novelSome memories
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Seeing Jian Ran look like a frightened little deer, Qin Yue released her and laughed: "She's still as cute as ever."
He remembered one time when she had fed him snacks and he had taken her fingers in his, and she had been as shy as she was.
At that time, they didn't have Xiao Ranran, and now, Xiao Ranran was more than three years old, her shy personality hadn't changed in the slightest.
"Scoundrel!" Jian Ran reached out and pinched him, but she did not use too much strength. She did not know why, but she felt that the torture he had suffered in these three years must not be any lesser than hers.
From his sincere eyes, it could be seen that he truly cared about her from the bottom of his heart.
But wasn't her father the same? Every time she saw his kind eyes, it was as if she was the person he cared the most about in this world. But in the end?
Jian Ran shook her head, she did not want to think about it anymore.
Time could verify everything. Since she was unable to verify whether Qin Yue's concern for her was real or fake, let's do it.
He could pretend for a while, but he couldn't pretend for a lifetime.
Jian Ran sat back down at the dining table and peeled off a few stir-fried chestnuts and ate them.
Qin Yue, who was busy in the kitchen, looked at her from time to time.
"Jian Ran, come and take a look around." Find something to keep her busy, then there won't be time for her to let her daydream.
Jian Ran had long wanted to look around, but she was embarrassed to speak out. Hearing his words, she immediately agreed.
Jian Ran took a look around the living room. The decorations here were similar to that in the Noguchi, except that the space was not that big.
What attracted her gaze in that instant was the small house near the balcony. Vaguely, Jian Ran seemed to see a snow-white Beautiful Dog rolling and joking there.
"Woof woof woof??" As if it had noticed her presence, the Pomeranian lifted its head and barked a few times, wagging its tail affectionately as if to welcome her back.
"Endless?" The name came out from the depths of her memories, but when Jian Ran took a closer look, she realized that it was only an empty little house.
Unbroken?
Was it the little girl Xiao Ranran always brought along with him, or was it the other little girl from her memories?
Jian Ran didn't know, but the more she thought about it, the more confused she became.
"Jian Ran, come and help me."
Qin Yue's voice once again pulled Jian Ran back from that dark world in time. She took a deep breath and walked towards him: "Is there anything that I can help you with?"
Qin Yue looked at her worriedly."Jian Ran, what did you just think of?"
Jian Ran shook her head: "Nothing."
Something must have happened to her, something must have occurred to her, but she didn't want to tell him.
Qin Yue stared at her, hesitated for a moment, and still said: "Jian Ran, tell me everything that's on your mind, if you have any questions, I will help you answer them."
"Qin Yue, can you tell me more about Xiao Ranran?" She wanted to know everything about Xiao Ranran. As a mother, she had already missed the chance for his child to grow up for more than three years.
She didn't even know how she had given birth to her?? How he wished he could make up for all the love he had not given his children before.
Qin Yue: "Do you think that Xiao Ranran is very cute?"
Jian Ran replied, "Yes. The first time I saw this little guy, I was wondering which family could have such a beautiful and cute child."
Qin Yue laughed: "Of course, because she is our child. Father is so beautiful, mother is so beautiful, how can the child not be beautiful? "
Jian Ran rolled her eyes at him: "How can you praise yourself like that?"
Qin Yue shrugged."I just accidentally spoke the truth."
Hearing that, Jian Ran could not help but smile, and said: "Mr. Qin, in the past, were you the one who made Mrs. Qin happy?"
Hearing Jian Ran's words, Qin Yue's heart suddenly soured. Previously, he was just too inflexible, and never knew how to speak nicer words for her to hear.
When they were together, she was the one saying most of the time. She was trying to find a way to make him happy, but he was just blindly accepting her warmth.
From now on, he would be in charge of the conversation. He would be in charge of making her happy.
Qin Yue continued, "Then?? Is Mrs. Qin happy? "
When he said the words Mrs. Qin, he was especially cautious, afraid that the three words Mrs. Qin would touch Jian Ran's reverse scale.
"I'm happy." But unexpectedly, Jian Ran straightforwardly nodded her head, and regretfully said, "But, I can't become a Mrs. Qin yet."
She paused for a moment, raised her head, and looked at Qin Yue with a gaze as bright as water: "Qin Yue, if Mrs. Qin doesn't remember this past, will you mind?"
"No. We can start over as long as you are by my side." For the first time, he spoke so plainly.
Jian Ran was startled, but she did not know how to reply. She shifted her gaze away in panic and looked out the window, saying, "Hey, it's raining."
The weather changed in May, and while the sky was still clear, there was the sound of thunder, followed by heavy rain.
A lot of pedestrians on the road were drenched, but everyone hurried to the surrounding buildings to find shelter from the rain.
Jian Ran looked at the people walking in front of the window from afar, as if she could see herself walking in the rain, under the rain, walking continuously, walking continuously, not knowing where to go, not knowing where she should stop at.
Because she didn't have a home, she didn't have a roots, she didn't have someone to rely on??
"Jian Ran!"
Qin Yue's voice came from beside her again, low and heavy, like raindrops hitting her heart.
Jian Ran suddenly came to her senses and smiled apologetically: "Sorry! I'm lost again."
"Jian Ran, don't hide everything in your heart. Don't shoulder all of the responsibilities by yourself." Qin Yue patted his chest, "This place is any time you can stop and rest at."
"Mr. Qin, I'm hungry."
Since she couldn't find her memories, he was still a stranger to her. There were some things that she really didn't know how to say to him, she could only stiffly change the topic, unable to do anything about the heartache that flashed past Qin Yue's eyes.
She really wanted to know why her father would feed her poison? She really wanted to know why she lost her memory. And should not know about all these either.
She remembered that he had said that he had come back from a business trip three years ago and that she had disappeared, leaving only her ashes behind.
When what happened three years ago happened, when Xiao Ranran took it out from her stomach, Qin Yue was not present there, so he probably did not know what happened during that period of time.
If she wanted to know what had happened in that period of time, then presumably, only when she thought of the past would she be able to completely understand it.
In these three years, as long as she did not think about how she was a person without a past, her days were peaceful.
And how did Qin Yue, who had lost his wife, spend these three years?
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