novelI want to cut off everything
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When you sleep, you have nightmares.
In the past, Jian Ran would be like this every day for a long time.
Until she returned to Qin Yue's side, the nightmare that she often had finally disappeared.
Jian Ran was too clear about that horrible taste, and did not want to try again.
Because she was afraid, Jian Ran did not dare to sleep.
She got up from the bed and rummaged through her suitcase, intending to take the clothes out and hang them in the closet.
He would find something to do so that he would no longer want to sleep or think about Qin Yue.
Opening the suitcase, Jian Ran found out that the items inside weren't her clothes, they were all related to her design.
There was her beloved paintbrush, the drawing board Qin Yue had given her, and a lot of her hand-drawn designs?? In the eyes of others, these things were useless trash, but to her, they were supreme treasures.
Every piece of abandoned drawing was a gift from Qin Yue through his hard work.
Seeing the drawing board, Jian Ran thought about the scene where Qin Yue gave the drawing board to her.
That day, Qin Yue had specially gotten off work early, so he rushed over to the PM company to pick her up, and invited her to eat outside. After di er, he pulled her out for a walk, and finally returned back to the car. See if you like it? "
Almost all of the items that she needed in her daily life were prepared by Qin Yue, but this was the first time he gave her a drawing board as if he was giving her a present.
"I like it! "Of course I like it!" How could she not like the gift he had given her?
"It's good that you like it." At that time, Qin Yue just smiled and said that.
Later, Jian Ran found out from Uncle Wei that this drawing board was personally made by Qin Yue herself.
The presents weren't expensive, but Qin Yue could tell from every detail of the drawing board how much effort he had put into making this drawing board.
The more clear-headed she was, the more Jian Ran understood just how much Qin Yue had cared about her in these past few years.
When she thought of this, she felt as if someone had mercilessly grabbed onto her heart, causing her to be unable to catch her breath.
Jian Ran did not want to look anymore and immediately closed the box, pla ing to find something else to distract him.
Since the suitcase had no clothes, then purchasing clothes was what Jian Ran needed to do the most right now.
She took out her pen and a notebook to register. New York was such a cold place, so she had to hurry up and help Xiao Ranran and the others to get thick clothes.
But when Jian Ran opened the wardrobe to take a look, she was shocked yet again. The closet was full of clothes, coats, cotton clothes, down jacket and all kinds of other styles, none of them missing.
Not only her closet, Xiao Ranran's closet, as well as those upstairs, were both there too.
So even if he was divorced, Qin Yue had never mistreated her as his "ex-wife". Everything he prepared for her in the past, was still the same.
In the past, Jian Ran could calmly accept this because she was his wife.
But now that she had nothing to do with Qin Yue, what right did she have to enjoy Qin Yue's consideration and care for her?
She wanted to make it clear to Qin Yue that she didn't want him to do this kind of thing to her in the future. She didn't want to be a burden to him anymore, so he could go and pursue a new blissful life.
As for her, she had already lost him, she just wanted Qin Yue to find the happiness that belonged to him as soon as possible.
Jian Ran picked up her phone, flipping to the number that she was extremely familiar with, and stared at it for a long time.
She wanted to call him several times, but she couldn't muster up the courage to press the call button. She was afraid, afraid that when she heard Qin Yue's voice, she would uncontrollably reveal her true intentions.
Her goal was not to get him to pursue his happiness, but to be selfish and want to hear his voice again, even over the phone.
After hesitating for a long time and thinking about it for a long time, Jian Ran was unable to muster up the courage to make this call.
After a while, the sky outside was about to turn dark. She clenched her teeth and typed in a line of text and sent it out: "Mr. Qin, I can take care of my own life by myself, there's no need for you to take care of it."In the future, I hope you can take care of the people you care about."
This passage did not have any intentions of rejecting Qin Yue, but every single word of his seemed to carry a piercing pain that not only stung his heart, Jian Ran was also bleeding profusely from the pain.
Jian Ran typed out a few words with trembling hands, then used his trembling hands to click the Send button.
Since she was already divorced, then she would have to cut off all relations between her and Qin Yue and maintain her distance. She definitely would not let him get hurt for no reason.
After sending the message, Qin Yue did not reply her message. It was the same as many times she had sent a message to him.
Jian Ran stared at her phone, her emotions in a complicated way. She wanted him to reply her once, but at the same time hope that he wouldn't.
In the end, she shook her head and laughed: "Jian Ran, oh Jian Ran, how can you be so contradictory?"
Just as Jian Ran put down her phone, her phone suddenly rang. She picked it up and saw that it was a familiar number, but she could not remember who it was.
She accepted the call and heard Tang Yi's voice."Miss Jian, hello! I am Boss Qin's assistant, Tang Yi. I wonder if you still remember me? "
Of course, Jian Ran remembered him: "Mr. Tang, what can I do for you?"
"It's like this, the houses over there in America were arranged by me in private, everything was prepared for you behind the back of the Boss Qin."
"At that time, I thought that even if you and Boss Qin got divorced, little miss was still a child of the Boss Qin and couldn't let her get hungry. Thus, I decided to help you prepare a house on my own."
"As soon as I went to work, I was scolded by the Boss Qin. They blame me for being nosy. Miss Jian, I won't do that anymore, and I hope that you don't misunderstand that it was Boss Qin who did it for you."
"Miss Jian, I was worried that you would misunderstand Boss Qin, so I called to explain myself. Do you understand what I mean? "
With that, Tang Yi quietly looked at CEO who was seated at the table. CEO's expression was still extremely cold, he did not reveal any emotion at all.
But Tang Yi knew, their CEO would definitely not be as calm as he appeared on the surface. Otherwise, they would not let him call them to explain himself.
To be honest, he was not idle the entire day because he had nothing to do. If he wanted to go back, he would have to busy himself with almost no time to stop.
If not for the CEO ordering him to prepare a house and everything, he wouldn't have the mind to meddle in other people's business.
"As long as it's not him."Thank you for your kind intentions." Jian Ran said politely and cut off the call.
As she cut off the phone, she heard something break. Maybe it was the broken heart in her chest.
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