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Lu Jingyun was stiff and sighed helplessly.
"Yi, I didn't mean to cheat you. I had given myself two years to travel, which was decided when my mother passed away. The main purpose is not to find a wife, but it also means this. I didn't expect to meet you when I arrived in Jiangcheng
Lu Jingyun remembered that he had just got off from Jiangcheng railway station and walked out of the intersection of the railway station. He had no purpose and no direction. He just carried a big backpack and looked a little decadent.
After walking for a long time, he sat on the ground behind a bus stop sign, resting and thinking about where to go and what to do next. At that time, he never expected that, because of the pause, he would decide his future life.
Maybe Joey won't remember when she got off the bus stop. She was a very ordinary little girl with a messenger bag, simple T-shirt jeans and a simple ponytail. She just got off the bus and walked to the sidewalk. She saw a beggar with a newspaper on the side of the road. The beggar seemed to be different from other beggars. Although the clothes were very shabby, they were still very poor But he was not sloppy. He had several newspapers and some ragged books. He seemed to be completely immersed in the world of books, but the begging bowl in front of him also showed that he needed money.
Lu Jingyun also noticed the beggar. As far as he could see, Joey just walked past the beggar, and finally stepped back and squatted in front of the beggar.
He didn't know what Joey had said. He only saw that her ordinary and pretty face was full of amazing smile, especially those eyes, which were extremely beautiful because of the destructive light. The old beggar also said something to her. Her smile was more brilliant. They talked for a long time. Finally, she took out the money from her bag. It was not change, but a whole hundred, which she put into the old beggar's hand.
The old beggar didn't refuse. He took it and laughed. Joey got up and waved away.
Lu Jingyun was very curious at that time. Maybe it was her smile that dazzled his heart. He got up and followed Joey.
He didn't know how he followed her or what he wanted to do. He just wanted to follow her like this.
After a while, Joey stopped. She walked back and forth in a hurry and nervousness, and occasionally looked up at the listing. It was not until he hesitated for nearly five minutes that Joey made up her mind to walk in.
And Lu Jingyun also approached, saw the word on the listing, Jiahe matchmaking company.
Later, Lu Jingyun spent the whole afternoon renting a house and setting it up. Then, when he thought of getting a license to marry Joey, he had only joy and expectation in his heart, and there was no resistance. Therefore, everything started like this.
"At that time, when I married you, I didn't think about anything else at all. I only thought that this kind of life was very good. I just wanted to be with you and look forward to it. I also wanted to have a warm little home and a life free from interference." Lu Jingyun made it clear to Joey that everything was clear. He didn't hide anything." In fact, Yi, I didn't want you to go to Kyoto with me at that time. On the one hand, you might not agree. Secondly, I was afraid that the environment in Kyoto would destroy our peaceful marriage life. At that time, I didn't have a lot of confidence to keep you firm in our marriage. However, later, I found that I love you more and more deeply, and I dare not confess to you more and more. I know what you hate most is cheating. I know that you don't like the flashy life of those rich people, and even have some antipathy towards them. Therefore, I want to tell you my real identity day by day, and are reluctant to give up our beautiful life every day. I'm scared. I'm afraid you'll get angry once you know it. I'm afraid of the worst. I just want to find the right opportunity, I hope a little bit to make you not so disgusted, so that you can understand my mind, so that you can accept my another identity. Did not expect, the right opportunity still did not find, so let you discover. Yi, I didn't mean to. Can you forgive me? Or, even if you don't forgive me, you can punish me as much as you want. I agree with everything you say except divorce."
Joy quietly heard Lu Jingyun's explanation, his inner struggle and his feelings.
Maybe, she needs time to laugh at these things slowly. For a long time, Joey has been silent.
The car also arrived at Lu Jingyun's residence. He got out of the car and carried Joey into the house with no sense of security.
"This is our home." Lu Jingyun put Joey on the sofa in the living room." Yi, you'll be the hostess here. If you don't like it, you can redecorate it at any time, or if you like, we can live in another place."
"I'm tired."
Joey still did not respond to Lu Jingyun's explanation or add anything to his imaginative future.
She was really tired.
Lu Jingyun's disappointed eyes darkened, and soon he was overjoyed with a smile Well, I'll take you to your room and have a rest."
Joey was put into the bed of the master bedroom, and Lu Jingyun sat by the bed, stroking her forehead with big hands You haven't prepared your pajamas. You should wear mine first. Take a bath and relax.""No, you go out. I went to sleep."
Joy's cold voice drives people away, Lu Jingyun's body is slightly stiff, and it takes a long time to hear his long sigh.
"Well, Yi, take a rest. I'm next door. Call me if you have anything 𝑓𝙧𝒆𝘦we𝘣𝒏o𝘃𝗲𝘭 - 🅽🅽novel
With that, she lowered her head and kissed Joey's forehead, but she avoided her. Lu Jingyun got up and left disappointed and closed the bedroom door for her.
Outside the gate of the station, Lu Jingyun leaned against the wall beside the door and stood for a long time.
And Joey in the room, after Lu Jingyun left, her face, lying on her side, slipped silent tears and soaked into her pillow.
More and more tears, how do not stop, and silent also slowly sob, Joey finally buried himself in the quilt, his own can not help crying to hide.
For a long time, crying didn't stop.
In the dark room, Joey hugged the quilt and wept. After a little pause, his breath gradually subsided.
The door of the bedroom was suddenly opened gently. Lu Jingyun's tall figure quietly walked into the room and stood beside the bed. With a faint light, she looked at Joey's small face, her tears were not dry, her eyebrows were tight, her hands were tightly holding the quilt, and her clothes were not changed, which bound her body in disorder.
Lu Jingyun looked at her with heartache. His fingers gently wiped away the tears on her face, and wanted to reach out to help her change her clothes. But as soon as she touched her body, Joey moved uneasily, and heard the sobbing in her voice, as if she were crying in her dream.
Lu Jingyun is deeply distressed. Her eyes are hot, and she dare not touch Joey again. She can only stand on one side and watch her tears fall. She is suffering.
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