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Her stomach is the child of her and Shi Yue, but Shi Yue probably won't know his existence all his life. He already has another girl. Maybe he will get married and become someone else's husband soon.
Maybe in his whole life, he won't know that they once had a child.
"Star, why don't you go?" Xie Changhuan looked at Su Xingchen who suddenly stopped in surprise.
She stood there with her face up high. The sun shone on her white skin. She seemed a little transparent.
"Senior." Su Xingchen gently took out her hand and smiled, "I want to leave here..."
As soon as Xie Changhuan heard this, he stretched out his hand and held Su Xingchen's hand tightly. He said nervously, "where are you going? Me and you..."
But before he finished, Su Xingchen interrupted. She smiled and said, "I want to go back to Erhai and spend the rest of my time there. That's what I planned before I came to the United States."
"Xingchen, you are in poor health now. I don't trust you to go to Erhai alone. I'll go with you. It's also convenient to take care of you and your children."
"No, senior, you have your life. I'm sorry to delay your time. I... Really don't want to delay you any more." Su Xingchen looked at Xie Changhuan and whispered, "you're a good man. You deserve a better woman to love you, but that person won't be me. I... I've had a really bad life."
"You still love the one whose name is Shi Yue, don't you?" Shi Yue looked up at Su Xingchen with a hoarse voice."Every time you have a fever, get sick, or you hurt, you call his name."
Su Xingchen was slightly stunned, but her face was calm. After a long time, her voice sounded clearly and faintly, "well, he is the love of my life."
"Since I love you, why should I leave him?" Xie Changhuan's face turned pale.
"Because I love him too much, I can't stay with him anymore. Because of me, he has been very difficult. I don't want to let him fall into crisis because of me, let alone watch him die day by day."
"Are you stupid?" Xie Changhuan suddenly roared with red eyes."Su Xingchen, if you do this, he will not hate you? Or will he not hate himself?"
Su Xingchen's tears suddenly burst out, "I don't know, but..."
"Su Xingchen, you are really selfish. Do you know? I thought he was sorry for you, so you ran away..." Xie Changhuan's voice choked."If you do this just for this reason, you are really selfish. You are good for him. Yes, but you have asked his opinion. Is this what he wants?"
"Xie Changhuan, you won't understand. There are too many things between me and him. If you want to tell him, I'll change a place where all of you can't find..."
"Su Xingchen..." Xie Changhuan looked at her with helpless eyes.
But Su Xingchen pushed his hand away again, then looked up and said to him gently, "I have decided, senior, please respect my choice."
With that, Su Xingchen turned and left, and Xie Changhuan looked at Su Xingchen's back.
She didn't look back. She walked resolutely without any souvenir.
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