novel
| ← Ch.0246 | Ch.0248 → |
"You should have listened to my explanation." Jiang Jun held her hand tightly.
"I don't want to hear any more of your explanation, because it's all lies." "Gazing at him, Gu Qingyou's gaze grew gloomier and more sorrowful to the extreme. Why do you have to go through so much trouble to deceive me? You still love Su Mo, you can definitely be with him, why are you still pestering me? When you see me being played around with like a fool, will you feel joy from the bottom of your heart? "
She presented herself as being so angry that she had lost all reason to think, and the voice that came from her throat began to stir uncontrollably.
Jiang Jun still did not speak, but she did not let go of her hand either, as though she was waiting for her to calm down.
Gu Qingyou suddenly flung Jiang Jun's hand away and walked straight to the door.
"I did have my reasons for using someone I trust to hypnotize myself, but when I answered all your questions during that hypnosis, I did not know anything about it. I believe that you could also see that my answer at that time had no trace of acting." Jiang Jun turned around and looked at her back.
Gu Qingyou stopped at the door. There are no traces of a performance? " "After saying that, she giggled, but it was with such sadness." "You are an expert in psychology, and you can even hypnotize yourself. If you want to perform, who will be able to tell that you are acting?"
She did not forget that even such a shrewd Dan Yan was defeated by his acting skills.
Jiang Jun did not answer.
Gu Qingyou said aggressively, "Alright, even if you were really hypnotized by Pei Juan at that time, the answer you gave me was the true answer in your heart, but if you didn't have any evils in your heart, why did you use someone you trust to hypnotize yourself?"
The question returned to the begi ing.
"I don't want you to know why." Jiang Jun said.
Gu Qingyou shook his head, "I don't think there's any reason?? On that day, you weren't hypnotized at all. All of the questions you answered were the result of you cooperating with Pei Juan?? "You've always treated me like a fool??"
Jiang Junchen's face fell, "You say that I'm playing with you, what goal do you think I have?"
"I don't know what your purpose is..."But I'm very disappointed in you, very disappointed??" Gu Qingyou started walking again.
But then, Jiang Jun walked in two steps and pressed on the armrest of the door before her.
Gu Qingyou was startled.
Jiang Jun said seriously, "Give me a chance to explain."
"I don't want to hear your explanation anymore??" "Gu Qingyou looked at him with sympathy, her eyes filled with disappointment and pain. Jiang Jun, I really do not understand, whether you love me or not is at the bottom of your heart. You know it clearly and clearly, could it be that you really have been conflicted about whether you love me or not? I don't believe it, because you must know the answer... It's just that I don't understand, since you can't let Su Mo go, why aren't you with Su Mo?
Jiang Junchen fell silent.
Gu Qingyou began to softly mutter, "Or you tell me, what kind of goal can you have by tricking me into being by your side? Also, tell me, is our wedding also fake?
She looked at him, expressionless, and continued to speak incoherently in pain, "What exactly is your heart? Watching your beloved woman leave you, are you sure you don't feel pain? Do you really feel at ease deceiving an i ocent woman like this? "
Gu Qingyou let out a deep sigh, "I told you this a long time ago, I don't need pity and sympathy?? The three years that you and I have spent together are just as good as ever. If you had lied to me out of sympathy and pity, there would have been no need at all! "
Jiang Jun froze, her expression gloomy.
"I never thought that you'd still be lying to me until today??" Gu Qingyou finally could not hold it in anymore, and her voice was choked with sobs. Of course, there was also grief and indignation. And I actually believe everything you say to me, and I believe what you said, 'I love you'... I feel so foolish myself! "
"Can you listen to my explanation after you vent?" Jiang Jun was expressionless, and finally spoke.
"You want me to go out??" I don't want to hear your explanation, you liar?? " Although Gu Qingyou tried her best not to let the tears fall from her eyes, the pain in her heart was slowly spreading.
Jiang Jun's expression was stern, her deep eyes gazed upon Gu Qingyou's pale face which was currently filled with sorrow but was struggling to hold on with her smile.
"I admit, I lied to you."
"Don't say anymore??" Gu Qingyou shook her head sadly.
"But our wedding, my care for you, I need to take care of you and your child for the rest of your life. This is real." Jiang Jun said slowly.
Gu Qingyou opened her eyes and looked at the window. It was already very late. Due to the good weather, there was even moonlight.
"And what did you say to me?" Gu Qingyou asked him indifferently.
Jiang Jun was silent once again.
Unexpectedly, this time, the silence between them lasted for a long time, long enough for her to stop crying and the pain to disappear.
Then, Gu Qingyou finally heard Jiang Jun say, "I don't know how I answered you when Pei Juan was hypnotizing me??"
"Enough, stop talking about hypnosis. This is all just your deception!" Gu Qingyou's painful voice was interrupted.
Jiang Jun stubbornly continued, "Su Mo and I?? "There was once an alliance that lasted for three years. When I found out that she and his father joined hands to draw me into refining the poison, I even had thoughts of living a light life??"
Hearing Jiang Jun's words, Gu Qingyou opened her eyes in shock and looked at him.
Jiang Jun looked deeply into Gu Qingyou's moist eyes. I think that if it wasn't for the fact that I still have my parents, I really wouldn't have been able to stand this difficult time where Su Mo had 'deceived' me?? Then I pulled myself together, also because of my parents, but also along with my hate... I once loved Su Mo as much as I hated him, so I became the type of person I hated the most, ruthless, cu ing, ruthless, and went all out."
"What are you trying to say?" Gu Qingyou did not have the patience to listen to what he had to say.
"I just want you to know that Su Mo has turned me into someone else." Jiang Jun replied.
Gu Qingyou glared at him. Are you telling me how much you loved Su Mo? "
"Yes."
Gu Qingyou was stu ed, she could not believe the explanation he gave.
At this moment, Jiang Jun slightly narrowed her black eyes, as if she was recalling a long time ago. She said slowly, "When I let you go three years ago, I remember mother asking me why I didn't work hard to keep you here. I told her that I still hadn't let go of Su Mo!"
The tears that Gu Qingyou had been controlling all this while finally fell uncontrollably, hitting the beige white floor heavily.
"Since it's like this, why aren't you with Su Mo?" she asked with a trace of chagrin, but also a great deal of grief.
"Because after meeting Su Mo, I am very sure that she and I are no longer suitable to be together." Jiang Jun answered truthfully.
"Why?" Gu Qingyou continued to investigate.
Furthermore, my personality is already not suitable for Su Mo. If she knew what I have done these past few years without thinking twice, she wouldn't be able to bear the truth, so even if we were to be together in the future, we would still have many differences. In the end, we would still part ways." Jiang Jun said.
Gu Qingyou shook her head, her voice was as low as dust, "So, Pei Juan hypnotized me with the answer you gave me, is this really just a lie?"
"The answers Pei Juan hypnotized you with were all the truest answers in my heart?? However, there is one thing that you do not know. That is, three years ago, when Su Mo tried to 'reunite' with me, I had already hypnotized myself into forgetting some of the unforgettable memories between Su Mo and I."
Hearing that, Gu Qingyou was stu ed in place for a long time.
Jiang Jun continued to stare at her intently. That's why, even though the answer I gave you was real, I didn't have those beautiful memories of Su Mo and I in my mind."
"So??" Gu Qingyou's brain was not slow at all. She narrowed her eyes slightly, a shrewd light flashing past her eyes. What you mean is that after Su Mo asked for you to reform your relationship, because you knew that it was no longer appropriate to be with Su Mo, you chose to hypnotize and forget some of your beautiful memories of the past with Su Mo, using this method to forget your feelings for Su Mo?? "
Jiang Jun did not deny it.
Gu Qingyou's tears suddenly flowed out like a flood, her voice hoarse."So that's why you asked for Pei Juan to cooperate with you, you just didn't want me to know that you had once hypnotized yourself?"
"Yes."
Gu Qingyou suddenly looked away, the pain in her chest seemed to be even more intense than before. Therefore, if you still remember your and Su Mo's memories of the past, how could you be so straightforward when Su Mo went to the airport to find you that day and how Su Mo begged you in her study room to help her leave that night?? "
Jiang Jun's hand had finally left the doorknob of the room, which meant that he had already told her everything she wanted to say. Regarding Su Mo, at this moment, I only know that we once had a relationship. I also remember those scenes of her being hated by me, but all the beautiful things from the past are no longer in my mind."
"So you don't love me at all??" "Gu Qingyou suddenly covered her mouth and spat out in pain. You just know clearly that you ca ot be with Su Mo, that I have your child, and that I am suitable for you, so you must keep me by your side?? " She reached out for the door handle and was about to leave, but her legs stayed where they were, waiting for his final reply.
"I think that after experiencing Su Mo's matter, the word 'love' isn't necessary in my world. But I have to admit, after I forgot about Su Mo's beauty, there is finally a place for you in my mind?? So, all the things I missed you and the things I said to you were from the bottom of my heart."
Gu Qingyou shook her head with all her might, "But this is only you deceiving yourself?? I hate you, Jiang Jun! " Throwing those words down, Gu Qingyou used all her strength to open the door and ran out of the room.
| ← Ch. 0246 | Ch. 0248 → |