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How happy and happy she was then.
How nice her king was to her at that time.
However, how good ah Jing is to her, and how hateful Gu Jingxing is to her. Mu Yanran thought, and her heart hurt again.
For three years, I got used to the feeling of heartache. Every time I think of a Jing, it hurts.
She was afraid of pain, but she couldn't stop thinking about him.
How could she not think of him? He was so kind to her and they were so happy. She didn't want to!
If even the memories are gone, she is a walking corpse.
A Jing is all she has, all she has.
But when I arrived in Ningcheng, I met Gu Jingxing again. The feeling of heartache was strong. It was all over my body and even my fingertips were hurting.
I don't know how long, mu Yanran's eyes are wet, and the coffee in front of her is not drunk.
"Yan Ran."
Mu Yanran returns to her mind and hears Han Ran's voice behind her. She even wipes the tears out of her eyes with the back of her hand.
The tears were wiped away, but the traces of crying were still there. Han ran came to her and saw it at a glance.
"Ah!" Han ran lowered his voice and sighed.
Mu Yanran looks at Han ran with regret. She smiles at the corner of her mouth and never lets herself cry again.
"Ranran, congratulations."
"Not only congratulations on getting married, but also the one you love."
I wish you all the best.
In my life, what's the meaning of being together with different people I like.
"You can, too." Han ran looked at mu Yanran and said.
Mu Yanran chuckles and shakes her head gently. She feels sad and lowers her head to drink her coffee.
How could she!
"Maybe." After mu Yanran took a sip of coffee, she said with a light smile.
It's possible that after Gu Jinghang got married, she didn't love him so much, and then met someone she liked.
But this kind of possibility, mu Yanran feels so small.
She often said that Huang Ying and Mu Jinyu should be divorced. Although she hated Mu Jinyu after her love with Gu Jinghang, she didn't talk about divorce much when talking with Huang Ying.
Huang Ying regards Mu Jinyu as the most important person, isn't she the same?
The difference is that Mu Jinyu is a scum.
She is like Huang Ying. When she identifies a person, she puts herself in a dead end.
She would not turn around and walk behind the wall in front of her in the alley.
As long as she stepped back, she would not have hit herself so bloody.
"Yan Ran, you will be in Ningcheng, or?" Han ran noticed the sadness on mu Yanran's face and asked a different topic.
"I'm leaving in a few days."
"I'm used to staying in country a, but I can't get used to it." Mu Yanran explained with a faint smile.
In Han Ran's view, mu Yanran's smile is too light, which makes people feel sad.
Although she was joking, there was no smile in her eyes, which was more painful than crying.
"Oh." Han ran replied, "I have something to ask of you."
"What?"
"I still lack a bridesmaid. I don't have the right person to look for. You'd better stay and drink my wedding wine before I leave."
With that, Han ran handed the invitation prepared in advance to Mu Yanran.
Mu Yanran was shocked. She didn't think Han ran would invite her to have a drink.
According to her relationship with Gu Jingxing, Gu family would not welcome her to appear.
"It's not good for me to be your bridesmaid." Mu Yanran said, "and I asked for ten days off, too late to attend your wedding."
"Nothing bad." Han ran said with a smile, "Yan Ran, although we haven't met for three years, we are still friends, aren't we?"
"Do me a favor."
Mu Yanran knew that she had agreed to Han Ran's request. She could see Gu Jingxing at Han Ran's wedding, even stand in front of him and look at him closely.
But he hated himself so much that he was afraid of what Gu Jingxing said to him.
"Yanran, I want you to be the bridesmaid, which is what Jing Rui and I mean."
"Help me. I don't know where to find a bridesmaid."
Mu Yanran doesn't believe Han Ran's words. According to Han Ran's family background, it's easy to find a bridesmaid.
"Ran Ran, the relationship between mu family and Gu family has always been bad, and I hid him three years ago. Gu family would not like my appearance." Mu Yanran said directly.
Han ran smiled."It's my wedding. The family won't say anything."
"Yan Ran, are you afraid?"
Han ran asked looking at mu Yanran.
Since Han ran asked, mu Yanran told the truth."You know, he hates me."
"If I show up, he will be very angry."
"Do you want to see him?" Han ran looked at mu Yanran's eyes and asked, "do you miss him these three years?"
"Have you seen him secretly?"
One question after another, mu Yanran was stunned.
"Yes!" She admitted.
"I can't help it." Tears welled up in her eyes when she said it.
"I bought a ticket, wanted to see him at his school, and went to the city where he was." However, after I got off the bus, I bought the ticket back and left
Muyanran continued, "I want to see him, want to see him, but what can I do if I see him!"
"He hates me, and his family doesn't like me. This feeling is my own play."
"I'm so tired of myself. I want to forget him, but ran ran can't forget it."
"When I close my eyes every night, it's a Jing. You know what? He used to be so kind to me. When I was bullied, he would help me. Even if I told him that it was me who calculated others, he would say it was Yan Ran's best."
"I can't forget him like that."
Han ran thought that no girl would forget a boy who is very good to herself.
And in a strange city.
"Yan Ran, are you so willing to meet new girls and marry others?"
Han ran asked, moyanran did not speak, her hands slowly squeezed into fists.
"Who will be willing." Mu Yanran replied.
"My wedding, Jingxing is the best man." Han ran added.
Mu Yanran looks at Han ran in surprise, and Han ran continues, "Yan Ran, since you are trapped in this emotion, it's better to get closer to him."
"Try again and try."
Han ran said, softly.
She thought that if at the end of the day, Gu Jingxing still hated mu Yanran, who would be seriously hurt. But if Gu Jingxing is moved by mu Yanran, the ending must be beautiful.
But who can guarantee the result is good or bad!
"Forget it." Han ran said that he was afraid of the pain brought by the bad results to Mu Yanran.
"But I really want you to come to my wedding. If you leave Ningcheng in the future and Jingxing gets married, you two have appeared in a picture frame
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