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Jingning nodded and looked in the direction of the ward.
"Grandfather, how is he?"
At the mention of this, Guan Jiming's expression immediately became dignified.
He sighed.
"There isn't much time left. Go in and have a look. Make a long story short."
Jingning nodded.
Meiji yuan and Lu Bu didn't go to the ward.
They know that at this time, the old man only wants to see Jingning, the other people had better not disturb them.
Jingning changed into sterile clothes and walked in alone.
On the hospital bed, the old man with the oil exhausted and the lamp withered was lying there with his eyes slightly closed. Maybe he heard the sound of footsteps and opened his eyes slightly. He looked hard at her.
Jingning's steps stop there.
Clearly said to be strong, but looking at Guan Laozi lying there, still can't help but sour eyes, tears.
"Ning, Ning Ning."
He stretched out his hand to her, Jingning pursed the corners of his lips, endured the bitterness, and then quickly walked up two steps to hold his hand.
"Grandfather, you wake up. How do you feel?"
The old man looked at her, his eyes slightly misty.
A moment later, he said weakly, "I thought I was dreaming. It was really you."
At this moment, hearing what he said, Jingning self built a strong self for a long time, and finally collapsed and broke down.
She held the old man's thin hand and wept.
Compared with her pain, Guan is much calmer.
He lay there quietly, looking at her with a kind of compassionate and loving eyes. After a long time, he said softly, "Ning Ning, listen to me."
Jingning sobbed and nodded.
But the tears didn't stop.
Maybe he didn't ask her to stop crying when he felt his life was not long.
Only slowly said: "in this life, I know I am sorry for three people."
"Cough One is your mother. If it wasn't for me, she would not be separated from her beloved, and she would not bury her life in such a young age. It was me too Selfish, thinking that separation is the best choice for her, will deliberately make them misunderstand, you..."
"Your mother has complained about me all my life, and I have to make amends to her when I go underground. The second, the second, is your father."
"Your father is a good man. You can't blame him for his and your mother's affairs. If you want to blame him, you can only blame the bad habits of the family and the trick of fate. In those years, I forcibly opened them up and made your father frustrated, which resulted in his suicide. I am sorry for him."
"The third one is you."
He suddenly slowly turned his head and looked at Jingning. His thin hand caressed her face, and there were moving tears in his eyes.
"Ning Ning, my grandfather's mistakes in this life have made you so young that you have been exiled. It's my grandfather's fault. I can't live and I can't make up for you. I hope you don't hate me."
With that, he suddenly coughed violently, as if to cough his lungs out.
Jingning quickly reached out his hand and closed his eyes slightly. He said slowly, "Ning Ning, I owe you too much. Therefore, it doesn't matter if you don't recognize me as a grandfather after a hundred years. I have signed and signed a body donation agreement. Let me do the last thing for the world with my tattered body, and it should be my atonement for you ..."
"Grandfather, don't say that."
Jingning sobbed.
"Good boy, you should be good. My grandfather will protect you. You must live well."
Voice down, the voice suddenly gradually on the small down.
Jingning only felt his hand suddenly soft.
And then it went down.
She was suddenly stunned there, and her heart seemed to sink.
Next to him, the heart rate monitor began to ring out in a hurry. Guan Jiming came in from the outside, but with a glance, his face changed greatly.
He ran out and yelled, "doctor, where's the doctor?"
"Here it is."
A doctor nearby ran in. Guan Jiming looked at Jingning and saw that her eyes were lax, like a stone sculpture standing there, her face was bloodless, numb and empty.
Suddenly, he could not bear it. He only sighed.
"Ning Ning, you get up first."
Jingning's knuckles slowly grasped.
There was a buzz in her ears. She was suddenly pulled away by someone, and then she fell into a warm embrace.
Lu Jingshen holds her, and looks at the doctors giving him first aid.
However, there is no hope.
More than ten minutes later, the doctor announced the father's departure.
Because the donation agreement had been signed before, doctors had to take advantage of the fact that the body was not stiff, so they had to move the person into the extraction process. After all, Guan Jiming is a man, and she is dozens of years older than her. Therefore, she is indifferent to birth, aging and death.
See her face lost, can't bear to come over.
"People, they are going to take away, you..." He paused, and finally, in a deep voice, "do you need to leave any souvenirs?"
After signing the body donation agreement, even relatives can't touch anything on the dead.
Jingning looked at him and finally shook his head.
"He's in my heart, and that's the best memorial."
Guan Jiming nodded. Soon, the doctor found several people and pushed them out.
There are a lot of procedures to go through. Naturally, Guan Jiming left with them, and the whole ward was empty.
Jingning stood there, the sun from the window, sprinkled on her shoulder, as cold as snow.
She closed her eyes slightly, and there seemed to be a residual breath of the old man in the air, as well as a heavy mountain of words.
"Ning Ning, don't hate me..."
Tears, instantly rolling down.
Lu Jingshen saw this, slightly heavy eyebrows and eyes, and hugged her more tightly in silence.
Jingning leaned against him powerless, like a lonely boat in the sea, and finally found the harbor to dock.
She couldn't help it any longer. She grabbed the clothes on his shoulder and burst into tears.
Ji Linyuan did not know when also came in, saw the situation, sighed.
"Jingning, the passage of time, please mourn."
Jingning did not speak.
There was a burst of crying outside, all of them from Guan family.
At this time, whether it is false feelings or false feelings, we all show only grief.
......
Guan's affairs are very simple.
This is what the old man told me before he died.
He thought that he had done more than he had done in his life, and he did not want to let others do anything after his death. Therefore, he did not allow anyone to attend his funeral except some close friends.
Funerals are naturally used as garlands. The old man has long been indifferent to life and death and never cares about the red tape after his death.
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