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Hearing what Gu Qingyou said, Jiang Jun squinted her eyes slightly and looked at her without batting an eyelid.
However, Gu Qingyou chose to ignore Jiang Jun's gaze and continued to speak seriously, "I don't want to live such a life anymore, give me a break!"
Jiang Jun did not answer.
"Even if you don't have Su Mo and only me in your head right now, I can't possibly continue to get along with you as if nothing had happened." Gu Qingyou stood there without moving an inch, and looked straight at him with a solemn gaze, as if she couldn't discern any emotion from those clear and heavy eyes. I don't want to be worried that you will remember that Su Mo is living a life of fear and worry everyday."
As Gu Qingyou's words fell, Jiang Jun's pupils contracted slightly. He was silent for a moment, and then, she opened her mouth and asked: "Sheng Jingchuan made you make such a decision?"
"It has nothing to do with the Elder Brother Sheng. This is my own decision." "Gu Qingyou firmly spat out, and then, she could not resist laughing. I can only blame myself for not believing Elder Brother Sheng's words before?? "
The two of them were very close. Gu Qingyou saw that the depths of Jiang Jun's black eyes seemed to roll like an enormous wave.
Actually, when they were driving back to the carriage, Gu Qingyou hadn't decided to get a "divorce" yet. However, the moment she saw Jiang Jun, she felt a heart-wrenching pain from her chest. It made her realize that she would probably have to endure this kind of pain every time she saw him in the future?? She felt very uncomfortable and didn't want to live like this.
From the ice-cold aura Jiang Jun's body was releasing, Gu Qingyou could feel the oppressive force that belonged to him. Gu Qingyou ignored this feeling and took a deep breath, not looking at him anymore. She turned around without a word and headed towards the second floor's bedroom.
However, Jiang Jun followed closely behind, and just as she was about to step onto the marble steps to the second floor, he grabbed her wrist.
Gu Qingyou froze on the spot, and glanced at it indifferently.
"Have you ever thought about Mu Mu?" Jiang Junchen asked.
"Mu Mu is a sensible child. As long as I patiently tell him that it makes sense, and that we continue to give him his father's love and mother's love, we will just no longer live together."
"I won't allow it."
"Why are you doing this?" laughed coldly, and waved his arm to struggle free from Jiang Jun's grasp.
Jiang Jun's strength was not heavy, but she had used too much strength, so she took a few steps back out of inertia.
Jiang Jun tried to grab hold of Gu Qingyou to stabilize her, but when she caught a glimpse of her, she retreated a few steps back, increasing the distance between them.
In the end, Gu Qingyou simply stood at the entrance of the restaurant, separated by half a living room from Jiang Jun.
She coldly looked at him as if the current him was her enemy. The depths of her eyes were full of resentment.
Perhaps because of Gu Qingyou's gaze, Jiang Jun's face had tightened up a little, and the finger that was hanging by her side twitched unknowingly.
She had never looked at him with such hatred before. He knew that she really hated him now.
But was he wrong?
He just wanted to give her and her child a home, and he couldn't let them lead a life of exile.
Somewhere on the left side of his chest was a constriction. He had never experienced such pain before.
"Have you ever considered what I feel when you think you've made the right decision?" Gu Qingyou said coldly.
She was not questioning him because she was pampered, but rather because her chest hurt too much.
On the day of the wedding, she had always been grateful to the heavens for their generous gifts. It allowed her to have the wedding she had dreamed of, allowing her to marry the person she loved the most??
However, all of this was just a lie.
He had always been putting on an act. Even the wedding was an act that he had put in great effort into??
Until now, she didn't know when he had spoken the truth and when he had lied. She felt that she was one of his chess pieces and had always been manipulated by him.
She only wanted his sincerity. Even if he didn't love her, she still hoped that he would treat her sincerely??
Why was it so hard for him to give her sincerity?
Jiang Jun was unable to answer Gu Qingyou.
This was the first time he was actually at a loss for words.
"Can you still say that you are thinking for my sake?" Gu Qingyou laughed, that kind of ridicule.
When she had to choose between love and kinship, she chose him in the end, but in the end, she had never received love.
"You've only thought of yourself from begi ing to end. You've never even considered me!" Gu Qingyou looked at him, as if it was the first time he was so focused on looking into his eyes, his gaze serene and cold. No matter if it is in the past or in the present, you seem to have given me everything, yet you have never treated me with sincerity, because the first rule of sincerity is that you have not deceived me, and you have always been deceiving me."
"I suddenly remembered that time when you helped me block the bullet. Was that also your trick?"
"Jiang Jun, tell me, is that a trick?"
"I think it must be a trick, because with your intelligence and the presence of Ye Shuo and the others at that time, how could you let yourself be injured?"
Gu Qingyou stopped and suddenly laughed sarcastically. Her entire face had an expression that Jiang Jun was not familiar with, causing him to unconsciously frown.
However, Gu Qingyou continued to speak with a smile, "Elder Brother Sheng is right, it is the nature of a merchant to weigh the pros and cons no matter what he does. And Jiang Jun, you are such a successful businessman, so you should know what kind of decision is most beneficial for you?? "So, you pester me because you can't love others anymore and you need a family!"
Gu Qingyou stopped there.
However, when she vented out all the complaints in her heart, she felt like her heart was emptied. Her heart was originally filled to the brim with emotions, but now it was empty.
It was just like a floating log on the sea. It had already found a place to rely on and no longer needed to drift on the sea. However, the moment it docked, a giant wave would suddenly hit it and it would drift again??
Why did he do this to her?
She knew what she longed for the most, yet she used what she desired the most to deceive her?
This wasn't sympathy or pity at all, this was just selfishness, and what he had done to her was to treat her as a plaything to have fun with!
As if she was experiencing the most painful moment in her life, Gu Qingyou remained expressionless. Finally, she said word by word, "Please don't use the guise of taking care of Mu Mu and me to realize your selfishness. If you really have compassion and compassion, then let me go, from now on you and I have nothing to do with each other!"
After finishing her sentence, Gu Qingyou didn't care what Jiang Jun was thinking at the moment, she turned her gaze away from Jiang Junchen's gloomy face, and without waiting for her reply, she started walking towards the bedroom on the second floor.
From begi ing to end, Jiang Jun had been silent. His deep and unfathomable deep black eyes, simply made it impossible for others to know what he was thinking.
Gu Qingyou brushed shoulders with Jiang Jun once again.
Even after separating from him for the past three years, she had not given up on loving him. However, at this moment, her heart had finally lost all feeling. It was as if she couldn't even feel her own heartbeat, and she no longer felt his??
The moment he brushed past Jiang Jun, Gu Qingyou's eyes drooped down.
But this time, Jiang Jun still grabbed her wrist and did not let her return to the bedroom.
He knew that, given her character, she must have gone back to her room to pack.
"I'm not going to divorce you, anyway." Jiang Junchen's face turned solemn for a moment, and a light that could not be refused flashed under his serene eyes.
"But even if you are more powerful, you are not the law!" Gu Qingyou glared at him, but quickly turned her head back, and looked at the marble staircase in front of him, her tired voice sounded extremely calm, "We can get a divorce in at most two years!"
"Is that so? But we don't separate at all."
"Jiang Jun, you make me sick."
After Gu Qingyou finished speaking, Jiang Jun did not reply for a very long time. It was as if they were the only people left breathing in the huge hall.
After an unknown period of time, Gu Qingyou felt Jiang Jun's fingers gradually loosening up, and she slowly pulled her wrist back from Jiang Jun's imprisonment.
"Since you can't love anyone anymore, you should be prepared to end your life alone. You shouldn't bring a burden along with your own tragedy."
After throwing those words, Gu Qingyou tightly grabbed onto the clothes on both sides of her body and then stepped onto the stairs, never turning back.
Gu Qingyou did not return to her room to pack her things, because she knew that even if she packed her luggage, without Jiang Jun's permission, it would be impossible for her to step out of the Jiang Family.
She came to Mu Mu's room and sat by the side of the bed, staring blankly at the child's i ocent sleep.
Let's not talk about whether she and Jiang Jun would divorce later on, but she and Jiang Jun would definitely not be like how she and Jiang Jun were in the past??
The child is so smart, he will definitely notice, when the child will be sad and lost how?
Gu Qingyou raised her hand and lovingly touched Mu Mu's forehead. But in the next second, Gu Qingyou's body trembled, and she once again reached out her hand to touch Mu Mu's forehead.
Surprised by the searing heat coming from Mu Mu's forehead, Gu Qingyou hurriedly picked him up from the bed.
The Mrs Jiang just happened to come in. She wanted to talk to Gu Qingyou initially, but she didn't want to see Gu Qingyou getting nervous.
"What's wrong, Serenity?"
Gu Qingyou replied, "Mu Mu's forehead is very hot, he might have a fever."
Hearing that, Mrs Jiang hurriedly walked to Gu Qingyou's side and also stretched out her hand to probe Mu Mu's forehead. It was indeed very hot?? "Let's go to the hospital!"
Gu Qingyou did not expect Mu Mu to suddenly have a fever, luckily the doctor checked on him, and said that Mu Mu was fine, the sudden fever might be related to the weather that had turned cold recently, as long as the fever was gone, everything would be fine.
Even so, Gu Qingyou did not listen to the Director Jiang couple's persuasion to go home for di er. She stayed by Mu Mu's side the whole time, not willing to take a step away from him.
Director Jiang and his wife returned to their Jiang's Mansion under Jiang Jun's persuasion. Jiang Jun and Gu Qingyou stayed in the sickroom, and their gazes landed on the child's slightly pale, childish face.
"Go back and eat something, I will stay here to look after Mu Mu." Jiang Jun gently patted Gu Qingyou's shoulder.
Gu Qingyou coldly pulled away from Jiang Jun's hand. She could not understand, and after the conversation just now, he could still act as if nothing had happened.
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