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"Why are we stuck here with this pointless question?" At this moment, Jiang Jun interrupted her words, and his face turned cold. I really don't know what you are thinking. Serenity, can it be that ever since we met, you have not experienced my patience and diligence toward you? "You only care about relationships, but we have children. Have you really thought about children, about me?"
Gu Qingyou listened in silence, unable to answer for a while.
"Many couples have been together for a long time, and love has turned into family love. Why are you so stubborn?" Jiang Jun looked at her deeply. Can't we just go on like this? "
Gu Qingyou looked at Jiang Jun, waiting for him to finish, but when he finished, she did not reply him.
"Did you hear me? You are the most important person in my life at this moment, is that not enough? " Jiang Junchen asked her.
"I heard you." Gu Qingyou replied, but looked at him expressionlessly, and said, "Then have you ever thought, if one day you remember that unforgettable time between you and Su Mo, will I still be the most important person in your life?"
Hearing Gu Qingyou's words, Jiang Jun answered, "It won't be that long, unless someone can hypnotize me into awakening my memories, no one can do this to me. Of course, I won't hypnotize myself into remembering those memories either?? So, you will always be the most important person in my life, the mother of my child, the other half that I will give my all to protect and love."
"But what if there really comes a day when you remember those unforgettable memories of you and Su Mo?" Gu Qingyou continued to mutter, "And at that time, she was crying and begging you to reform, can you still remain indifferent?"
She knew that when Su Mo looked for him to reform, Su Mo had not mentioned the word compound, she had merely explained the situation regarding the child to Jiang Jun clearly.
Of course, Su Mo didn't need to explain it to him clearly, because Jiang Jun knew clearly that this was the complex signal that Su Mo had sent to him.
Although Jiang Jun had pretended not to know at that time and did not give Su Mo a reply, if Su Mo had personally said the word "compound" at that time, perhaps she would have just shed a tear in front of Jiang Jun, causing Jiang Jun's heart to soften?? After all, he loved her so much!
Therefore, if Su Mo had not maintained her arrogance at that time, perhaps the matter between her and Jiang Jun would have already happened??
Jiang Junchen looked down. In your heart, do you think I have no responsibility at all? "
Gu Qingyou explained, "This is not a question of responsibility?? If you remember your feelings for Su Mo, and choose to be together with him, you can still be responsible towards me and the child. All you need to do is to continue to give us a life without worries?? "
Jiang Junchen looked at her silently.
"But if that day really does happen, I think I will collapse. I will feel as if the sky has fallen??" Gu Qingyou looked up at him. Can you really bear watching you merge with Su Mo? "
Jiang Jun was still silent, but her face was turning more and more gloomy.
Gu Qingyou continued, "Hypnosis might be able to fool yourself for the rest of your life, but it is like a ticking time bomb, and maybe at some point in time you remember it, so you taught me how to walk with you in peace? Furthermore, if I continue to follow you, wouldn't I be deceiving myself? "
"Then tell me, what do you want to do?" Jiang Jun asked.
"I don't know... After thinking about me for an entire night, I don't know what to do?? It was the first time I felt so helpless, so lost... I need time to think about it, because, as you said, I can't not think about children, and we were married with the blessing of your parents and my friends, and I don't want them to grieve for us again?? " Gu Qingyou lowered her eyes and said in a lonely tone.
"If you want to dissolve this marriage, I hope you won't think about it." Jiang Jun's tone was cold.
Gu Qingyou suddenly raised her head.
She had to admit that there had been such thoughts in her mind for a moment, but too many misgivings had caused her to put them away for the time being.
"Marriage can be forced, but can we still get along like before?" Gu Qingyou felt her nose sour, and laughed softly.
Jiang Jun answered seriously, "I think there's no problem."
"But I don't think so." Gu Qingyou continued to smile bitterly, "I feel that even if the marriage between us was for the sake of our family and friends, we would still be like gods and gods?? Because I already know that you don't love me, and that we can never have the same loving interaction as before, and that even if you could act, I wouldn't be able to do it."
All of the things that Gu Qingyou wanted to say had been said.
"Even if you two are a couple that looks like gods and gods, we still have to maintain this relationship!" Jiang Jun's tone and expression were very serious.
Gu Qingyou knew that the decision that Jiang Jun had made could never be changed.
She hated how tyra ical and unyielding he was, but she didn't want to talk to him anymore. Her heart was already very tired, she had never wanted to find a place to fall down and never wake up again??
"Excuse me." Controlling her sorrowful emotions, Gu Qingyou took a deep breath and said.
Jiang Jun finally dodged her slender figure, but her expression still remained grave and stern.
Gu Qingyou immediately walked out of the dining hall and never looked back.
Gu Qingyou went to the garden alone and sat down on an ironworks bench in the garden, quietly looking at the number of leaves left over.
Suddenly, Gu Qingyou thought of the scene where she and Jiang Jun were shooting wedding photos in the garden. Then, she recalled the moment when she wore her wedding dress and walked towards the priest to make the oath??
Of course he would not break his promise to God and the priest. He would take care of her all his life, rich or poor, healthy or ill, and she knew he would do it??
But why was it a lie when he said the words "I love you" that made her tear up?
She believed in him so much...
He couldn't let go of the woman he had loved for eight years, which was understandable and understandable, but why did he lie to her in the guise of love?
Did he know how much her heart hurt now?
Every breath she took was painful. She was really too disappointed in him??
Why did God have to be so cruel to her?
Giving her the wedding she yearned for in her dreams, yet telling her that this was just his painstaking acting??
Why was everything in her life a tragedy?
Whether it was family or love, she would eventually gain nothing??
Jiang??s Group.
Que Yan could not believe that Jiang Jun would actually tell him everything. Hence, Que Yan leaned on the sofa like he was paralyzed.
"You really don't understand a woman's heart??" As long as you don't admit it, Qing You will believe you. But how can you tell her the truth? " Que Yan shook his head hard.
Jiang Jun leaned on the sofa and sipped the red wine in her hand expressionlessly.
Que Yan suddenly sat up straight and asked, "Then Qing You doesn't intend to divorce you, right?"
Seemingly because the red wine had been poured down his throat, Jiang Jun's adam's apple slid a bit, and her cold lips opened."She still has not made her decision yet, but I will not end this marriage."
"After hearing that, Que Yan heaved a sigh of relief. How could he be saved?? With her quiet personality, if she doesn't propose to divorce you now, then it means that she won't divorce you, because she's not an indecisive woman."
Jiang Jun's cold eyes swept past Que Yan, her handsome face at the moment as gloomy as iron.
Que Yan shrunk his body and said, "Don't blame me for the rotten idea?? Back then, it was you who did not want to continue entangling yourself with Su Mo. That was why I mentioned about hypnotizing and forgetting memories. After saying all that, Que Yan curled his lips, "You should have kept this a secret for your entire life!"
Only then did Jiang Jun retract her cold gaze, her thin lips tightly pursed into a line.
Seeing that Jiang Jun did not have any intention to pursue the matter, Que Yan then said softly, "However, allow me to ask you, when you swore the oath to Qingyou at the wedding, you were extremely sincere. Is it just your acting? "
If this was really acting, Que Yan could not help but admire Jiang Jun's acting skills, because even Que Yan thought that Jiang Jun had vowed through her heart.
If something like this didn't happen now, Que Yan would have thought that Jiang Jun was in love with him.
Jiang Jun's gaze that was as sharp as knives swept towards Que Yan. Que Yan immediately pulled his mouth shut and did not ask anymore.
Jiang Jun continued drinking the red wine.
Que Yan broke the silence and sighed softly."If you choose to keep it a secret and keep it a secret all the time, you and Qingyou might still have a chance to turn the situation around. But now that you've told the truth to Qingyou, I estimate that she will treat you??"
Jiang Jun looked at Que Yan, a deep gaze signalling for him to continue.
Que Yan looked at Jiang Jun, and slowly continued, "I'm afraid that she will no longer have any trust in you?? In the future, even if you find out that you really love her, I believe that she won't be able to believe you then?? Of course, you have a heart of stone for a long time, maybe you don't even love Su Mo anymore?? "
Jiang Jun held up her wine cup, and her tall and slender, handsome figure walked to the window in front of the office.
Que Yan heaved a sigh of relief, held up the bottle of red wine on the sofa and gulped down the entire cup.
Jiang Jun slowly said, "I don't know what kind of feelings I have for Qingyou. I only know that today, when I saw that she had thoughts of divorce with me, the only thought I had was to keep her."
"That doesn't mean anything??" "Que Yan stood up from the sofa, holding onto the red wine, he walked to Jiang Jun's side. When you didn't love quiet in the past, you always wanted to keep quiet by your side! "
"Am I really selfish?" Jiang Jun squinted his eyes, the depths of his eyes became bottomless, showing a trace of helplessness and exhaustion for the first time.
"I can say that you are selfish, but I can say that you are not??" Because you are both protective and injured of me." With that, Que Yan sighed heavily.
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