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That kind of sadness, as if someone took away the most important thing in her heart, unspeakable.
Que Su noticed that her face was not right, concerned: "pick Wei, are you ok?"
Mo Caiwei shook her head, soft voice, "ah Su, I'm tired, you also help me go back to rest."
Que Su nodded.
Seeing this, boss Yu quickly picked up the jade pendant from the table, handed it to her, and said with a smile, "then you can go back to the manor and have a good rest. As for other matters, we will talk about it later."
Que Su nodded, which helped Mo Caiwei leave.
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Lu Jingshen worked overtime in the company today and had a day's meeting. When he got home, it was already nine o'clock in the night.
The children are going to school tomorrow, so it's time to go to bed.
He went into the room and changed his shoes. Unexpectedly, he didn't see Jingning in the living room. Only Aunt Liu was there to clean up something.
I can't help being surprised.
After all, when he comes back, he always has to work overtime in the living room.
Where did you go today?
With doubts in his mind, he walked over, pulling the tie on his neck and asking Aunt Liu, "where's your wife?"
Aunt Liu stood up and replied, "it's in the room upstairs."
After that, he gave another slight pause and hesitated: "Madam seems to be in a bad mood today. Since she came back this afternoon, she has been locking herself in her room. She has not even gone out of the door and has not eaten dinner. Please go up and have a look, sir."
Lu Jingshen frowned, "didn't you have dinner?"
"Yes, we don't dare to disturb. Even miss Ann and young master are missing. We don't know what happened."
Lu Jingshen nodded, "I know."
He walked upstairs to the door of his bedroom. Sure enough, he saw the door closed.
He pushed the door, found the door locked, helpless, had to knock.
"Ning Ning, open the door. It's me."
However, there was no sound inside.
Lu Jingshen frowned deeper and knocked twice, but there was still no movement. His face sank. He turned around in the corridor and ordered Aunt Liu to bring the key to the bedroom door.
Aunt Liu quickly found the key and came over and handed it to him.
Lu Jingshen waved her back and opened the door with the key.
The bedroom was dark.
The room was as quiet as if you could hear a pin drop on the ground. There was no light on and no figure could be seen.
Lu Jingshen frowned and raised his hand to turn on a chandelier. The dim yellow light "pa" lit it up. Then he could see the figure sitting on the sofa.
"What are you doing?"
Lu Jingshen closed the door and walked quickly.
Jingning squatted on the sofa, holding her knees in her hands and burying her head in her arms.
When she heard his voice, she raised her head. Lu Jingshen found that her face was very pale. There were still wet tears on her face. Her eyes were red and swollen. She looked like she had been crying for a long time.
He could not help but sit down and take her in his arms.
"What happened? Why do you cry like this? The lights are not on. I thought you had an accident
Jingning felt that she had no strength at all. She cried for several hours, and she also cried. At this time, she leaned against his generous arms and smelled the familiar and reassuring smell. Only then did she feel that she had been cold and uneasy since this afternoon and gradually settled down.
She arched her head, found a comfortable position, leaned against his arms and whispered, "I'm fine, I'm just a little tired."
Lu Jingshen frowned, raised his hand to touch her forehead, found that it was not hot, not like a cold.
"What's the matter with you?" He asked softly.
Jingning did not answer, after half a ring, said: "I met a person today."
"Who is it?" Lu Jingshen is very patient.
"A man who should have died, but suddenly appeared in front of me."
Lu Jingshen was stunned.
Jingning looked up at him, his eyes were a little confused, "depth of field, do you think I'm bad? She clearly owes me nothing, but I stubbornly want to get something from her, stubbornly blame her for not telling me the news that she is still alive. Are you saying that I am so selfish? "
Lu Jingshen looked at her with deep eyebrows, "who did you meet?"
The depth of field moved the lip flap, and after several seconds, he said, "Mo Caiwei."
Lu Jingshen was shocked.
Jingning laughed at herself, "I always thought that she had died. When I was 17 years old, she died in a car accident. For this matter, my heart has been filled with hatred. I wish to kill all the people who killed her, but now I know that she is not dead."
"She has been living well these years, living in the desert with another man. She could have told me, but she chose not to think about it or tell it. She buried everything in the past like rolling yellow sand, leaving no trace, but what about me?""But I always miss the time I spent with her. Every year on the Tomb Sweeping Day, I will return to Jincheng to add a fragrance and a bunch of flowers to her grave, praying sincerely that she can throw herself into a good family in the next life, and she won't have to suffer and be cheated any more. Can I live a happy life with peace and happiness? People don't even want to think of me, but I never give up."
Lu Jingshen listened to her rambling statement and remained silent.
Until she finished, after half a ring, she comforted: "I know, she is not dead, you accidentally met her, do you think she is deceiving you, even betrayed you?"
Jingning shook his head, "I don't know, I just feel very sad, but I don't know why I'm sad."
Lu Jingshen sighed.
He bowed his head and gently kisses the tears on her face and whispered: "fool, because in your heart, she has always been the most important person. Once you thought, in her heart, you are also her most important person, but this time she escaped from death, but she chose not to contact you, and chose to break with the past."
"This decision, let you realize that her life is not necessarily you, so you will have this sad, as if betrayed by someone ah."
Jingning looked up and looked at him blankly, "is it like this?"
Lu Jingshen nodded, "it should be like this."
Jingning thought for a while, "Oh, " I see, but I am not right? I look so selfish and unreasonable."
Lu Jingshen said with a smile: "the feelings of this kind of thing, is not reasonable, all by heart."
He paused and sighed again.
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