novelAre You Leaving Your Feelings Up to Two Pieces of Paper?
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After hearing this, Feng Shanshan was stunned.
Tang Yan picked up the file again, and his gaze was no longer on Feng Shanshan."I need to get rid of them, so I can't give you any promises."
After Feng Shanshan heard this, she walked out of Tang Yan's office in a daze.
Although she knew that all of Tang Yan's concerns were not unfounded, for some reason, she felt a wave of disappointment in her heart. Her emotions hit an all-time high level of complexity. She was worried and sad at the same time.
Therefore, although she did not know how long it would take, Feng Shanshan still decided to listen to Tang Yan's arrangements. All the pretentious questions from before were now worthless in the face of Tang Yan's life.
And this man was not good at comforting people, nor was he considerate. But he must be suffering in his heart, Feng Shanshan believed.
The professor saw her coming out of Tang Yan's office and knew that she must have asked Tang Yan about the decision, so he patted her on the shoulder to show encouragement. He said, "Although I really hope that the bastard has a partner, I'm more worried about your safety. Shanshan, it's been hard for you to stay with that kid."
"If you need anything, give me a call." Feng Shanshan accepted the fact that she was no longer going to be working there.
"Study hard and let that bastard bring you home for dinner."
Feng Shanshan nodded and turned around to go home.
She had to admit, she still did not have the ability to protect herself. However, one day, when she could take charge on her own, she would no longer listen to Tang Yan's arrangements. She could also be a haven for men to rely on.
Mu Qiqi did not know the reasons behind the sudden decision, so Feng Shanshan went over and met her briefly.
Of course, she did not reveal what Tang Yan had told her. She only said, "During this period of time, Tang Yan has matters to attend to. Let's abide by the arrangements."
Mu Qiqi knew that the reason would not be simple, so she did not pursue the matter."Anyway, we are still young. There are plenty of opportunities. You don't have to think too much."
"You probably don't know that the thing I hate the most right now is the fact that I'm still young."
If she had been born earlier and met Tang Yan earlier, perhaps she would not have missed so much of Tang Yan's past.
Mu Qiqi looked at Feng Shanshan's hateful look and smiled, "Marry him."
Feng Shanshan gave Mu Qiqi a push and turned around to return to her and Tang Yan's home. However, less than three hours after she was sent home, Feng Shanshan received a call from the professor."Shanshan, Tang Yan had an urgent mission and didn't have time to tell you. He asked me to inform you that he might be gone for a week."
"His luggage..."
"They should have prepared it for him. Don't worry and wait for him to come back..."
Before Feng Shanshan could finish her sentence, the professor had already hung up the phone. Feng Shanshan put down the phone weakly. She suddenly understood Tang Yan's ex-girlfriend's feelings.
Because Tang Yan was really not a suitable person to be married to. Whenever you needed him, he would not be by your side.
How could she persevere and survive in a relationship like this?
The scariest thing was that she could not get angry because even if she got sick, he would not know.
Feng Shanshan felt that she should... reconsider this relationship...
So, she called Mu Qiqi."Free for a drink?"
Mu Qiqi guessed that it was probably because of Tang Yan, so she agreed."Let's meet."
The two of them agreed to meet at a coffee shop not far from Zhongteng.
This was rare for them to meet like normal friends although the two of them saw each other every day.
..
Just as Mu Qiqi was about to leave, she bumped into Sheng Xiao leaving a meeting. Behind him was a group of people in suits. They appeared to be partners.
Mu Qiqi wanted to avoid them and leave immediately, but Sheng Xiao stopped her."Where are you going?"
"Feng Shanshan's not in the right mood. I'm meeting her downstairs."
Sheng Xiao nodded and let go of her arm."Call me when you're done."
"I won't go to the police station."
"I'm not afraid of you going to the police station. There's something else."
Mu Qiqi nodded when she heard this."Got it..."
Did this little one really think that he was so petty that he would still hold a grudge over yesterday's matter? Even if he did, he would not deprive her of anything. He would only feel unhappy in his heart.
Mu Qiqi quickly went downstairs and arrived at the place where she had made an appointment with Feng Shanshan.
This was the first time she saw Feng Shanshan sitting with a melancholic look on her face. She had a lot on her mind.
Apart from Mu Qiqi, Feng Shanshan did not have any other sincere friends, nor did she have someone to confide in.
"What's going on? Tell me..."
"I... I don't think I can hold on much longer." Feng Shanshan lowered her head and looked at her nails."Tang Yan just left. It's an emergency mission. The professor called me. I'm feeling very depressed. I don't know if I should continue being with him."
Sheng Xiao was by her side every day that Mu Qiqi found it unbearable when he had only been cold toward her for three hours yesterday. Feng Shanshan's long wait must be agonizing.
"If you feel that you can't persevere, then give up. You know what kind of person Captain Tang is. He almost doesn't take care of himself when there's a case. You can also imagine that in the future, when you get married and have children together, he might not even show up for the wedding. So, if you feel that you really can't stand the fact that your partner isn't by your side, then you should make a decision as soon as possible. Otherwise, it will be even more painful in the future.
"On the contrary, if you really love this man, then you should endure everything. If you have made your choice, then don't complain. Although you may not receive considerate care, and you may barely even meet him in person, if being together is something worth risking your life for, then what other reason do you need to persist?"
After hearing this, Feng Shanshan fell silent.
It was rare for her to cry in front of Mu Qiqi.
"You can't let go, can you? I once read a book that had this quote. No matter how happy you are in love now, you still have to be prepared to live alone at any time.
"School is about to start, and we're very busy. Worst comes to worst, I'll introduce my training coach to you... so that you won't have time to think about it."
Feng Shanshan didn't say anything. She just asked the waiter in the shop for a piece of paper.
"What are you doing?"
"Making a choice."
Feng Shanshan divided the paper into two. Then, she wrote 'Give up' on one of them and didn't write anything on the other."I hate to be conflicted. No matter what, I have to get a answer today."
"Are you leaving your feelings up to two pieces of paper?" Mu Qiqi stared at her.
"What else can I do?" Feng Shanshan smiled bitterly."I'll accept whatever the outcome is, even though it's not easy either way."
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