novelI will Not Give up Unless I Have to
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"Take me with you, I want to do some experiments." Zhou Manzhen gathered his courage and said. His face had a luster that hadn't been there a few days ago.
"But??" Do you know about bacterial experiments? " Jin Beisan's face turned cold, his eyes narrowed, and he asked seriously.
"I... Although I don't really understand, I want to give it a try. I can't just sit here idly, can I? " A faint smile hung at the corner of Zhou Manzhen's mouth as he spoke with an indifferent tone.
"You guys go ahead, I'll stay here and watch." A trace of tiredness appeared on Sean's handsome face, but he still said with a smile.
Zhou Manzhen scratched her head. She knew that Sean definitely did not want to leave the control room. However, was it really okay to leave him here alone? She kept feeling that there was something wrong with Shawn's mood today.
"Then Uncle Xiao, you stay here for now. I'll come over later." Jin Beisen's brain was working very fast, and he spoke with a very cold and calm appearance.
Sean nodded without saying anything. Then he stopped talking. His eyes were very deep, and from begi ing to end, he was staring at the woman on the screen.
Li Yi was just an assistant. When she first came in contact with the bacteria experiment, she could be said to be completely ignorant of it. She could only stand at the side and slowly watch Ouyang operate, helping Ouyang deliver the goods.
Clearly, it was a very normal action. Li Yi helped Ouyang Dihua by handing over a straw, and in Sean's eyes, they seemed to be ambiguous. Right now, Sean's mood was very complicated, he already knew that he shouldn't have agreed to let Li Yi come here.
All these years, he had doted on her as if her life depended on it, and no matter what she wanted to do, he would wholeheartedly support her. Whatever she wanted to buy, Sean could buy for her.
Jin Beiseng brought Zhou Manzhen to another laboratory. The equipment and testing equipment here were all the same as the one Ouyang was in, and even the layout was the same.
The moment Zhou Man stepped into the laboratory, he sighed.
Jin Beisen looked at her with a confused face and asked, "Xiaochun, what's wrong?"
"I only regret one thing. When I was in university, why didn't I study bacteria properly?" Zhou Manzhen felt a headache coming on as she looked at the professional measuring instruments in front of her and the tables full of measuring glasses. She felt like there was nothing she could do.
In front of these cold machines, the courage and perseverance to advance bravely shattered like glass scraps on the floor.
Jin Beisan didn't like Zhou Manzhen's look. He stretched out his arms and pulled Zhou Manzhen into his arms, hugging her tightly??
Zhou Man was almost suffocated by his embrace. She faintly frowned, her red lips moving as she asked, "Bei Sen, why are you hugging me so tightly?"
"You fool, you always think too much. Promise me that you won't put too much pressure on yourself, okay? Even if Xiao Mo doesn't pass this stage, we shouldn't give up, we'll?? There will be children." Jin Beisen's voice was very faint, so faint that no one could hear the sorrowful emotion behind it.
Zhou Manzhu suddenly raised her head, her eyes were wide open, and she asked unhappily, "What do you mean by that? What do you mean we will have children in the future? "
"Isn't it? I just don't want you to give yourself such a huge mental pressure. You've lost a lot of weight in this period of time. Compared to Xiao Mo, the one I care about the most is you." Jin Beisan's deep eyes were fixed on Zhou Manzhen, looking into her eyes.
Zhou Manzhen shook her head sadly, she was very against Jin Beisen's words in her heart. Although his words were straightforward, and Zhao Liqi had also said those words to her before, Zhou Manzhen really didn't want this day to come. From the moment Lantau was born, she didn't fulfill her mother's responsibility, and although three years passed in the blink of an eye, Zhou Manzhen was very sad, especially after Xiaomo's illness, she had lived in fear all day and lost six or seven pounds.
She was afraid that if she closed her eyes, she wouldn't be able to see Xiao Mo. Jin Beiseng hugged Zhou Manzhen to sleep every night, but he could still clearly feel Zhou Manzhen's change. She tried his best to control himself, not turning over, but her breathing wasn't as gentle as before, which proved that she wasn't asleep.
Jin Beisheng knew that Zhou Manzhen was lying in his arms pretending to be asleep, but he did not expose her. However, she had been sleeping for more than a week, around 2 o'clock every night. If things continued like this, her body would collapse sooner or later.
"Bei Sen, you know that it wasn't easy for me to reunite with Mo. I don't want to lose Mo. I really don't want to." As a mother, she was brave, but now that her son was sick, her heart felt as if it were sick, unable to bear the torment.
Seeing her red eyes and the tip of her nose, Jin Beisan felt as if his heart was being pricked by needles. The dense feeling made his heart feel as if it was about to break.
Jin Beisheng stretched out his long arm and tightly held Zhou Manzhen in his arms. His sharp chin was pressed against Zhou Manzhen's forehead, and there was a hint of weariness in his voice as he explained, "Xiaochun, I really didn't mean it that way, you misunderstood me, Xiaoman is our child, like you, I want him to be safe and sound, but at the same time, I also want you to be prepared for the worst."
Zhou Manzhen was stu ed, he stared blankly at Jin Beisheng, his mouth mumbling, "The worst plan??"
The worst case scenario, wasn't it that Xiao Mo would leave them forever?
Zhou Manzhen took a deep breath, her heart was not at peace. Her emotions were stirred up like stormy waves, her slender fingers tightly grabbed onto Jin Beisan's sturdy arm, and she asked in a sharp tone, "What is the worst plan? How can you give up like this, Northson? I won't give up."
"Do you think I want to give up? I won't give up unless it's absolutely necessary. I just hope that you can understand and be prepared in your heart." Jin Beisheng narrowed his eyes, and said with a serious face.
Zhou Man pursed her lips and stopped talking.
At this moment, her mind was in a mess, and she didn't want to think about those random things. She believed that Xiao Mo would definitely be safe.
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