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"All women don't include me. What I want is an ordinary man who can live a down-to-earth life. I don't want such a Lu Shao to let me deviate from my world, my dream and put me in such an embarrassing situation."
She is just the most ordinary woman. She has never seen the world, has not received any high education like that of the upper class, and does not understand the values of those who spend money. She even said that she hated the behavior of those people and their values and personal values. This is basically two worlds, two people with different ideas, how can they live harmoniously together.
Even if she was able to change herself and adapt to such a life, could she still be the original joy?
In fact, this is the second reason why Joey can't accept Lu Jingyun. Besides cheating, this is also the main reason.
She worried about the future, but what she was most afraid of was whether they could overcome any discord and go on as long as they had feelings.
Joey was not optimistic at all, but worried. She was only afraid that their beautiful marriage would end with the most embarrassing consequences.
Qi Da Fei even, she has been very realistic since childhood, she has seen the reality of indifference and cruelty, will not have any unrealistic dream. The more sober, the more realistic.
Why are you so pessimistic than me, Joey
Alice can't help shaking her head. She's only twenty-two years old, but she doesn't have some dreams like a 22-year-old girl. At least, don't look like a middle-aged man who can see through the reality.
"I'm not pessimistic, I just never think. Alice, look at me. I'm a little girl from a small town. I've got a little bit of family spirit. I've got it in my bones. Now, maybe Lu Jingyun will find me very interesting, but after a long time, will he be bored? These places, which were originally interesting to him, would become places where he was tired of me. Fresh for a while is OK, but what I want is a lifetime, a lifetime of life, need more is to match, so as to go on for a longer time. No matter what he thinks, I don't know for sure."
What Joey said was so cool and realistic that Alice could hardly refute it. Joey has a good point, but Alice can still find a flaw in it.
"Joey, you have a point, but you don't think about it. Love is important, but as you said in a lifetime, it is a process of mutual running in and mutual cooperation. People can't live without quarrel and change. If there is any problem, you will spread it out. No matter who you are, you should make efforts for each other. If you think less about Lu, you will try hard, but you will not adapt to it
Alice's retort, Joey was stunned.
"In fact, some of you are living in your own world. You have to give if you want to get it. Giving each other is the best way to hold your feelings. If you say, needless to say, there is little difference with you. Even an ordinary man who is really like you will also face the situation you said. It has nothing to do with their identity. The key is your attitude. If you really don't try because you think you can't go for a lifetime, it's really a bit like sour grapes."
"Is it?" Joey's low rhetorical question was not as firm as before, as if thinking about Alice's words, but also like reflecting on himself.
Alice snickered with a smile. She didn't expect that she was qualified to be an emotional expert. When she thought about what she had just said, she had to applaud for herself. Why didn't you find yourself so understanding feelings before?
Later, when Alice showed off to her boyfriend how she had enlightened Joey, her boyfriend did not give her much praise, just calmly gave her four words The onlookers are clear."
That's why Alice was able to analyze and enlighten Joey today. But because she is a bystander, she can see more clearly than the party concerned, and when it comes to her feelings, she is just like a "fan in the game.".
After listening to Alice's words, Joey seems to realize some of her shortcomings. But soon, she didn't tangle with it for a long time. After all, it's a long-term affair, and she hasn't forgiven Lu Jingyun. I'll talk about it later.
Lu Jingyun, who is far away in Kyoto, doesn't know that he missed the best chance to save Joey. He didn't strike while Joey was aware of his small mistake. After her soft hearted time, it was not as easy as now. If Lu Jingyun knows that this good opportunity has been wasted by himself, his intestines will be green. Lu Jingyun can only be pitiful. He has to continue to try his best to calm his wife and ask his wife to forgive him.
After work, because there is no husband's restrictions, Joey has no curfew, and she is pulled by Alice to eat together and live the night together.
As Alice's boyfriend, Xu Mingcheng is more open-minded than Lu Jingyun. He is not allowed to go out with his girlfriend or go where he is not domineering. After dinner, Alice took Joey to the bar.
Drink to drown his sorrows. Now Joey needs this way to spend the long and lonely night.
Listening to the quiet music, Joey looked at the wine glass in front of him, his body slightly lazy pillow on the table, but his mind did not know where to drift.
After a while, Joey looked at the singer in the stands and said, "it's quite quiet here."
"The bars are noisy and quiet. Those who took you to the bars before were all noisy. Now you, suitable is here, quiet drink some wine, open your mind, think about it
Joey smiles and takes a sip of wine. Now, she seems to be less resistant to wine than before. The taste of wine is still not good, but it can be accepted.
"I said, taking advantage of your sentimental strength, you are most suitable to go up to Literature and art, sing a sad song, and make sure you have feelings. Go ahead."
Joey turned his mouth."I can't, and I can't sing well."
"I'm not promising. What can I dare not do? No one knows you except me. No matter how good you sing, no one knows who you are when we leave. You take these people as kittens and puppies, sing and vent, or you sing with your eyes closed, it's OK. Come on, come on."
Alice can not let go of Joey, push her out, look at her is reserved, Alice simply herself on the stage do not know what to say, and then down, maliciously said to Joey: "I can say that, also gave the money! If you don't sing, the money will be wasted."
"You I'm not going. You go."
"I don't go anyway, I don't care about the money. If you don't care about such waste, you don't have to go."
Joey bit his teeth, glared at Alice and threatened her with money. It was succeed.
"Well, sing it."
Joyten got up and walked up to the stage, with the posture of struggling with others.
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