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The night is very quiet, there is no light in the room, only a wisp of moonlight from the window can see the furnishings in the room.
He came in with a light step.
Qin ya just lay down and couldn't sleep, so she drew pictures. Some of the low head neck pain to stop, the door a ring she knew. I just didn't make a sound and pretended to sleep with my eyes closed.
Su Zhanquan didn't realize that the light was not very clear. He couldn't see Qin Ya's expression clearly. So I can't find out.
He gently put the chair next to her on the bedside, then sat down and looked at her quietly.
There are many things I want to say to her, but I don't know where to start.
I don't know how to express my feelings.
He reached out to hold her hand in the palm of his hand and put his head on her body. At night, all creatures fell into a deep sleep. Only he was awake and could clearly hear her breathing and look at her.
No matter how much repentance, there is no peace in this moment, which can be deeply rooted in the hearts of the people.
So quietly, he described her in his heart.
Although the appearance has changed. But he knew that she was still her, and that she had never changed in his heart.
Everyone makes mistakes, and so do I.
I don't ask for your forgiveness. I just hope to see you often.
Qin ya, I'm sorry. It's me that makes you scarred, makes you sad, loses your child, and I'm in pain. If it wasn't for my asshole, now I would be a father.
In the dead of night. I often think that if only I could lose my memory, it would not be so painful.
God gave me a chance, but I didn't grasp it.
If there's a chance to come back. I will take good care of you and not let you suffer any harm.
Hold your hand until you get old.
If you still hate me, please continue to hate it, at least in this way, you will think of me in your heart.
Qin ya. You let me know what is unforgettable, even if you hurt self-esteem. I still want to save you.
Even if you always speak ill to me, my heart is warm.
Qin ya. I said a lot to you before, but I didn't keep my promise.
Qin ya, I'm very sad. I'm really sad.
No words can express how I feel at the moment.
So he stayed here until 5 a. m. , although he closed his eyes, he didn't fall asleep, thinking a lot.
Worried that she would find herself, although she was reluctant to let go of her hand, she still let go of her hand. Hold too long, palms are sweat.
He attached himself and gently kisses her on the forehead."I love you. It will never change."
Then he got up, looked at her for a few seconds, and found no sign of her waking up. Just put the chair back in place and leave quietly.
At the moment when the door closes, Su Zhan thinks that the sleeping woman opens her eyes, her fingers move, and there is the temperature he left in her hand.
She opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling above. Tears slipped from the corners of her eyes and drowned in her hair.
This night, she also suffered a lot. No matter how much pain she had in her heart, she had no place to tell. She had to endure it alone.
It belongs to her. She can't change it. The only thing she can do is to cross it and try to live.
As for feelings - she may not have the strength and courage to touch again.
Once told Lin Xinyan that she still believed in love, but it was an excuse not to let Lin Xinyan think too much.
Where is the courage to talk about feelings?
The loss of children, physical deformity, the heart has been cool.
It's getting brighter and brighter. The night is over and the sun is coming. It's a beautiful day.
Qin Ya slowly closed her eyes. She didn't want to be found sleeping all night.
At six o'clock, Yu Ma and Aunt Wang have got up. Aunt Wang's cooking skills are very good. Yu Ma has retired from the kitchen. Aunt Wang prepares breakfast, which is not too much for her mother to tell her some habits of her family.
Zong Yan gets up early in the morning, but Zong Jingxi can't. She will sleep in and lie in bed even when she wakes up.
Upstairs, Lin Xinyan has woken up. Thinking of Su Zhan, she is ready to get up. As soon as she lifts the quilt, she is held by someone, and her legs are pressed on her, "sleep again."
Lin Xinyan turned to look at him, "it's daybreak, and take your legs away."
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