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He was not wrong. That was what she had thought at that time. Moreover, she had already been tempted by him at that time.
Whether it was for money or for him alone, she wanted her to replace Gu Chen and become his real wife??
However, she also didn't understand. When she truly gained his favor and found out that his marriage with Xia Qingchen was only a marriage with no real name, he also hoped that she would become his partner for life. She would choose to shrink back??
Yes, that was clearly what she wanted, but she didn't dare to accept it at the time.
Of course, she now knew that the reason she hadn't dared to accept it was that she had fallen in love with him, that he was afraid that one day he would expose himself, that she was afraid to see him disappointed in her, and that she would rather keep her good impression of him than spend a short time with him and lose everything in the end??
Thus, she thought that she had just had a beautiful dream, and that she had taken the money from the deal to go to London.
She originally thought that her relationship with him would return to normal from here on out, and that he would never know that she once again had his child. However, she didn't expect that three years later, he would actually give up her feelings for Su Mo and choose to be together with her??
She could no longer refuse him??
The three years she had been separated from him had been like a walking corpse. Although she already had money and a good career, becoming the lawyer she had wanted to become since she was a child, she could not forget him??
So, at first she was a woman who loved money, then she fell in love with him, and finally, what she wanted was no longer money, but his feelings.
"Why didn't you explain?" Jiang Jun looked at Gu Qingyou coldly, her heart turning cold from her strange gaze. Or are you trying to explain how you can keep what you have? "
"I don't know how to explain myself in order to convince you that money isn't the most important thing to me after I get to know you. I can only say that??" The me that you heard from the recording is only the person who was once my and the current me hopes that the reason why I wasn't found out isn't because I'm afraid of losing my identity as the Mrs Jiang but because I'm afraid of losing the person opposite me." Gu Qingyou said in a pale voice. After that, she did not bother to explain anymore.
Because she knew that no matter how she explained, her image in his heart had already crumbled??
After all, she had an ulterior motive in the begi ing.
"How do I know what you're saying is true?" Jiang Jun laughed lightly, but her handsome face was twisted. Maybe you did it all for money, but now that this has happened, you said you love me."
Jiang Jun's expression was stern, and she no longer had the chance to speak.
"If you had not chosen to leave me for London, I would have thought that you were very profound. After all, if you had not insisted on leaving me four years ago, allowing me to feel your sincerity, I would not have fallen in love with you. Only I would have fallen in love with you." Jiang Jun got up from the leather chair and walked closer to her. She raised her lower jaw and looked at her eyes expressionlessly."Tell me, if it weren't for the fact that I am being sent photos and recordings, would you have hidden everything from me, pretending to be real and pure?"
"Mighty??" Gu Qingyou was so tight that she couldn't utter a word.
"You just have to answer me, don't you?" Jiang Jun's tone was filled with anger. In her impression, he had never been this angry before, so he pinched her chin with his fingers to slightly increase his strength.
She felt pain in her jaw...
"Yes, because I don't want to lose you. If you knew I was such a person, how would I have the face to be with you??" Gu Qingyou replied in a weak voice.
"So in the end, you are selfish and greedy." Jiang Jun laughed coldly. I can forgive you for having to look at money because you were forced to, but I can't forgive you for always pretending to be calm and kind in front of me." After saying that, he let go of her. Her strength was not light, so her body staggered a little.
Jiang Jun's cold and detached expression stung her heart, and pain started to spread from her chest??
"I have not always pretended to be indifferent and kind in front of you." Gu Qingyou caressed her stomach, preventing Jiang Jun's actions just now from scaring the child in her stomach. Her eyes were already clouded with tears. Believe it or not, from the moment I refused to let you go to London, money was not the most important thing in my heart... And when we met again three years later, I have never lied to you for a single moment. My feelings for you, have always been real."
She wanted to tell him that she was not a bad woman. She had once been greedy because her life had been too difficult.
She had to shoulder her mother's debts time and time again. It wasn't easy for her to get a job in a company, but she still needed to take a break to work part-time for other jobs. How could she not have a thirst for money??
So if she hadn't met him, she might really have become a bad woman??
But she was not like that, not by nature.
"I'm hiding my past self from you. It's not because I'm hiding the good image in your heart forever, to achieve my selfishness and greed. If I were really such a person, I wouldn't keep finding excuses to separate from you??" Gu Qingyou trembled as she continued, determined to reveal all of her thoughts. You don't know that I've questioned you many times because I wanted to give myself a reason to leave you. I'm not indifferent to hiding my past. So, I didn't tell you honestly, not because of the money, but because of our relationship."
As he spoke till here, Gu Qingyou's voice began to become hoarse, "You can question me in anything, but you ca ot doubt my feelings for you. Because there is no impurities in it;
Her vision was so blurred that she could not see the expression on his face.
If she hadn't met him, she might have been forced by Qu Liyuan to walk onto a road of no return??
But luckily, she had met him. He had solved all of her troubles, allowing her to return to her true self??
Her love for him was as clear as the heavens and earth.
"I remember telling you, I don't like scheming women."
He stared at her coldly, word for word, his eyes stinging.
Gu Qingyou was finally unable to explain and she could only shake her head. So, what do you want? "Do you want to divorce me, or??"
"I can't answer you yet, but I'm disappointed." Jiang Jun interrupted her. You will never know that I knew you had an ex-boyfriend and heard the recording of the mood. The pain in my heart right now far exceeds the pain in your heart right now?? You are too hypocritical, Gu Qingyou."
"Hypocritical?" Gu Qingyou trembled as she asked, her mind completely blank.
"I suddenly feel that our relationship is a joke." Jiang Jun concluded cruelly.
Gu Qingyou's heart was broken, and she laid one petal after another in front of her.
She had thought that she and he had experienced so many obstacles that they would be happy forever. Now, everything was broken??
"Do you think it's true?" Gu Qingyou choked with emotions and asked, "Do you think I'm a hypocrite?"
She asked this question but Jiang Jun's cold gaze had already told her the answer.
"Do you really think so from the bottom of your heart? "Do you think that none of my feelings for you are real?" Gu Qingyou muttered, and drooped her neck.
Had he really lost trust in her?
So, in his heart, she was now a complete liar?
But didn't he feel her sincerity?
"I'm just very disappointed in you... There were many women who wanted to get close to me for money, but I didn't expect that, not even my wife." Jiang Jun's tone was very low.
Gu Qingyou's heart instantly went cold, and it was as if all the blood in her body lost its temperature.
At this moment, she knew that there was no longer any need for her to stay here.
Turning around, she was so sad that she could no longer bear his gaze on her. She walked slowly up the stairs to the elevator in his office.
Jiang Jun did not stop him.
The elevator doors opened and she stepped into the elevator. The moment the doors closed, she saw him close his eyes painfully.
Gu Qingyou's cheeks streamed with tears. Finally, the elevator door closed and they slowly descended.
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