fun of Jun Yeyan, but she didn't think that Jun Yeyan made fun of her today.
"Ahem....... What is Zhengyang Clan?" Bai Aoxue's eyes flashed slightly, and changed the topic tactfully.
Jun Yeyan saw her and his eyes were full of honey-like, endless indulgence.
"It's just a small clan, and if you don't like it, I'll kill them." Jun Yeyan said unconcernedly.
It seemed that it was a very simple thing. Even if the clan was small, the population must be large, but Jun Yeyan said it unintentionally. If others said that words, Bai Aoxue may sneer at them.
But Jun Yeyan said it and Bai Aoxue believe that Jun Yeyan could really do it. This arrogant man would surely do it if he said it!
"I prefer the feeling when my opponents come to me and killed by me one by one, " Bai Aoxue said with a smile.
Jun Yeyan understood that Bai Aoxue was refusing him, but he was surprised that Bai Aoxue was so similar to him, even the way to kill people.
"Exactly, I can also get the news of Qi Tiance here. I'm sure he's not dead!" Bai Aoxue said again and looked a little lonely.
Jun Yeyan knew that she was reminded of Cangsheng and Helian Cangyue again.
"Well, I sent someone to check that, although Qi Tiance was attacked by his enemies, he jumped the cliff in the end. Someone didn't believe he was dead and wanted to find him at the bottom of the cliff, but he wasn't found. Maybe he is still living somewhere in the world." Jun Yeyan thought of the news searched by Zhao, and said to Bai Aoxue.
As soon as she listened to Jun Yeyan she was finally relaxed. She was afraid that if Qi Tiance was really dead, she couldn't finish Helian Cangyue's entrustment.
A man vanished, and if he was not dead, she believed she could find him! Since Qi Tiance was still alive, so she must find him in her lifetime and took him to see Helian Cangyue.
And she would ask him whether he was regret or not?
In order to realize their ambition in youth, he left Helian Cangyue determinedly.
Did he regret that he would never see Helian Cangyue again just because of his ridiculous ambition and fame. Now everything was gone. Although there was his legend in this world, so what?
The woman who taught him how to play the sword disappeared in this world.
Bai Aoxue frowned angrily when she thought of this.
She finally understood what drillmaster had said before. If you don't have the ability to grasp the heart of a man and let him put down his pride for you, then don't try to love him, because such a man has too much ambition, and you cannot make him stay with you.
If you don't want to get hurt, then let him go!
So even though she didn't pay special attention to these feelings, she still admonished herself again and again.
"Qi Tiance... is really a legend. But people don't know that behind this legend, there is a miserable woman who had been waiting for him but didn't see him." Bai Aoxue said it in a low voice.
Jun Yeyan looked at Bai Aoxue, felt a little nervous and slowly said, "Maybe Qi Tiance had gone back to look for Helian Cangyue already?"
Hearing Jun Yeyan's words, Bai Aoxue was dumb, and then smiled, "Anyway, she was dead. It's no use to say too much."
"Dinner is ready, Miss." Mumian spoke outside the door and interrupted the conversation.
"Well, come in." Bai Aoxue said.
She patted the stool next to her, asking Jun Yeyan to sit here, and then pointed to her face.
Jun Yeyan understood and laughed. He took out of the jade mask like a trick and gently wore it over his face.
Bai Aoxue thought of the face under that mask, and sighed that the gambling she made at that moment had made her win such a treasure.
Mumian and Hongxiu came in the room with the food, and saw Jun Yeyan sat next to Bai Aoxue. They quickly put the food on the table, arranged everything, and then stood behind Bai Aoxue.
"You three may go to rest. If I need anything, I will call you." Jun Yeyan glanced at them, and said lightly.
Receiving the sight of Jun Yeyan, Mumian and other people nodded, and then got out.
Although Bai Aoxue had doubts, she didn't ask him. She just could not understand why Jun Yeyan did this.
When he saw Mumian and others got out, Jun Yeyan put down his delicate tableware and looked at Bai Aoxue seriously, "Xue, what do you think of Hong?"
"Slippery... Not good." Bai Aoxue turned up her lip corner, and said ambiguously.
After hearing Bai Aoxue's judgment, Jun Yeyan's mouth twitched.
"What's wrong? Why did you ask me that?" Although Bai Aoxue was clear inside, she still uncertain. So she asked, but looked so indifferent.
"Hong grew up with me, and I know about him. Gong... he seems to fall in love with Mumian." Jun Yeyan didn't intend to conceal this to Bai Aoxue, so he told out Nalan Youhong's mind.
Bai Aoxue heard that and looked at Jun Yeyan, "So you're going to let me ask Mumian first?"
Bai Aoxue asked Jun Yeyan so directly, and he was a little embarrassed.
The wooden door of the room was pushed as soon as he wanted to speak!
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