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She stood at the door and closed her eyes in pain.
She knows that Yifan needs to vent his feelings, and what he has to face next is that every ordinary thing has become a difficult thing.
This pain will accompany him all the time.
Yifan is to help her find children, to protect her from being beaten, so it will become like this
Her heart was filled with deep remorse.
In the ward.
"Ah!!!" Yi fanxie roared in hysteria. All the strength in front of Xia Weichu collapsed in an instant after Ou Beichen said "useless man".
He wanted to kill the guy who beat him up by mistake, but he hated himself even more. Why did he direct and act in this play, making himself a loser.
Loser?!
no
How could he be a loser? The doctor must have misdiagnosed him!
With red eyes, he moved his legs with his arms and put them on the ground.
He wants to prove that it's just a misdiagnosis! He can still run and jump!
But when he stood up with his body, and then fell heavily on the ground with no support for his legs.
The sudden damp on the ground and the gradually fainting water marks plunged him into the abyss, where there was a bottomless darkness.
Outside the ward.
Xia Weichu heard a plop in the ward and knew that Yifan had been pushed down.
She pushed the door and broke in. At a glance, she saw a pool of yellow water at Yifan's pants.
Yifan lowered his head as if his soul had been drained.
"Let me help you." she wants to come forward and help Yifan.
Yi Fan didn't lift his head. He was ashamed and couldn't face Xia Weichu's eyes. His voice was very depressed, "Chu Chu, please go out first!"
"It's okay. I've had such times. Let me help you."
"Please go out! I don't want my beloved woman to see my most embarrassed appearance!" Yifan's voice begged.
Xia Weichu's footsteps were fixed in place.
She is a doctor and once a patient, so she can accept this kind of thing.
But in Yifan's eyes, she is the one he likes. Imagine, she doesn't want Ou Beichen to see her incontinence.
"I'll call a nurse."
She finally respected Yifan's choice and turned away.
Xia Weichu came to the nurse station. After asking the nurse for help, she stayed at the door.
When the nurse came out again, she thanked politely and went in.
Yifan has already sat on the hospital bed, and her clothes are as clean as new, but she finds that Yifan's eyes look very lax, less energetic, and her consciousness seems to have become depressed.
Xia Weichu looked at Yifan painfully, as if he loved himself in the past.
She came to Yifan's side, hugged Yifan gently, blamed herself very much, and choked, "I'm sorry, it's because of me that you become like this."
After a long silence, Yifan squeezed out a pale smile and comforted Xia Weichu, "I don't blame you. I'm willing to do anything for you. Chu Chu, I beg you for something."
"What?"
"Don't come to see me again."
"Why?"
"At the thought of every day in the future, I will have incontinence. This appearance makes me lose face to you." Yifan smiles bitterly.
The scene just now was his nightmare for the first half of his life!
He really hopes that after waking up from the nightmare, he can recover as usual and be a healthy person.
Now that he has become a disabled person, he must accept this reality.
In that case, he might as well retreat as advance and leave Xia Weichu completely by his side!
"I will go abroad for treatment alone. I don't want to delay your youth here." Yifan's eyes are wet and tears flow down his face, as if he were saying his last goodbye to Xia Weichu,
"In the past, I could summon up the courage to pursue you. Even though I knew you didn't love me, I thought I could give you happiness. But now, I'm a loser. I can't give you happiness, so I can only wish you happiness."
"Yifan..." Xia Weichu didn't know how to comfort Yifan. In this situation, she knows that no matter how much she says, she is powerless.
"You go." Yifan turns his head ruthlessly and no longer looks at Xia Weichu.
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