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That night, Gu Qingyou slept unstably, but Jiang Jun would never know that she was still hugging him, nestling against him, as if she was sticking close to a warm stove.
In the morning, Jiang Jun kissed her forehead, which was "sleeping soundly" as usual, before getting up and going to work.
The moment Jiang Jun opened her room and left, she opened her eyes.
Turning to her side, she stared blankly at the empty spot beside her that was still warm from him. Her nose was slightly sore.
She hadn't slept last night.
Logically speaking, Jiang Jun had always been indifferent towards Su Mo when she mentioned her last night. She could basically conclude that it was impossible for Jiang Jun to go to the hotel to see him today.
However, for some reason, the moment she heard the name "Su Mo", a strong premonition arose in her heart.
This premonition was that her days with Jiang Jun was almost over.
She didn't know why she had such a strong premonition, after all, Jiang Jun wasn't the kind of person who would break her promise no matter what. Even if Jiang Jun found out that there was a misunderstanding between him and Su Mo, even if Jiang Jun still loved Su Mo, Jiang Jun would still fulfill her promise and wouldn't let her down.
However, if Jiang Jun and Jiang Jun really misunderstood each other, and Jiang Jun just could not let go of the past and hated Su Mo, she would choose to suppress her feelings towards Su Mo with all she had. At that time, would she really be able to stay by Jiang Jun's side?
No...
She knew that she couldn't do it. In the end, she would definitely choose to leave.
Yes, because she was afraid that he would hate her forever and allow her future days to be lonely, she chose to accept him. In fact, she knew very clearly that he would only be happy when he was with the person he truly loved, so when she initially thought that the person he loved was Xia Qingchen, she had already thought about it before: If Jiang Jun still chose to go back to find Xia Qingchen one day, as long as Xia Qingchen also loved him, she would choose to leave??
All she wanted was for him to be well.
As for the promises he made to her, although she had deeply engraved them in her heart and knew that he would definitely fulfill them in the days to come, she had never been true??
She had been preparing with both hands, one for him and the one he loved, and she would stay with him and not let him be alone, the other for him and the one he loved. If there was room for them, she would withdraw and give them a chance to get back together.
She truly hoped that he would be able to be with the person he loved so that he would be truly happy, but she, he didn't need to feel guilty, every decision was made by her. Furthermore, he had treated her very well over the past two months.
If he and Su Mo had truly misunderstood each other, she hoped that they would be able to reconcile, and that he would be able to walk to the end with the person she loved??
After sitting up from the bed, Gu Qingyou took her phone from the bedside table and called Que Yan.
's number was left behind by Xia Qingchen's original phone card. She had a good memory, and when she inadvertently flipped through it before, she remembered this name, and only later on did she find out that Que Yan was Jiang Jun's friend.
When the call co ected, she smiled and greeted politely, "Hello, Boss Qu."
Que Yan, who was on the other side, evidently did not expect Gu Qingyou to call him. Originally, it was a lazy voice that was still wide awake in the morning, but after hearing her voice, he immediately woke up. Miss Gu..."
"Boss Qu, I'm sorry to disturb your rest."
"I'm fine, you??" Is there something you need to call me? "
Gu Qingyou smiled faintly, "It's not anything urgent. It's just that I accidentally overheard your conversation with Jiang Jun downstairs yesterday. Of course I'm very sorry, it's not polite?? I think you can give me Huo Yutong's cell number so that I can contact him. I want to personally call Su Mo."
"Miss Gu??"
Gu Qingyou still maintained her calm and elegant expression. I hope that you won't tell Jiang Jun about me calling you; I just want to know if there's any misunderstanding between Su Mo and yourself."
"Jiang Jun will settle this matter quickly, and if you are worried that Jiang Jun and I can reunite, I can guarantee that Jiang Jun will not be together with you under the premise that she has let you down. Yesterday, when I told Jiang Jun the truth of the matter, I only hoped that he would be able to explain it clearly to Su Mo, since this will be more fair to him."
Gu Qingyou replied with a smile, "Boss Qu, don't be so polite. Just call me quiet?? Don't misunderstand my thoughts. It's not that I'm worried that Jiang Jun will fuse with Su Mo, I just?? "
Que Yan listened quietly.
After around ten seconds, Gu Qingyou's voice travelled into Que Yan's ears, "I only hope that Jiang Jun and Su Mo will have a chance to reunite with each other if it is really a misunderstanding. After all, Jiang Jun still has some feelings for Su Mo."
"Gu??" Que Yan then changed his address. Qing You, I will not give you Huo Yutong's number to contact you. If Jiang Jun knew, I might not even know what would happen to me."
"Boss Qu, you should know that Jiang Jun has never forgotten about Su Mo right??"
Que Yan paused for a moment before replying, "Jiang Jun is a rational person, since she chose you, I believe he has already determined that you are someone who will live a life with him."
"But he doesn't love me." Gu Qingyou continued to smile faintly. He chose me only because he was tired, because he wanted a new begi ing and I was right for him."
Que Yan suddenly fell into a long silence.
Gu Qingyou continued, "I believe that Boss Qu knows more about the relationship between Jiang Jun and her wife than I do?? If they clearly love each other but are unable to be together because of a misunderstanding, it will be a lifetime of pain for both of them."
"Are you going to quit?" Que Yan was a smart person, he had already guessed what Gu Qingyou was thinking at the bottom of his heart.
A faint smile appeared on Gu Qingyou's face as she calmly replied, "I love Jiang Jun, so I had no choice but to do this because I hope that he could have true happiness."
Que Yan once again remained silent for a long time.
"Do you know? If I were to tell you Su Mo's cell number, I would simply have borrowed courage from the heavens?? " After a long while, Que Yan slowly replied.
"The communication record can be deleted from the telecommunications company, so if you don't tell me, Jiang Jun will never know about it. Furthermore, even if Jiang Jun knew, by then, he might have already reunited with Su Mo and he will no longer pursue this matter."
"Qing You, I really didn't think of?? You love Jiang Jun so much."
Gu Qingyou took a light breath, maintaining the smile on her face. I think so too, but you know, emotional matters are uncontrollable."
About two months ago, she would never have imagined that she would love someone so much in two months.
"Alright, I will give you Huo Yutong's cell number?? I believe that the decisions you make as an adult have been carefully considered by you."
"Of course, I am a very clear person. I always knew what I was doing."
"Alright??"
After Gu Qingyou got Huo Yutong's cell phone number from her, she did not immediately call him. She hoped that Huo Yutong would let her and Su Mo meet and talk, but today was not the right time for Huo Yutong to bring Su Mo to meet him.
In the morning, Gu Qingyou sat alone in front of the French window quietly, staring at the garden underneath.
The flowers and trees in the garden had withered a bit since she first came to Jiang's Mansion, but they had entered an even better looking yellow season, causing her to be infatuated with the scenery.
Que Yan was afraid that the choice that she had made was not a carefully thought out choice. Actually, this was the result of her pondering over it all night long.
Last night, when she had just found out that there was a misunderstanding between Jiang Jun and herself, she was indeed very worried that Jiang Jun would go see Su Mo. After carefully thinking about it, whether or not Jiang Jun actually went to see Su Mo, was not really important. What could she comfort herself with?
Finally, she regained her rationality.
Since she knew he couldn't let Su Mo go, what else did she have to be conflicted about? Even if he kept his promise and stayed with her, could she really be happy?
Can't...
Since her presence here would cause all three of them to be unhappy, it wasn't as bad as her being alone. Moreover, she wanted the people she loved to be truly happy.
On this day, other than staying in the garden for a while, Gu Qingyou did not show any other abnormalities compared to her usual behavior.
However, Jiang Jun returned at noon.
She was so surprised at his shrewdness, because it was rare for him to come back at noon, but it was actually because he felt that she had not slept well last night. Even though she had been holding him all night, he was still keenly aware of it.
In the room, Jiang Jun lifted her onto her lap, and looked at her with an incomparably doting gaze: "Tell me, did you hear the conversation between Que Yan and I yesterday?"
Gu Qingyou had never expected Jiang Jun to understand her so accurately, she knew that she could not lie to him, and could only choose to be "honest". Yes... From last night to now, I have been worried that you would go and see Su Mo."
Jiang Jun seemed to let out a soft sigh. She lowered her head, buried her heart into her neck as if she was in pain, and spoke slowly, "You don't have to worry.
Gu Qingyou leaned on Jiang Jun's chest, raised her eyes and looked at him deeply. So you didn't see Su Mo this morning? " She was only deliberately asking this question, but she didn't really care about the result anymore.
Jiang Jun kissed her slender and delicate neck. The past is past for me."
"Haven't you thought of recombining them?" Gu Qingyou blinked his eyes at him, giving the bottom of his eyes an expression of interest. After all, it's only a misunderstanding between the two of you."
"You want me to reunite with her?" Jiang Jun narrowed her cu ing black eyes, and the corners of her mouth hooked with interest.
Gu Qingyou suddenly squinted, and stared at him with a sharp gaze: "Dammit, are you really considering? If you dare to have such a thought, I will leave right now." Gu Qingyou said as she attempted to slide down Jiang Jun's leg. However, Jiang Jun pulled him back into her lap and hugged him tightly.
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