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Gu Qingyou was carried back onto the bed by Jiang Jun.
Gu Qingyou's eyes were closed, but she was not asleep. When Jiang Jun placed her on the bed, she slowly opened her eyes and looked at him, who was cherishing her like a precious treasure.
Jiang Jun maintained her posture of bowing down, both her hands supporting her body's sides. Lowering her head, she lightly kissed her forehead and coaxed her, "Be good, sleep, I'll go take a bath first."
Gu Qingyou shook her head.
"Then I'll stay here to accompany you. I'll go take a bath after you sleep."
Gu Qingyou still shook his head, looking at him, she raised her arms and wrapped them around his neck.
Jiang Jun hugged her again and pecked her lips affectionately. Then she leaned herself against the headboard and folded his arms, hugging her tightly.
Gu Qingyou pressed her body tightly against Jiang Jun's chest, allowing herself to indulge in her love for him.
"Can you tell me why she is able to take root in your heart?"
Hearing Gu Qingyou's question, Jiang Jun lowered her head and looked at her deeply.
Gu Qingyou seemed to be able to feel Jiang Jun's proficient gaze on her, she had already calmed down and spoke seriously, "Even if you hate this person to the bone, this means that you love this person to the bone marrow, right?"
He could choose to give up because his willpower was too strong, strong enough to not control his own consciousness, but he could not control his heart. No matter how much he hated that person, he still firmly occupied his entire heart.
Jiang Jun looked at her, and it had been a long time since she had opened those thin, cool lips that had been pressed into a line.
Time quietly flowed by. When Gu Qingyou thought that Jiang Jun would not answer her, her voice that was usually cold and calm transmitted over.
"Jing You, don't mind him anymore, this person??" She will never return to my world."
He did not deny what she had just said, but gave her a promise, which meant that he admitted that he still loved that person.
At this moment, she felt a suffocating pain in her heart.
Although this was the expected answer, it was still unbearable.
That's right, the person she loved loved loved another person, how could she not feel heartache?
But she couldn't complain about him, she knew from the start that he had someone he loved, and he had made it clear to him that he couldn't be sure when he would let go, but he wanted a new start with her, if she would wait for him... And in the end it was she who, after much deliberation, agreed to him.
So she had no right to blame him for loving that man so much.
"But Jiang Jun..." At this moment, Gu Qingyou slowly opened her eyes. Her long eyelashes were faintly moist, and she was unable to control her trembling. Are you sure you think of me as her substitute? "
Jiang Jun covered the back of her head and lifted her clean face.
Gu Qingyou knew how pitiful she was in front of him right now, because her eyes were filled with loneliness.
"Quiet??" Jiang Jun called out to her once again. He has often called her that since she accepted him." If you want to hear it, I'll say... The first time I saw you, I saw her in you."
No one knew that at the moment, Gu Qingyou was holding her breath, suppressing the pain in her chest, as though her emotions were not affected in the slightest, and was quietly listening to what he was about to say.
"She's the same as you, her eyes are as clear as the ocean. When she looks at someone, you can't help but be attracted by her bright and clear eyes." Jiang Jun said slowly.
"But are their eyes similar?" This kind of calmness, even Jiang Jun might not be able to see the sorrow in her heart.
"Character."
"Character?"
"She is very tenacious, just like you. The only difference is that you are shouldering the debts of your mother, while she is carrying the title of illegitimate daughter. No matter how big of a predicament you encounter, you will not complain about it.
So they have so many similarities...
No wonder he was so indifferent to her from the first time they met.
No wonder he gave her so easily a million dollars to help her out of her mother's predicament. No wonder when he talked to her, he would always stare at her. Every time he looked at her, she thought, he must have looked into her eyes, because they made him think of her as someone he loved deeply.
She remembered that Ya Ru had told her a long time ago that he was a little pampered by her. Originally, it wasn't just because of his own cultivation.
Gu Qingyou smiled and said, "Thank you for being honest with me."
Jiang Jun could clearly see the pain in her eyes. Don't suffer... Qing You, the first time I wanted to keep you by my side, you were no longer a part of her in my heart."
"But a few days before you flew here, you personally called me. You said 'you miss me'?? At that time, you still treated me as her." She would have liked to hear everything he said, but she did not want to hear lies, even if they were good.
Jiang Jun said with a low and hoarse voice, "I have no control over things that are in my subconscious mind, but back then, they were in my conscious mind, and you were only you. If I had treated you as her, I would not have wanted to keep you by my side."
The loneliness in Gu Qingyou's eyes stopped.
She remembered that he hadn't called her name in the first few nights they had been together. After that, when they had been together, he would often whisper "quiet" in her ear??
If he thought of her only as that person, then when their consciousness was dominated by the desires of their bodies, he too should have been subconscious, and at that time, his subconscious thought, when he clearly called out her name, meant that he knew she was not that person.
Although the balance of her heart had completely tilted from one side to the other, she still had reason to argue against him." As long as you keep me by your side, you can reunite with her. You can put all the love and love you have for her onto me?? As long as I don't leave you, you can continue this beautiful dream of yours."
Gu Qingyou used this to explain why he wanted her to stay by her side.
Jiang Jun answered faintly, "Perhaps the first time I touched you, I did indeed replace her, but you had forgotten clearly that you are not her. You gradually revealed the difference between you and her, and also gradually revealed the charm that you attracted me to?? For example, in the past few years, your fearlessness has never made anyone dare to offend me like you. Even though you know that you will offend me, you still did not cower. This is also a manifestation of your kindness and integrity, and she is a rational person. As she said till here, Jiang Jun's blurry and deep black eyes focused on her closely. So, the beautiful nature of your body has broken through the heavy identity I sealed you in. You have gradually made me no longer think of you as her, and have also made me feel that my future will be interesting and full of vitality when I keep you by my side. Moreover, you will definitely bring me a whole new world."
Jiang Jun finally could no longer find any words to refute with those low and serious words that came out of her mouth.
So the one he wanted to keep was really her?
Really?
His heart, which had been lost at the bottom of the valley, seemed to have been revived all of a sudden, returning to its former vitality.
Jiang Jun caressed her soft hair and continued to speak in a low voice, "I know that I will definitely fall in love with you in the end, but that poisonous thorn that grows at the bottom of my heart, I must pull it out first??"
"Alright." Gu Qingyou stared at him fixedly, as if her clear eyes had been moistened by water. I will patiently wait for you to remove this thorn from your heart, no matter how long it takes."
Jiang Jun pressed her down on his chest once again, lowering her head and kissing her long hair.
Gu Qingyou closed her eyes. Her hands that she had previously been unable to place were now tightly holding onto him. Even if she appears before you again, I will not give you up to her."
"There won't be such a possibility, because from now on, I will only be yours."
"Yes."
Hearing her reply, Jiang Jun lowered her head and kissed her long hair.
That night, Gu Qingyou slept soundly. When she woke up, she found that her entire body was on his.
Gu Qingyou was actually very a oyed by her sleeping posture, but when she was sleeping, even she could not control herself.
She was relieved to see that she had not woken him. However, when she sat up and was about to get out of the bed, her long arm suddenly wrapped around her waist. Before she could react, she was pressed down by him.
Gu Qingyou's breathing immediately stopped for a few seconds, and the eyes that had just woken up looked at him with a lazy and mesmerizing gaze.
"You??"
What was he doing so early in the morning?
Although he had already guessed it, it was rare to see something like this happen so early in the morning. That was because he was usually full during the night.
Staring at her, he spoke in a rare lazy and hoarse voice, "I'm not going to the company this morning."
Gu Qingyou swallowed all of the saliva in her throat. You... Aren't there regular meetings every morning? " she said weakly.
In the end, she was afraid that he would use such a gaze on her, because this meant that her body was about to be squeezed dry. But this morning, she still wanted to go to the hospital to see the Aunt Shu??
"I'm the boss. I have the final say in whether or not the meeting is held."
Gu Qingyou, "..."
Jiang Jun flipped, and let her bully his body.
"Such a posture in broad daylight made her look like a cooked shrimp." "Hey??" She squeezed his arm around her waist.
"You're up here today." he said to her.
"I won't??"
"I can teach you??"
"??"
"I really don't know how to??"
"Yes." Jiang Jun was still right, "I'll teach you."
Gu Qingyou wanted to cry, but no tears came out.
Therefore, both of them spent such a beautiful breakfast in the room.
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