novel(It Couldn't Cure my Life!) He Would Rather Die Than Being Insulted
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Zheng Kai shouted on the stage, and the audience heard Xiang Yu shouting, "Ambulance." They could not help but feel it unreal and laugh a lot. Xiang Yu had taken off his robe and wrapped Concubine Yu's neck with it. He jumped off the stage with Concubine Yu in his arms, and hurriedly ran to the entrance of the auditorium.
"Blood..." Lin Wenxi looked at the bloodstains sprinkled on the ground. His heart seemed to have been severely cut. He burst into tears and said, "You are so silly!"
"Gu Xi, Gu Xi, fu*k!" Zheng Kai ran all the way, and the sweat stains on his face dyed the make-up colors together.
"The blood bank is lack of blood..." The doctor wiped his sweat."There are so many accidents in your class... somebody was drowned and somebody was pregnant... Now, there is one who cut his neck."
Zheng Kai could not have imagined that the prop sword had been replaced by Gu Xi with the real sword glittering with cold light. Only the martial arts team hid several real swords, and he did not know how Gu Xi got them out. How could he unconsciously replace the props?
"Draw my blood as much as you can, " Zheng Kai said seriously. In the past, Gu Xi also transfused blood for him. He knew that they were of the same blood type.
The blood came out of Zheng Kai's arms bit by bit, one bag after another. Gu Xi had fallen into a coma due to ischemia. His pale face was like a piece of thin paper, which was unbearable for people to watch. His breath, like a candle in the wind, might vanish at any time.
"I'm sorry!" Zheng Kai buried his head deeply.
Zheng Kai still remembered Gu Xi's cold eyes and deep despair at that time.
That night, Zheng Kai stood as guards at the bier for all night. He still felt sorry for his father's death. Gu Xi couldn't help persuading him. Without saying anything, Zheng Kai dragged Gu Xi into the bathroom.
Zheng Kai did not know what he was doing. He remembered Chen Wanxin's tenderness when she took care of himself. He remembered Chen Wanxin's decision to leave when she knew about Zhao Yuan's accident. He remembered Chen Wanxin's smile at him when they met again, as if they returned to the past.
The person, in front of him, who had been taking care of, following, entangling, sticking to himself and making himself annoyed was the last one he wanted to hurt. He couldn't frown at him or shout at him, but he never knew how annoying he was and how much he hated all this.
How shameful and disgusting was when this man kissed his lips in the middle of the night!
Why was this person not Wanxin!
Zheng Kai was hysterical and furious.
That night was so unusual, because the thunder was so loud and the rain was so unusual. Zheng Kai's fierce face was terrible. Gu Xi was taken off naked, shivering all over. He almost begged Zheng Kai to let him go, but Zheng Kai refused.
"It hurts! Zheng Kai, let me go!"
He struggled with all his strength.
His arm was deeply bitten, but the pain stimulated Zheng Kai's fighting spirit.
"Zheng Kai, I beg you. I have already let go... I just want to be friends with you... and brother..."
"Shameful! What friends and brothers! You're as shameful as my dad!"
Blood suddenly seeped out and fell to the floor, but Zheng Kai did not perceive it.
It was like the blood in his heart flowing out.
Until he became numb, paralyzed and couldn't utter a word.
Gu Xi even thought that as Zheng Kai's venting tool, he was also very happy. Gu Xi persuaded himself and deceived himself into being happy. Zheng Kai's warm body left his trembling body, and finally, his cold words completely crushed the lies he told himself, "Is this what you want? I gave it to you! You can go."
"This is what I want. This is what I have waited for eight years! You don't like that a boy behaves like a girl, so I've been learning how to be a man. You don't like the fragility of boys, so I never cry in front of you and always smile."
"Zheng Kai!" Gu Xi was laughing.
Gu Xi opened his eyes and laughed. Enduring the numbness of his feet, he slowly walked out of the door and fainted in the rain outside.
Like time flew backwards, in the cold rainy night so many years ago, Gu Xi, holding the life-saving medicine box, fell into the mud.
When Zheng Kai went to help Gu Xi buy lunch and returned to the hospital, Gu Xi had already left. He asked his mother Guo Ciyun. Guo Ciyun said calmly, "I only persuaded him not to report the case, and he..."
Zheng Kai thought that he would never see Gu Xi again, but he didn't expect that Gu Xi came back from God knew where.
However, Zheng Kai knew that Gu Xi was still alive, but also was dead.
He never said a word, but he still would send his coat over at the cold night.
Zheng Kai was confused.
He suddenly remembered the sentence that Lin Wenxi said at his father's funeral, "Can somebody tell me, what love is supposed to be? That makes me hold no fear in the face of death. With your absence, my existence is meaningless on earth."
"Is that love?" His father taught himself what boys should and shouldn't do when he was young.
Zheng Kai laughed with a hoarse voice.
When Gu Xi woke up again, the classmates were standing around him.
Zheng Kai, with an unshaven beard, glossy face, bloody eyes and pale complexion, was still holding his hand. Lin Wenxi, beside him, was too haggard to be human. When he saw himself waking up, he was weeping.
Lin Wenxi blamed himself deeply.
He found Gu Xi's expulsion notice in Gu Xi's dormitory. With this notice, many things gradually were clear.
Gu Xi had been absent from school for two weeks without any reason. He didn't listen to the class monitor's admonition, and slapped the monitor of another class, because the monitor privately said that two boys in a class behaved ambiguously. Gu Xi was reprimanded by the counselor, and he even held the counselor in public and kissed him fiercely. Gu Xi scared the counselor to make a fool of himself in public and he almost broke up with his girlfriend.
"At last, the dean of the Academy talked to Gu Xi that day. As a result, he heard the movement in the office of the college building. After a while, the door of the office opened. The dean sweated and ran out, shouting all the time. Later, I asked Gu Xi what had happened. Gu Xi said that he just pinched the dean's balls for a few times and that it was quite comfortable. The dean stood and enjoyed it for a while before he ran away." Shu Xiaoman said so.
"Gu Xi asked me not to bother you with these things. You've been so busy lately that you haven't been in your dormitory very often. I wanted to talk to you several times, but there's always no chance."
As Gu Xi's confidant and friend, he was like deaf and blind, and he was too insensible.
Lin Wenxi held Gu Xi's hand and burst into tears.
"Wenxi, if you get thinner, you'll dry up." As soon as Gu Xi finished, his tears fell down.
"Don't wait for those who don't deserve, okay?"
"Don't be like me, " Gu Xi said, cruelly beating Zheng Kai's hand, but the big hands just held Gu Xi.
"Kill me, Gu Xi, " Zheng Kai said, "You can do everything you want to me."
Gu Xi looked around at the crowd and laughed contemptuously."Are you serious? Guys, did you all hear that?"
Lin Wenxi covered Gu Xi's mouth."Gu Xi, stop. It's hard for you, and it's also hard for... First, you should be well."
Gu Xi pushed Lin Wenxi's hand aside."My disease can be cured, but my life cannot! If you are destined to have something, you will. However, you cannot have it by force. Someone's father had left his last words, what can you do even if he really loves you... ?"
"Zheng Kai! I want you to kiss me in public! Would you like to?" Gu Xi smiled coldly.
Zheng Kai frowned slightly, bent down, pursed his lips, closed his eyes to hold his breath, and then decided to kiss Gu Xi's mouth.
"No!" Lin Wenxi pulled Zheng Kai hard and said to Gu Xi, "Let's leave some room for each other."
"I want it! I want!" Gu Xi shouted.
"Zheng Kai, go out, and you all can go out, I will accompany Gu Xi!" Lin Wenxi shouted fiercely and looked around the crowd. He was desperate to find that Zhao Yuan was not here.
When the crowd went out, Gu Xi turned away and ignored Lin Wenxi.
"He forced himself to do what he was unwilling to do in public. The affairs between you will soon be spread. Zheng Kai's greatest regret in his life is the evil fruit that Uncle Zheng planted for him in the past. If it goes on like this, even if he feels guilty and forces himself to go on, it will really be over between you. There is no room for turning back!" Lin Wenxi said sadly.
"What room should I have for turning back? Can things get worse? I'd rather want his fake gentle than be a friend all my life and suffer when I see him!" Gu Xi sneered.
"Gu Xi! Don't think I don't know!" "You're trying to free him! You're only trying to free him now! You want to offset what he did, so you don't owe him anything, do you? I want him to owe you!" Lin Wenxi said ruthlessly.
"Oh, what about Zhang Dong? Does Zhang Dong still owe you?" Gu Xi asked with a smile.
"Zhang Dong..." Lin Wenxi was silent for a moment.
Gu Xi said slowly and expressionlessly. Only then did Lin Wenxi understand that the pain and evil he suffered in the past should be several times on Gu Xi.
"At that time, I also asked you how you felt when Zhao Yuan did that to you... I thought it would be very happy... But I, I only had an impulse to die... I hate... Wenxi, I hate... But... In the end, how can I hate him?!!" Gu Xi sobbed.
Lin Wenxi couldn't help holding Gu Xi, with tears flowing straight.
"I, I really want to be friends with him and forget the past. I just want to... I just want to accompany him, but God won't even give me such an opportunity now!" Gu Xi suddenly coughed violently.
"Stop talking and have a good rest." Lin Wenxi gently patted Gu Xi's back, and his heart had been twisted and extremely painful.
"I can't hate him, so I can only hate myself... I want to tell him that I don't blame him, but I can't say! Even if I don't blame him, he can't let go of himself. Why I can't have a chance to be friends with him? I just want to die. Why should I be saved?" Gu Xi kept crying.
"Zheng Kai, did you really did him?" Outside, Wang Xiang could not help blurting out and immediately regretted.
A loud slap fell on Wang Xiang's face. Zhang An'an was so angry that her chest fluctuated violently.
"Great!" Wang Xiang hated to say that and he immediately slapped himself several times by himself and rushed out of the crowd.
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