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When Jiang Xiaobai wakes up again, he sees the passbook on the table and puts it away with a sigh.
According to the character of her parents, it is estimated that the things given to her will not be taken back.
Thinking of the time before Liang Ya and Xiao Su paid for themselves, Jiang Xiaobai decided to call Xiao Su and ask him out to talk.
The two did not make an appointment with other places. They met in the previous room. Jiang Xiaobai gave the child to her mother and came by herself.
Xiao Su saw her coming and warmed her a glass of milk without saying anything.
"You know what I'm looking for you for?"
After Jiang Xiaobai opened his mouth, Xiao Su said, "drink the hot beef first. Don't always skip breakfast in the morning. It's bad for your health."
Listen, Jiang Xiaobai's fingertips a meal, for a long time did not touch that cup of milk. The living room was quiet for a long time. When Xiao Su saw that she had not moved, she brought the milk to her in front of her.
"After drinking, I will promise you whatever you say."
Jiang Xiaobai's heart trembled, but he never went to pick up the cup of milk. His lips moved. He finally raised his head and looked at Xiao su.
"Do you know why I came to you?"
"Yes."
"Then you say, I promise me everything I say?"
"Well." Xiao Su nodded, "for you, I promise."
Suddenly, Jiang Xiaobai doesn't know what to say. She slowly reaches out to take the cup. The temperature of the milk is enough. She holds it in her palm, and the warm / flowing water penetrates into her heart along the palm.
She held the milk and did not speak for a moment.
It took a long time to ask him, "have you regretted this half a year?"
Xiao Su said with a bitter smile, "what about regret? What if you don't regret? Will you come back to me? "
He raised his eyes and looked straight at the bottom of Jiang Xiaobai's eyes, "even if I'm too sad to live, life is not like death, you don't want to come back to me. Some things have happened. I don't know how to make up for the mistakes I made. You are not willing to give me the opportunity to make up for them."
"If If you can." Xiao Su grinned bitterly and lowered his eyes, "I am willing to use my life to make up for it."
Jiang Xiaobai's heart trembled fiercely. She bit her lower lip and asked for a long time: "did you finally admit that you did something wrong?"
"It's not a mistake. It's not right." Xiao Su sipped her thin lips."It's because I'm not thoughtful. I don't have a sense of responsibility. I shouldn't be with you before I'm in a good mood. I shouldn't be with you after I'm with you. I'm still worried about other people."
Heart attached to other people's words stabbed / excited Jiang Xiaobai, her face a little white, "don't say any more."
"But Xiaobai!" Xiao Su suddenly raised her head and looked at her seriously. Her hand also held her shoulder."Only once, only once. Later, in the supermarket, my heart was full of you, no one else."
"What do you say?" Jiang Xiaobai looked at him in surprise.
"I know you may not believe it, but I can swear to God that what I said is not empty words. Maybe for the first time, I was still tied to her in my heart, but after that, I was filled by you, and there was no room for other people."
When he said these words, Xiao Su's expression was quite sincere, and his eyes were also very magnanimous. If you don't believe me, you can even dissect my heart to verify it.
What Jiang Xiaobai cares about is always whether he loves himself or not.
Now he is willing to be frank with himself. She feels that her heart has been hit hard, and at the same time, she is seized by a pair of big palms and cannot escape.
She bit her lower lip and glared at him.
"Are you trying to keep me? You are a liar. If you can't tolerate others in your heart, why did you abandon me at that time? You liar, what you say is not true at all
"If I had half a point of her position in my heart, I would have felt guilty at that time. How could I have sent her to the hospital so directly? Xiaobai, you don't believe me, but you don't believe in yourself."
Hearing this, Jiang Xiaobai was stunned.
"You don't believe that you can hold my heart, so you are worried about gain and loss, and you are extremely upset, right?"
Unfortunately, Jiang Xiaobai's heart was all said by Xiao su. The first thing she did was always on her mind, and the string had been collapsing. Later, when it happened again, it completely collapsed!
She couldn't even hold the milk cup, so she had to push him away and put it aside.
"Don't say it. Even if you are right, I don't want to talk to you. If I make a decision, I won't..."
"Give me another chance?" Xiao Su suddenly rubbed forward to embrace her waist, leaned against her ear and whispered: "it's not easy to be together. Don't separate like this, OK?"
Jiang Xiaobai didn't speak, but his eyelashes were shaking.
"Can you bear to have the child so young? If he had only his mother and no father, would his life be complete in the future? I'm full of you now. Even if it's me like this, can't you accept it? ""No more."
"At the beginning, the fortune teller said that we would either live or die. When you told me about this, I was really moved, Xiaobai, because you didn't hide it from me, and I also made a decision to go on forever and forever with you, so don't separate so easily, OK?"
Xiao Su's voice is becoming softer and softer, and Jiang Xiaobai's words are like stepping on the clouds, which is extremely untrue.
Has he really given himself all his heart? Is it possible? He clearly likes Xiaoyan so much. Does he mean that he can give up if he gives up?
Is this possible?
"Xiaobai, give me another chance, Xiaobai..."
Finally, Jiang Xiaobai can only hear Xiao Su calling her name all the time, and her voice is extremely tender.
Then she looked at Xiao Su in front of her eyes and asked, "give you another chance, can you guarantee that you can do well?"
"I promise, I will love you with my life this time. Half a year later, if you are still not satisfied, if you want to leave, I will not stop you again, OK?"
Half a year?
"Do you know how much lovesickness I have suffered in the past six months? I dare not look for you, for fear that you hate me, so I can only give you a reward for your articles every day. Have you seen it? "
Reward?
Speaking of it, Jiang Xiaobai did find that a reader gave her a reward every day and insisted on giving her comments, which had not been left for half a year.
She noticed this account at that time, but did not think much about it. Maybe it was because her brain was thinking about other things, but she didn't expect that the account was actually Xiao Su's.
So, in the past six months, he is not indifferent?
Knowing that he has been paying attention to himself for half a year, Jiang Xiaobai's heart softened.
Then, she was given routine by Xiao Su and promised him to try again for half a year.
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