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The psychiatrist patiently induced Jing Li to tell the story, but she suddenly stood up from her chair, "I'm ok, I'm fine now, I don't need to be treated again..."
"Jingli." The doctor stopped her gently.
Jing Li stands uneasily and looks at the doctor.
"If you go on like this, the people around you will follow you and spend every day worrying. Your family members, relatives, including your favorite people, can't eat well or sleep well as long as they think that you will be upset at any time..."
Jing Li's heart starts to panic. Is Li Jingchen worried about her every day?
But she didn't want to think back to the days when Li Jingchen didn't exist, thinking that he really died
Jing Li sat down again, holding his forehead tightly closed his eyes, his face full of pain, "I want to see Li Jingchen, I want to see him..."
Li Jingchen heard her request, ready to rush in, but was stopped by the doctor's assistant next to him, "Mr. Li, don't go in first. At this time, every reaction of the patient is very normal. Just give it to Dr. Xue."
However, no matter what questions the doctor asked, Jing Li was crying to see Li Jingchen. He looked like a child who couldn't find his mother.
Her expression is very painful, Li Jingchen finally did not control, opened the door into the consulting room.
His appearance makes Jingli seem to see the light in the sea at night. He threw himself into his arms and hugged him."You're not dead. You're not dead. You're still with me, aren't you?"
Li Jingchen kisses her long hair and forehead, "Jingli, I'm here, all the time."
"Why did my father do that? Why didn't he think about me before he died? Although I grew up, I was still a child in front of them. Why did they not want their children? I don't want to blame them, but I am lonely, I envy, envy the children with parents. I've always told myself that I don't need to live under the wings of my parents when I grow up. But I still can't forget how they died. I watched them burn to death, but there was nothing I could do. I was a sinner..."
Li Jingchen listened to her cry and cry, but did not speak.
"Later I met Li Chen, who was just like a man in the sun. But he didn't like me. I tried my best to get close to him, but he still didn't like me People in this world don't like me. It's meaningless for me to live alone."
"Maybe God is still pitying me. He made Li Jingchen fall in love with me. Although I get together with him more, I am willing to wait for him. He's on a mission in Los Angeles. I know he's on a mission with other women, but I can't help it. I can't help but watch them holding each other without any reaction..."
But suddenly, he was immersed in the world, why did he improve? He fell into that cold sea, and he might be blown to death without a whole body, or he might be eaten by a shark. Would he be very lonely and lonely if he left like that
"After he died, I couldn't sleep every night. I always had the illusion that he was right in front of me, but I couldn't touch him. I long for him to give me a hug, but he always ignore me. I wonder if he can't see me. If I go to him, he can see me. I also saw my parents that night. They looked at me kindly, but they didn't say a word
Jingli is surrounded by thick sadness. She has tears in her eyes."I really want to go to them. Li Jingchen is so kind to me and spoils me a lot. Why did she die like this? I'm the only one left in the world. They all have their own happiness. I don't want to hurt Jingmei, uncle and aunt. I don't want to send Li Jingchen away. I want to leave with him and leave this changeable world. Therefore, I must go to Li Jingchen He will certainly wait for me, continue to spoil me and love me
Then she began to lose her soul."Without my own sun in my life, it would be meaningless for me to live. I took sleeping pills, I really met him, saw him holding other women, smiling very happy, as if I could not see general When I find his name, I'll be happy to see him But why do you want to get me back? "
"Fortunately, Li Jingchen is still alive. He is not dead, really. When I saw him, he passed by me with two women in his arms, but I was not in his eyes. At that moment, I seemed to lose the meaning of living again Jingmei told me that Li Jingchen was only on a mission and would be well soon. Yeah, he's on a mission. Everything he does is fake. But why doesn't he tell me he's still alive? When I took sleeping pills and went with him, he was still alive..."
Jingli is still immersed in her own world. She looks at the nameless place without any focus in her eyes. She always asks why she doesn't tell her that he is still alive
A soft voice burst into her mind, "Jingli, Li Jingchen has always loved you, and has always loved you. You also know that he was with those women for a mission. He also had his helplessness. Why not sit down and have a good talk with him? Ask him what you want to know, and he will tell you."Li Jingchen has always loved you and always loved you
Jing Li leaned wearily in Li Jingchen's arms and did not say a word.
The soft voice continued, "your sun has not disappeared, he is still in your world, Jingli, you should come out of that painful day, look up at your sun, he has been shining on you, his warmth has been wrapping you..."
Jingli slowly raised his head and saw Li Jingchen, whose eyes were full of tenderness. His whole body seemed to emit golden light. She really saw her sun
"You come to this world, not to live for anyone, you live for yourself. Even if there are no parents or Li Jingchen in this world, you should live well and live your value. Don't let them worry about you."
Without parents, even Li Jingchen did not have, she did not know what reason to continue to live well.
"Li Jingchen is well by your side now, so you should make good use of it and cherish the days when he is around you. If you are not happy, your sun will not be happy, only you are happy, he will be as happy as you
Later, Jingli fell asleep and fell asleep in Li Jingchen's arms.
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