novelTheir past
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However, this time, Qin Yue waited for a long time. Even though time seemed to have stopped, he did not wait for Jian Ran to appear again.
Qin Yue didn't want to wait around like a fool anymore. He started to search every corner of the room, while shouting her name, "Jian Ran, Jian Ran??"
He searched over and over again, but even after he called her name over and over again, he still could not find her.
"Qin Yue, I'm here, why can't you find me? When did you become so stupid? "
Jian Ran's voice sounded again from behind Qin Yue. He immediately turned around, but the room was still empty. There was no trace of her.
"Jian Ran??" He lay down on the bed and picked up the pillow she used to sleep on and sniffed. Her hair remained on the pillow.
Since he hadn't rested for a long time, Qin Yue soon fell asleep in a daze.
While he was sleeping soundly, someone poked his face with a finger: "Qin Yue, the heavens are too unfair. They gave you such a good family background and gave you such a nice face."
"Jian Ran, stop messing around!" Qin Yue reached out to grab the hand that was messing up his face, but he missed again.
Qin Yue suddenly woke up from his stupor. He was still the only person in the room.
As he couldn't see Jian Ran, he felt his heart was empty, and a cold wind would occasionally blow past him.
He got up and walked over to Jian Ran's desk. Beside it was an easel, one of her unfinished paintings.
Qin Yue picked up the brush and wanted to finish her unfinished work, but the more he drew, the more he didn't know what he wanted to draw.
"Mr. Qin, why are you so stupid? You destroyed my painting, I hate you so much."
"Jian Ran, I??"
"You're so stupid, don't talk to me."
"Jian Ran, don't hide it. Come out and let me see you."
Why he could hear her voice, but he could not see her person, where she was hiding, why he could not find her.
"Qin Yue, this place is too big. It's not convenient to live here. Why don't we move back to where we came from?"
Jian Ran's voice sounded again. Qin Yue suddenly thought of something and rushed out like a madman to drive the car back to the Dreamscape where they were married.
When he opened the door, he saw two pairs of slippers on the shoe rack. One was for him, the other was for her.
This was what she had chosen when they were shopping. At that time, she said to him with a blush, "Mr. Qin, are you willing to wear a couple's slippers with me?"
At that time, he didn't say anything and only nodded his head.
Although he didn't like to wear those childish shoes, she did and he was willing to stay with her because she was his wife and he wanted her to be happy.
Because the house was often taken care of by someone else, the room that no one had lived in for a long time was still spotless and clean, as if the two of them were still living here.
Stepping through the hallway, he looked toward the kitchen for the first time. In the past, whenever she came back from work, she would always be busy in the kitchen. When she heard him open the door, she would stick her head out of the kitchen and greet him. The food will be ready soon. Go wash your hands."
"Alright." Qin Yue nodded and fixed his gaze in the direction of the kitchen, as if Jian Ran was still busy in the kitchen, cooking the boiled fish that she was good at and adding onions that he couldn't eat into the boiled fish.
"Jian Ran??" He called her name but did not dare approach her. After a few moments of disappointment, he knew that if he were to approach her, she would disappear from his sight.
"Mr. Qin, why are you standing there motionlessly? Go wash your hands quickly, you can eat now." She smiled back at him.
"Alright." Qin Yue still nodded, but he didn't move. He was afraid that if he turned around, she would disappear again.
"Mr. Qin, I want to give birth to your little monkey."
Jian Ran was gone from the kitchen. She stood in the bedroom doorway, looking at him nervously and shyly.
Qin Yue remembered what she said to him that night when they came back from the hospital. That night, she became his real wife.
She was clearly such a shy person, yet she dared to do such a bold thing to him.
If she didn't want to be with him forever, with her personality, she definitely wouldn't have done that.
"Jian Ran, do you really have the heart?"
After she had left an indelible mark in his life, she had used such a cruel method to disappear from his side, pushing him into the Seamless Hell, tasting the pain of a myriad of insects corroding one's heart.
He didn't want any children, and he didn't want any women either. He only wanted her, the one and only Jian Ran in the world?? his Jian Ran!
"Qin Yue, are we going to keep walking? We're not going to split up, are we? "
She had asked him this question before, and every time she had asked him, her expression had been one of sadness.
She was such a confident person, and she always said she believed in him, but she was so unconfident about their future.
Something must have happened to her to make this happen, and he couldn't see anything.
Why didn't he see it?
If he had guessed what was on her mind, would it not have happened today?
What had happened that he did not know about?
Qin Yue walked into the room where they had lived for months. He seemed to see her putting on his tie for the first time.
Her face was red with embarrassment, her head was bowed, and she was helping him nervously and attentively.
He hid in his room and searched everywhere for traces of Jian Ran. In a muddled state, who knew how many days had passed.
"Wa! Wa! Wa! Wa!" The baby's clear cry suddenly came from outside the thick door. Qin Yue's body suddenly stiffened, but he quickly reacted.
He hurried to the bathroom to wash his face and to straighten his clothes. When he felt that he did not look as old as before, he opened the door.
"Wa, wa, wa ~ ~ ~" Outside the door, the baby's crying still continued, but Qin Yue's hand that was holding the door handle did not move at all.
Qin Yue closed his eyes and took a deep breath of cool air before he turned the handle of the door and opened it.
Outside the door, Jian Ran was holding their child and looking at him with a smile, but he only blinked once. The person in front of him turned into Qin Xiaobao and an unfamiliar woman.
"Bro, this is a little baby, hug her." After Qin Xiaobao said that, she signaled the wet nurse to hand the child over to Qin Yue.
Qin Yue looked around but did not see the baby. Once again, he did not see the person he wanted to see.
Finally, he withdrew his gaze and looked at the milk doll in the woman's arms. It was his and Jian Ran's child, the only thought she had left him.
He reached out with trembling hands and took the baby in his arms.
He didn't know if it was telepathic or not, but when he hugged her, she stopped crying. She just kept on sobbing, as if she had suffered a lot of grievances.
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