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Until looking at the silver Lamborghini outside Chenghao hospital, she only felt her life and death. In the eyes of that man, a word was decided. So small, her life, so small, seems to be an ant at the foot of chenghaotian.
"Damn it!" Lin nuofan doesn't want to go out! Muzixi pulls Lin nuofan, "brother Lin, don't go, it's useless." He is so high on the top. There is absolutely no room for him to change what he wants. Even rinovan can't change. Because, like her, he is the little ant under his feet
It's so pitiful and pathetic. For the first time, muzixi was absolutely pathetic and so desolate. She always thought that she could make money and support her family one day as long as she worked hard. But now she found that her efforts were so small. A word in Haotian's mouth can decide her life. What a pathetic life.
The pain in her heart gradually turned into numbness, and she gave up her life. I'm really going to die For so many years, she didn't give up her life, but now, she can't find her courage any more
"Zixi, don't worry. I can introduce a hospital where my classmates work..." Linnufan tried to comfort muzixi as much as possible.
But muzixi couldn't hear anything, just nodded his head numbly, and his heart seemed to lose its way. She left only her remaining, a trace of self-esteem that she didn't want to let go
That night, with the help of Lin nuofan, muzixi was transferred to Blue Mountain hospital, the hospital where Lin nuofan's college students worked, but the price was much higher than that of Qichuan hospital. Muzixi was sitting in the corridor, watching Lin nuofan help his father set everything up, and could not say a word. But in the mind always echoed chenghaotian's words: "you will definitely come to me."
Can she? Now she doesn't even know it. He is so high, can decide the fate of himself and rinovan, or even so many patients at will. Why does he want her when he stands under the halo like this? What do you want her to do? Playthings? She doesn't know, she doesn't know anything.
When Lin nuofan walked out of the ward, he saw muzixi's dazed, emaciated face, the eyes of the original spirit of water, like a desolate ruins at the moment, and could not find a direction in confusion. Heart ache, gradually evolved into a bitter, let him subconsciously hold her from behind, just want to give her a little warmth.
The temperature behind makes muzixi feel a little peace of mind, numb heart, as if finding a breakthrough, conniving at snuggling up in the warm ferry, back to linnuofan, leaving silent tears that people don't want to see most. The long night, the cold corridor, the embrace of men, the tears of women, the warmth of embracing each other, everything is silent, for a long time, for a long time, Lin nuofan affectionately whispered in her ear: "Zixi, don't be so tired again, " together with him, OK. Lin nuofan wanted to ask, but in the end, she couldn't ask. She was afraid that she would feel inferior again and escape him.
"I don't want to, but how many days can I use the 100000 yuan in Blue Mountain hospital? I'm afraid it won't take ten days." There was a fundamental difference between urban hospitals and suburban hospitals, and she had already heard Lin nuofan and her classmates talk about the illness and the money she spent on medication.
Mu Lingfeng's condition is from 8000 to 10000 yuan a day here, 100000 yuan a day. When he was in Qichuan hospital, 20000 yuan had been used, and 80000 yuan was left. I don't know if ten days is enough. If muzixi goes out for part-time work every night and goes to a place like a bar, he can earn more than 100 yuan every night. Ordinary bookstores and restaurants are only 40 to 60 yuan Even if she doesn't nitpick about her job now, she can't make ten thousand yuan a day. She has no way at all
Lin nuofan was silent. He said, "don't worry. Tomorrow we will work together. There are ten days left. We will work together. Now, you should go home and have a good sleep."
Muzixi shook his head."I'm going to work part-time. I haven't been there for two nights. Thank you today, brother Lin." After that, muzixi withdrew from his arms and left. Her figure, in the hospital silver white light, so thin, tiny and heartbreaking, back efforts straight, but still can not hide her timidity. His heart hurts. At last he ran after her and grabbed her hand.
"Tonight, don't go anywhere. Go back and have a good rest. Tomorrow, we will face it together."
Tomorrow, we face it together. No one has ever said such words to her. His smile, like the last dawn of the world, shines into her heart. At last, none of her moving words has been said. He can only let him pull himself away from the place that makes her despair. Behind him, he swallows the tears back to his stomach.
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