novelNing Qing, We Have Made A Pact, You Are Not Allowed To Forget Me
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Translator: Larbre Studio Editor: Larbre Studio
What did he realize?
Ning Qing's instincts told her that it was not something healthy.
She glared at the man and used her two small hands to cover her ears. She said, "I don't want to hear it."
"You really don't want to hear it?" The man pecked her soft lips and spat out a word: "Films."
At this moment, Ning Qing's small face was crimson red. She stretched out her hand to push the man's chest and said, "Lu Shaoming, is it okay to ruin your brother like that?"
Lu Shaoming was in a good mood as he lifted his brows. It was great!
Ning Qing: "..."
She thought of the image of Zhou Dayuan that she had in her mind. Of the people she knew personally, Zhou Dayuan was the most mesmerizing in his craft. He wore a white lab coat and acted like an angel protecting the world. He was straightforward and pure, allowing others to feel at ease.
It was hard to think of that relationship that he had with Jian Han.
Both the heart and body of a 18-24 year old man was already matured. When they stayed together in the same house, it was easy to end up doing the deed. It was normal for him to have films on his computer. What's more, what man has not seen a few of those films?
"Then Older Brother Dayuan and Jian Han..."
"They didn't. The house that they had rented was only 50 square metres. They used a wooden block to place between them, sleeping separately. There was definitely no problem with Dayuan's education. Without marriage, he would never have touched Jian Han." Lu Shaoming finally had something good to say about Zhou Dayuan.
"Hmm." Ning Qing's good feelings towards Zhou Dayuan were reinforced, and she emotionally said, "He would rather be on edge and not touch Jian Han. He is really a good man who can control himself."
Lu Shaoming heard her words and was upset, "Ning Qing, he is a good man. Then what am I? The first half-year that we were married, I didn't even touch you..."
Ning Qing picked a piece of pork belly to squeeze into this mouth. She came forward to kiss the sides of his lips and said "Hubby is an extremely great man."
It was only then that Lu Shaoming was satisfied. He gave her an expression with his eyes — At least you are aware of that!
...
After the meal, Ning Qing walked out of the hospital ward."Mrs. Lu, " someone called her from behind.
Ning Qing turned around to look. It turned out to be Jian Han.
"Doctor Jian, you have yet to leave?"
"Yeah, I didn't go. I was discussing the plans of how we plan to use hypnosis with Teacher just now. Do you have time now Mrs. Lu? I wish to have a chat with you."
"Sure." Ning Qing agreed.
...
The two of them walked to the stairs and Ning Qing lifted her gaze to look towards Jian Han."Doctor Jian, what did you want to talk to me about?"
Jian Han smiled and said, "Mrs. Lu, Doctor Zhou probably told you about Young Master Lu rejecting cooperation with the hypnosis therapy from the bottom of his heart today, right?"
"That's right."
"Mrs. Lu, do you know the reason why?"
Ning Qing shook her head and seemed to contemplate for a moment."I also found it weird. Shaoming has always wanted to recover his memory. He came to England this time with the sole purpose of recovering his memory. On the plane, he did tell me that there were many possible outcomes of hypnosis. He was afraid of becoming another form of himself and forgetting me again. But since he made the trip down, his decision was firm. He is not the type of man who would be unable to make a decision, so I don't know why he would appear to cooperate on the surface and then reject the treatment in his heart."
Jian Han was emotional as she said, "That's right; Young Master Lu is firm and steadfast. His patience and endurance have always been stronger than that of a normal person. This sort of person would be strong in their hearts, even if the hypnosis master is unable to get inside. If Young Master Lu does not open the doors to his heart, we will have no other methods to help him."
As Jian Han spoke, she looked towards Ning Qing and said, "Mrs. Lu, since you are also curious about why, why didn't you go and ask Young Master Lu?"
Ning Qing lowered her gaze, and her expression was shy."I cannot go ask him; he would feel pressured that way. He would think..."
"What would he think?"
Ning Qing stabilized her heart and looked into Jian Han's almond shaped eyes."He is often jealous of himself. He thought that I only loved the version of him in the past, so I do not dare ask him."
Jian Han heard her words, then smiled and said, "Mrs. Lu, this is the key to the question."
Ning Qing was in a blur, and she said, "I don't understand."
Jian Han used her two white small hands into the pockets of her lab coat. The scholar of England's Oxford University had a touch of arrogance on her face. She said, "Mrs. Lu, you thought that Young Master Lu is only plainly jealous of himself. That is because you feel that no matter whether he is the Young Master Lu who has not lost his memory, or the Young Master Lu who has lost his memory, he is still the same person. But in Young Master Lu's heart, these are two different men."
Ning Qing: "..."
"The Young Master Lu now does not remember everything that you two had done in the past. So over this year, whatever has happened between you two was considered to be an entirely new journey to him. Your appearance was considered by him as the first time you met him. The kiss that you gave him was also the first time you had kissed him. All of your intimacies were also done for the first time... We might think that he is incomplete, but in his eyes, he had you, and he is complete then.
"Young Master Lu loves you, so he wants to give you a complete version of himself. But he is not willing to leave the version of him now behind. Do you know what Young Master Lu is afraid of? Young Master Lu is afraid that his old self would replace his current self. Over the past year, you two were loving and sweet, and to Young Master Lu, he is not willing to part with the version of himself now."
Ning Qing was in a daze. Although he would like to address the version of himself from the past as "him" normally, Ning Qing did not think that he would really treat himself as two different men.
"What should I do then?"
"You should ask yourself what you should do now. You are so lucky, enjoying the love of two men, and now it depends on how you would deal with these two sources of love and successfully turn them into one complete love, " said Jian Han.
...
Ning Qing returned to the room. She did not have much of an expression on her face. She was passionate with Lu Shaoming and slept together with him.
In the morning, when Lu Shaoming opened his eyes, his arms were empty. He looked sideways and the girl by his side was gone. He used one elbow to help himself up and said, "Ning Qing, Ning..."
"Hubby, I am here." Ning Qing walked in, slowed by her big stomach.
"Ning Qing, how come you are awake so early? Where did you go just now?" It was only 7 in the morning, and the winter sun had yet to rise.
Ning Qing got on the bed and looked into the man's bright black eyes. She smiled and said, "Hubby, I went to look for Older Brother Dayuan just now. We will not do the hypnosis therapy. We will return to T city today."
Lu Shaoming looked at the girl and stretched out his hand to bring her into his embrace. With a frown, he asked, "What is wrong?"
Ning Qing winked her eye cheekily and said, "Hubby, you are not willing to comply with the hypnosis therapy. We are wasting time staying here."
Lu Shaoming's entire body froze."I..."
"Shh." Ning Qing stretched out her small, pinkish-white finger to block his thin lips."Hubby, don't explain yourself. I think we are fine just like this. I only need you to be by my side forever, and I will be satisfied with that."
Lu Shaoming bent down to kiss her small face. He was silent for a few seconds before he said in a low voice, "Ning Qing, sorry. Are you blaming me for not opening up for him?"
Ning Qing flipped over and perched on the man's chest. She touched the stubble on his chin and said, "Hubby, I will say it again: He is you!"
"Umm..." Lu Shaoming replied and lay back lazily on the headboard."Ning Qing, this year, being together with you has been very happy. That day especially. I stood upstairs, and you were chatting happily with my parents. Because of you, not only me, but also the entire Lu family has been filled with merry laughter. I really wanted to go on like this with you forever, until our final days.
Ning Qing straightened her body. Her voice was soft and gentle as she said, "These things are not incompatible. After Hubby recovers his memories, you will have a complete set of memories to enjoy for the rest of your life. I am yours for an eternity.
Lu Shaoming nostalgically looked at her small supple face, "Ning Qing, there is also a risk with hypnosis therapy. If I recover my memory and forget about what has happened recently, what would we do?"
Ning Qing wanted to speak, but Lu Shaoming interrupted her and said, "Don't say anything. you listen to me now. You all are telling me that the me in the past is also me, but I am alien to the version of me in the past. Talking about the duration of time, in your eyes, the man in the past is truly Lu Shaoming, and I am only someone who exists due to a car crash, like a temporary dream.
"Even though it might be a dream, Ning Qing, this is also the most beautiful dream you have created for me. I don't want to wake up. I came to England because I wanted to give it a try, but Bill hypnotized me, and I did not want Bill to come in, because I am afraid that Bill will awaken the man from the past, and I will fall asleep then.
"Ning Qing, I am afraid that this year will disappear. When I wake up, the one who remembers this dream would only be me."
Ning Qing's eyes were misty as she looked at him with a gentle expression. She held onto his large hand and weaved her fingers between his."Hubby, you are really a big fool. Who said that remembering the past would make you forget the present? This is not a novel. So melodramatic. Taking a step back to speak, even if you forgot about now, then the one remembering this dream would not only be you; it would also include me."
Lu Shaoming touched her beautiful eyes and said, " Ning Qing, would you really remember me forever?"
"Yes." Ning Qing nodded her head and said, "Hubby, actually I still have a lot that I have not told you yet. You and him are really very different. He would not pamper me like how you do, and he would not listen to all my whims and fancies just because I have a pout on my face. I do not dare to kick him. I do not dare to tug his ears. I do not dare act cute towards him; he is normally a serious person."
Lu Shaoming curled his lips up into a smile and happily said, "Then when you compared them both, aren't I the better option?"
"Yes." Ning Qing nodded her head, but she ducked with an embarrassed expression in her eyes, and her face was slightly red."However, your kissing skills are horrible. You do not have any of his technique, and even in bed... That matter.."
She did not finish, and the man turned her over and pressed against her. He hooked onto her snow white earlobes, and his voice was hoarse as he said, "Continue to speak."
Ning Qing buried her small face in his embrace. She was unwilling to continue speaking. She looked towards his deep gaze and with a gentler voice, she said, "So, Hubby, I also love you, and I love the current version of you deeply. Not only have you given me two types of love, but I also have been the subject of this love. I fell in love twice with the same man."
Lu Shaoming's eyes were sparkling, and he closed his eyes and kissed her passionately.
Ning Qing hooked her arms on his neck and flipped herself over.
One slim arm was holding onto the bed. Ning Qing left his lips, and a crisp and melodious sound rang out in the air. There was a chain of bells in Ning Qing's small hand.
"Hubby, do the bells sound good? I wanted to gift this to our Little Young Master Lu."
Lu Shaoming lifted his eyes to have a look. It was now 8 o' clock. The morning sun shone through the window and felt warm on his face.
The girl's small, white hand was holding onto a chain of small golden bells. When she shook her hands, the melodious sounds of the bells filled the air.
Lu Shaoming stretched out one large palm to cover her belly. He closed his eyes, and said in a low murmur, he said, "Ning Qing, we have made a pact. You are not allowed to forget me."
"Ok." Ning Qing bent down and kissed his forehead."Lu Shaoming, I love you."
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