novelThis Twink is On Fire…
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He Gu slept for a day and at night, he burned back. Then he suddenly became very hungry. He called Xiao Song, but he didn't respond. He had to hold his body out of bed and didn't expect his legs to go out soft, he almost fell.
Until he walked to the door, Xiao Song ran in with a worrying tone: "Brother, I just fell asleep, what do you want? Are you hungry?"
He Gu sighed and whispered: "Hungry, I still want to go to the bathroom."
"I will help you." Xiao Song held him to the toilet."I went to the kitchen to give you a hot meal."
When He Gu finished with the toilet and looked at the pale man in the mirror and suddenly there was an angry anger in his heart. He has always been a self-controlling person. He can put himself in a weak position a lot of time, fame and fortune, emotions and gains and losses. He can meet Song Ju Han alone and he spends ten times his self-control is worth. But now he can barely make himself less guilty.
Song Ju Han is simply his debt and he is not clear about his empty coffers.
1].... . Coffers.... . Where they use to store money in the ancient times. In this case He Gu torelance
He Gu washed his face and slowly moved back to the bed, waiting for Xiao Song to get him a meal, he just climbed into the bed and heard the sound of opening the door outside, Xiao Song called "Brother Han".
His nerves at the moment are usually stretched like a tight string. He did not want to admit, but Song Ju Han last night made him fear for his life.
After knowing him for so many years, the two of them did quarrel some, but it did not reach the point when Song Ju Han was anxious to choke him half to death. He knew that Song Ju Han was holding back because he had seen Song Ju Han fighting others and he can because fighting machine, but last night he was drunk and angry man, the madness of the opposite man was of a wild man, which made him know for the first time how terrible Song Ju Han can be.
He laid down and covered the quilt and wanted to sleep. Song Ju Han had already come in. He had a hot porridge in his hand and placed it at the bedside.
Song Ju Han sat in the chair, looked at the closed eyes and the dark circles in the eyelids, biting his lip gently and touching the hair: "Open your eyes, I know you aren't asleep."
He Gu slowly opened his eyes. He looked at Song Ju Han and there was no emotion in the black eyes.
"I told Xiao Song go home, he got hot porridge, you get up and eat."
He Gu didn't talk, he wanted to see if Song Ju Han could really be so calm.
In such a straightforward gaze, Song Ju Han felt that his scalp was numb and he stroked his hear irritably: "I drank too much last night... but, but you lied to me first."
1].... . Wow choke a man to near death then blame him for it.... SJH.... you know no bounds
He Gu felt a wrath in his heart, he sat up, took a porridge and took a sip and said: "I lied to you and what were trying to do, kill me?"
Song Ju Han's eyes straightened: "You... you still sided with Feng Zheng?"
"It doesn't involve Feng Zheng." In fact, even if Song Ju Han did not say, he also planned to completely alienate Feng Zheng. He Gu was not awkward. Feng Zheng's apparent provocation from last night had already exceeded the boundaries of his friendship. But this decision is his decision. If he compromises with Song Ju Han decision, he will retreat to his last bottom line. In the past six years, he has retired the bottom line and finally pushed himself to a narrow corner, narrow to the whole world. The next push he still has a little bit of self-help thoughts and he can't let Song Ju Han occupy his whole world. Otherwise, his world will collapse on the day of separation.
Just insist on this, he can't reconcile.
Song Ju Han clenched his fist: "He Gu, sometimes I really want to open your head and see what is inside it!"
He Gu looked at the man with empty eyes and ate his porridge mechanically. Song Ju Han was there, but he didn't feel anything. The anger just came back to the eyes of the blind man. He couldn't even lift the strength of anger. Besides being hungry, he was still tired.
When Song Ju Han saw He Gu didn't talk, his chest violently fluctuated a few times. Finally, he pressed down uncomfortably and slowly reached out his hand. He pushed the hair: "Don't see Feng Zheng again, okay."
The tone is full of warnings.
1].... . Yuan Yang, Jian Sui Ying and Song Ju Han.... . Yu Feng Cheng Wow Shui Qian Cheng you're such an interesting person
"Yeah." He Gu voice plain
Song Ju Han probably didn't expect it to be so simple and promised. After he passed it, he was a little happy: "You, it didn't have to come to this if you had listen to me early, why do you want to mess with me, you know that my temper is bad..." Song Ju Han said with a smaller voice.
1]... You Fucking bastard.... even I'm left finger is twitching for your murder.
He Gu put down the bowl and said tiredly: "I am tired." He laid own after he finished.
"Wait a minute." Song Ju Han suddenly pulled something out a paper bag."This is gift for you, I originally wanted to give this to you when your birthday came, but the procedure went wrong and it was delayed."
"Just put it there." He Gu didn't even turn see it.
Song Ju Han frowned."You don't want to look what it is?"
He Gu pulled the quilt and closed his eyes.
Song Ju Han took a deep breath: "I bought the funds for you, it's enough for you to live on for a lifetime."
Nothing happened.
Song Ju Han was so angry that he threw the paper bag on the bedside table: "He Gu, you motherfucker are really harder to please than my dad."
He Gu heard the words and opened his eyes: "If you want to apologize, just say 'I'm sorry'."
Song Ju Han snorted and licked his lips and whispered: "... sorry."
"I want to go to sleep."
Song Ju Han felt a little panic in his heart. He Gu never looked so indifferent to him. He pushed the reason: "If you are angry, you can hit me. I promise not to fight back."
He Gu watched him quietly: "Is it even meaningful to do thst?"
"You think anyone can beat me. I want you to save face, but you can only punch anything other than my face."
"I mean, you making me do that, does it make sense?" Is it because Song Ju Han can also be feeling guilty, but it is really rare.
"What is meaningless about it!" Song Ju Han gritted his teeth."I apologize. I don't care about Feng Zheng's things. What are you going to do?"
He Gu slowly change his breath and muttered, "I want to sleep."
Song Ju Han simply took off his coat with a bad voice: "Well, if you want to sleep, I will accompany you."
He Gu was too late to stop him, Song Ju Han had kicked off his shoes and climbed onto the bed and smashed the quilt and drilled in.
He Gu wanted to hide from the like an electric shock, but he was swept into Song Ju Han's arms from the back.
He yelled: "... Song Ju Han!"
Song Ju Han rubbed his forehead against the back of He Gu forehead and said softly: "You are so hot."
There was a kind of trepidation that was smashed by the beast. His face was ugly, but he could not break away from Song Ju Han's arms.
"Don't move." Song Ju Han closed his eyes and deeply sniffed the heat that came out of his skin."He Gu, I was not normal last night, you are aware of how crazy I am when I am drunk? I didn't want to hurt you, don't you know I am afraid that I am not good."
He Gu body stiffened and his brain congested to general drowsiness.
"I can give you anything you want. As long as you speak, I will be good to you." Song Ju Han kissed Song Ju Han neck."Can you just... forget last night?"
To say these soft words, he was exhausted by Song Ju Han --- the strength left him, he felt his face is also hot.
He Gu was a bit stunned. This is the first time that Song Ju Han bowed down to him. This kind of Song Ju Han is really strange, just like the madman last night.
If he had done it before, he would definitely be touched, but now He Gu is only feeling deeply helplessness. He can only close his eyes, hate to not being able to close his ears, hoping to erase the pressure of Song Ju Han breathing from his side.
He never had a moment like this and hoped that Song Ju Han would disappear from his side.
Sometimes he thinks that he may be looking forward to a breakup, because he can't afford the courage to fight his six-year insistence, so he wants Song Ju Han to give him a notice and easy release.
But Song Ju Han just tightened his grip.
He Gu body was physically good, the burning quickly retreat, but the spirit was sluggish.
The boss said that he was tired and his conscience found him temporarily assigned two people. He Gu felt really embarrassed.
On the third day after the wine finner, he received a call from Feng Zheng.
Feng Zheng heard the coldness in He Gu voice and said apologetically: "He Gu, I am sorry, I was somewhat impulsive that day."
He Gu said it bluntly: "You are not only impulsive, you crossed the border."
"I was angry at you when I saw Song Ju Han. What did he take for you? He should have respected you!" The more Feng said that the more excited he was.
"Feng Zheng." He Gu felt sad in his heart."I don't want to be the one bearing the blunt of your fight with Song Ju Han. It seems that time has passed and we can't go back to anything because too many things have changed."
"He Gu, I am really sorry, but I am really worried for you. If you go on like this, you will ruin your own life."
"Feng Zheng, you used to be my best friend, let me leave you some good memories." He Gu nose felt sour, he hanged up the phone before his voice changes and he pulled Feng Zheng's phone into the blacklist.
That's it, Feng Zheng, who had a big smile and a little temper of the Young Master, has long since disappeared and He Gu would rather remember that person in his youthful memory.
In fact, Feng Zheng did not do anything wrong. He walked too far and was sunk too deep to return.
Since that day, Song Ju Han will appear in his house every other day and he said to be busy in preparation for the concert, but at two o'clock in the middle of the night, he may suddenly touch the bed and hold him to sleep.
He Gu was so busy that both feet can not stick to the construction site, go home to take a bath and sleep, there is no time to think about Song Ju Han then he escaped from Song Ju Han thoughts. So Song Ju Han appeared in his home six times in two weeks, but the two did not say a few words.
One day, it was rare to go home early, he cooked a bowl of noodles and eat it, Song Ju Han also came.
During this time, they were the first time to face each other during the day when till day went dark and they were somewhat silent.
Song Ju Han sat down at the table and acted spoiled: "I haven't eaten yet."
He Gu put down the chopsticks and got up and went to the kitchen to cook him noodles.
Song Ju Han stared at the back he rubbed his lips, stood up, hugged his waist from behind and glared at his shoulder: "I like to eat the food you make."
He Gu didn't talk he just continued to cut the green pepper intently.
"My concert is scheduled for New Year's Day and I have prepared the best position for you."
He Gu paused: "I have a new real estate ribbon cutting on New Year's Day."
Song Ju Han frowned: "The new real estate ribbon cutting your boss can do, you can not go."
"That is my project."
"That's the daytime, my concert is at night."
"The real estate is in Tang City, I can't come back on the same day." He Gu sadly think that not once has he missed Song Ju Han's concert, now...
Song Ju was annoyed and let go of his hand: "He Gu, you are being deliberate."
He Gu stopped. He turned his head and said in a word: "I really can't get back on the same day."
"Why!" Song Ju Han snorted."You have had enough time during this time! I apologize to you, I am willing to compensate you and then I will kneel to you first, if you have been with me for so many years, you know I can't change to be a good person... I'm already at my wits end... What do you want me to do?"
What do I want? He Gu felt so confused by this question, what does he want?
Maybe, he wants to go back to the past, but how long ago was it before? It was his former and Song Ju Han's "mutual benefit" and peace of mind. He was still alive or maybe a passionate past then before he was with Song Ju Han, only let the perfect flashing teenager live in his good memory. Once upon a time? Back to the past, when he still didn't know Song Ju Han. This is really a century of problems.
"Say, what do you want to do?! You dare say it, I promise you I will do it!" Song Ju Han pointed at something and his eyes were a little bloody.
For a moment, He Gu wanted to say, you dare to talk to me seriously about a love, but he can not say it. When he thought so six years ago, Song Ju Han gave him a ridicule tone, smashing the wishfulness in the most funny and cruel way. Now he is more mature and more transparent than that and will take it for himself.
He knows that Song Ju Han is only doing this because of some casualness and there are so many people coming and going around him. He has never been so troublesome to him, so he has some nostalgia for him. After all, people will be loyal to their habits. If he is serious, then The more you live, the more you go back.
He paused and said with a blank expression: "That ribbon cut is very important."
Song Ju Han kicked off the trash can and turned and strode out of the door.
He Gu closed his eyes and felt a little weak, not physical.
Song Ju Han disappeared for several days. He Gu felt that he was not so stressed at all. On the other hand, he couldn't sleep every night. He forced himself to adapt to life without Song Ju Han, but found that he would think of the man countless times every day.
This can't be blamed on him. The publicity around Song Ju Han's concert is everywhere, as if the whole world is calling in his ear: Song Ju Han, Song Ju Han, Song Ju Han!
It was really unbearable for a person. For the first time in his life, he felt a loneliness that he wanted someone to accompany him, so he called Gu Qing Pei.
Gu Qing Pei readily agreed to his invitation.
The two of them were in a quiet little bar. When they met, they found that they were both not in a good state. They could not help but smile.
"He Gu, what's wrong with you, too busy?"
He Gu nodded: "There are two projects to be delivered this month. General Manager Gu you seems to be the one who looks very tired."
Gu Qing Pei is always in his best impressions and it is rare to show tiredness like this.
"Hey, it's all about the company and I can't say it." Gu Qing Pei shook his glass and laughed."I also have to do it myself. I want to do a good job. I have to recheck it. Sometimes when I think about it. I feel sick."
"I believe that Gu's decision is well thought out."
Gu Qing Pei smiled and said: "That is true, but the pressure is a bit big recently... You are quite good at me, I will be going to Hangzhou for a business trip tomorrow."
1].... Gu please don't go... You will be raped there... That Bastard Yuan Yang has plans in place
"Oh, not an early flight?"
"No, don't worry."
"Right, the last time my friend asked me to drink in this street and I met your Chairman's son."
Gu Qing Pei's hand paused and raised his eyes: "Who?"
"l think he is called Yuan Yang."
Gu Qing Peing's fave was somewhat uncomfortable: "When was this?"
"In the middle of last month, Saturday."
"Oh." Gu Qing Pei snorted."The son of Yuan Li Jiang is not easy to get along with."
"Yeah, don't care about him... did Gu see him(, Yuan Yang)?"
Gu Qing Pei sighed and seemed to hesitate. Finally, he said: "Not much." As he said, his phone suddenly rang and he shook his phone."Zhuang Jie Yu." Then he answered the phone..
The two of them said, two words, Gu Qing Pei said: "I am in the bar street, where are you in the store? I am in the green brick, He Gu, um, ok, come on." Hanging up the phone, he smiled: "It's a coincidence, he is here too, just want to ask me to eat."
He Gu thought that Zhuang Jie Yu would be uncomfortable for a while, but he could not show anything.
In a short while, Zhuang Jie Yu came, one person. He came up intimately and hugged Qing Peis neck, "Brother, what have you been busy with recently and you can't even call me."
"Working, nine to five, where can your acting schedule compare."
"Whatever you are, you are free to earn money." Zhuang Jie Yu was sitting next to Gu Qing Pei, his legs on the low table, looking at He Gu, "Hey, I haven't seen you for a long time."
He Gu nodded and said hello.
"You are getting a good momentum now, isn't it a new show?"
"I don't know if I can get it. Another actor has a gold relation. I don't have anyone to help me get it" Zhuang Jie Yu pretended to suck his nose."Brother, you can take care of it for me."
Gu Qing Pei smiled and said: "I can't afford it."
Zhuang Jie Yu said with a smile: "You are handsome, I will give you 50% off."
He Gu felt that he was a bit jealous with such a fluent Gu Qing Pei, he can only conceal it with the wine.
At this time, Gu Qing Pei's phone rang again. He looked down and sighed, "Boss." Then he took the phone and went out.
When Gu Qing Pei left, Zhuang Jie Yu gave him a pair of slick deer doe eyes staring at He Gu.
He Gu frowned and ignored him
Zhuang Jie Yu stood up and turned to sit next to him: "Hey, my movie is debuting soon, are you going to contribute to the box office?"
"No."
"Well, we also know that you don't even get tens of dollars, really helpful."
"I don't watch movies."
"Ah, there are still people who don't watch movies."
He Gu didn't answer.
"Oh, it's all because of you, Song Ju Han doesn't take care of me. My new play is hard to get. I could definitely win this role by relying on him."
He Gu did want to be salty and his reply was too light: "It doesn't depend on me."
"It depends on you." Zhuang Jie Yu bumped into his shoulder."Hey I say, how will you compensate me?"
He Gu looked at him: "What I told you the last time, have you forgotten?"
"Remember it, but then I thought about it. You are really interesting. On the surface, you're really serious and shy. It's a bit cute." Zhuang Jie Yu smiled, "Hey! I am really curious about you. People say that the more boring people are, the stronger in bed they are. Do you want to try with me? If you don't want to TOP, I can do it."
He Gu was so angry that he wanted to smoke him. He had never seen Zhuang Jie Yu in such a cheeky mode. He took a step back and the other side could make three steps. He couldn't do anything. He couldn't be tempted by a child really. He said hard: "You don't have a chance."
"People live for a lifetime. If you want something, you can get it as long as you have the ability to work for it and you can get a fortune-telling to tell you how you can get it. How can you call it no chance?" Zhuang Jie Yu approached him and said mysteriously, "I just want to know, if this mature abstinent - boring man - is a boring man in bed."
He Gu looked at him, Zhuang Jie Yu gave him a beautiful and lovely smile and also winked his doe eyes.
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