novelSeek your opportunity
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Jian Ran secretly turned to look at Qin Yue, she was dressed in a white shirt and stood straight, her chin was raised slightly, her eyes were straight, looking straight ahead, she was as beautiful as a perfect sculpture.
However, what Jian Ran saw was not only Qin Yue's noble temperament and good-looking appearance. She seemed to be able to see into his heart, as if he was surrounded by endless loneliness and pain, so lonely and helpless.
In Jian Ran's few memories, she had never been in a relationship, so she was even less aware of what it felt like to love.
She had heard people say that love was like a double-edged sword. It could not only be an armor, but also a weakness.
Now, Qin Yue who had already lost his "Jian Ran", was someone who no longer had a soft spot, and was also a person who had lost his armor at the same time.
That "Jian Ran" had given Qin Yue the best in the world, and when she had disappeared, he had also silently destroyed everything that Qin Yue had done.
The current Qin Yue stood within the crowd as dazzling as ever, but it was as if his body was covered by a thin layer of ice, and was so cold that no one dared to go near him.
In Jian Ran's opinion, the most hopeless and most helpless thing she had was that before she had returned from her business trip, his wife had said that they were separated by Yin and Yang, that they would never have the chance to meet again in this lifetime.
However, to Qin Yue, those things were already in the past. There were even more cruel things to him now.
His wife was right in front of him. He could reach out and touch her, but she couldn't remember him.
An invisible wall separated them. He could hear her, feel her, but he could not touch her.
Buddha said that there are eight hardships in life, life, old, illness, death, love and separation, long resentment, can not ask, can not let go.
I can't ask for, I can't let --
Qin Yue suddenly started laughing. His laughter was low and heavy as tears seemed to flash in his narrowed eyes beneath the golden spectacles.
Jian Ran looked at his smile, but felt that it was even more unbearable than watching others cry.
"Our child has been preserved and is growing up healthy. She is very cute and sensible. She is almost all the joy in my life." Qin Yue turned his head to look at Jian Ran, and continued, "The child's mother told me when she was pregnant with the child, that when the child is one year old, we would take a picture of the whole family, and in the future, we would take a picture of the child being one year older??"
But he would never get the chance to complete a set of family fortune!
Jian Ran could not help but think emotionally for Qin Yue.
Qin Yue's deep and magnetic voice lightly tapped on Jian Ran's chest again and again. She even wanted to go up and grab his tightly clenched fists to give him some strength and comfort.
However, Jian Ran did not do that, nor was she in a position to do that-
She didn't even know what Qin Yue's intentions were for bringing her to see his deceased wife?
Just as she was feeling uncertain about many things, Qin Yue said in a deep voice, "She has left me and our child for three years. It has already been three years. Shouldn't we forget about her? "
He was asking Jian Ran, but Jian Ran believed that Qin Yue already had his own answer in his heart, so he did not want her answer.
Jian Ran did not say anything, but in her heart, she was thinking for Qin Yue.
If Qin Yue's wife knew, she probably didn't want to see him in such pain. She must hope that he would forget the past soon and start a new life with the cute Xiao Ranran.
"Jian Ran!"
Qin Yue suddenly shouted out the two words "Jian Ran". Jian Ran did not know whether he was calling out to his wife or him, so she did not reply.
"Give me a chance. Let me pursue you."
Qin Yue's low and sexy voice reached Jian Ran's ears. Jian Ran was so shocked by Qin Yue's words that even her head was buzzing.
First he told her a great many stories about himself and his dead wife, and before she had finished digesting the sad story, he said in front of her that he wanted to court her.
Although his wife had been dead for three years, it wasn't good for him to say that in front of his dead wife, he wanted to woo another woman.
But after thinking about it carefully, Jian Ran could understand that it was because she and Qin Yue's late wife had some similarities, that he could do such a series of unfathomable things.
When he said he wanted to court her, he was afraid that it was not really because he wanted to court her, but because he saw her as his dead wife. He wanted to start over with his dead wife.
Qin Yue's gaze followed Jian Ran closely, waiting for her answer. She was so nervous that cold sweat covered her palms.
Jian Ran smiled apologetically."Mr. Qin, although I'm also called Jian Ran, I am me. I have no relationship with your wife at all, and I don't want to be a substitute for others."
Jian Ran's answer made Qin Yue feel as if someone was grabbing onto his heart. He suddenly gasped, and only regained his senses after a long time.
His burning gaze stared at Jian Ran, and asked once again: "Jian Ran, you are not a substitute, you are you, are you willing?"
Since Jian Ran had returned, and she forgot everything from the past, then she was a completely new Jian Ran. No matter if it was the old Jian Ran, or the current Jian Ran, to Qin Yue, they were both his Jian Ran.
He could truly consider Jian Ran's death three years ago, pursue the brand-new Jian Ran once more, and let them start anew.
Because he knew that Jian Ran had many suitors by his side, Qin Yue felt a heavy sense of danger. He did not have the time to wait any longer, he had to make Jian Ran accept him again as soon as possible.
Even if she could not accept him, she hoped that she could protect Jian Ran and prevent those who wished to court her from approaching her.
Jian Ran originally wanted to reject him immediately, but when she met Qin Yue's gaze, she did not manage to say a few words of rejection.
She didn't know why, but she didn't want to see Qin Yue feeling so sad. She felt somewhat guilty if she refused him.
However, in the end, reason overcame emotion. Jian Ran shook her head and said very calmly: "Mr. Qin, did I do something to make you misunderstand? "Actually, I really don't have any ill intentions towards you."
"Jian Ran, I want to court you." Qin Yue grabbed Jian Ran's shoulder and said, "I didn't say that you have to admit that you have something to do with me. I just want you to give me a chance, a chance that I can pursue you."
Jian Ran said, "Mr. Qin, I really??"
Qin Yue interrupted her and said, "Let's contact each other somewhere. If, in the process of getting along, you feel that I'm not a good person and that I'm not what you want, you can always interrupt the relationship."
Jian Ran shook her head and said: "Mr. Qin, this is not fair to you."
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