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Harris gently stroked the photos on the tombstone with his thick fingers. He worked hard to imagine Shen Suxin's appearance in her forties and faded her childishness. She will be a gentle and loving mother and a virtuous wife.
"Su Su, why didn't you tell me you were pregnant and why did you let things go to where they are today?"
Today, Shen Suxin is just a cold tombstone and an old memory for him.
They had a short happy time, but when they met the right person at the wrong time, everything seemed to be wrong.
He selfishly sought warmth from her, but he couldn't really believe that Shen Suxin really loved her.
I don't know whether it's inferiority or I can't believe that a woman like Shen Suxin will fall in love with herself?
However, he really likes Shen Suxin.
Every time he tried to push her away in suffering, he was reluctant to give up. He wanted to be with her forever.
It's just that he can't find a reason to convince himself.
From the moment he first met Shen Suxin, he couldn't control his heart. He felt Shen Suxin approaching her bit by bit, but there was another thing that Huo Jinxiu came to her.
That's why he was so wrong in the end.
Now think of it, at that time, her frown and smile made him confused.
Harris knew he was wrong. He shouldn't have provoked Shen Suxin. All he could do was hurt her.
He thought that separation could free each other, but unexpectedly, his carelessness killed Shen Suxin.
At that time, she asked him to marry him, just wanted to give the child a home and ask him to be responsible for the child, but he pushed her away.
This push away is a lifetime.
Harris smiled bitterly, pointing to Shen Suxin's calm face.
She is such a fool that as long as she tells him about her pregnancy, he will marry her.
Then everything will be different.
Where would she understand the struggle in his heart? He just needs a reason to convince himself that he can have her openly.
He likes her so much. As long as he is given time, he is willing to try to believe her for her. He believes that she and Huo Jinxiu are over.
However, she is so stubborn. She didn't give him the chance.
"Su Su, you must think I did it for myself. You left me and refused to see me for the last time until you died. Now, even our daughter refused to recognize me. I have failed all my life. Not only you, but also Ou Qing's mother, I got everything in the family, but so what? In the end, none of my favorite things could be kept. But it should be My retribution is that I owe you. God's retribution will make me lonely all my life."
The only thing that answered him was the roaring wind in the mountains.
After leaving the cemetery, Harris was suddenly confused.
He didn't know where else to go. The city was both familiar and strange to him.
The car drove around the city for a long time. The bodyguard said that William Ou received the news that he was coming to Tongcheng and rushed to Tongcheng all night. As soon as he got off the plane, he had been in the hospital. After all, his injury was not well.
Harris listened, remained silent for a long time, frowned slightly, and then opened his mouth indifferently, "go to the hospital."
He still wanted to take a chance, even if he just took a fancy to Shen Qingqing from a distance.
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