novelNo absence from wedding
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In the room.
After Liu Yong left, the expression on Qin Yue's face instantly changed. It became gentle yet not all of it was gentle, and most of it was self-blaming and pain.
All along, at work, he had always been able to plan things out. No matter what tactics his opponent used, he would always be able to recognize his opponent's tactics and always be able to place himself in an invincible position.
All these years, he had always been able to stand at the highest point and look down on everyone. However, when it came to Jian Ran, he kept making mistakes.
Was this what others meant by concern?
Because the more they wanted to protect Jian Ran and prevent her from getting hurt in the slightest, the more they would put in effort to hurt her.
A few years ago, she had been cut up, but he was not by her side. He had left her alone with so much fear, helplessness and fear.
This time, he was clearly by her side, and he might have been able to protect her, but she was burned to death right under his nose.
At this moment, when he thought of the day of the explosion, his heart was still in his throat. At this most urgent moment, he instinctively wanted to protect his wife and children.
But when he hugged Xiao Ranran, he couldn't hug Jian Ran?? At the moment of the explosion, Jian Ran had flung his hand away. Just like how Gu Nanjing had ordered his men to ram into their cars many years ago, she had chosen to protect him.
She was clearly so petite, but she unhesitatingly used her body to block the spreading flames, and helped and him block the most fatal blow.
That day, before she fainted, she gritted her teeth and said to him: "Qin Yue, I'm sorry! All this bad luck was brought about by me, so let me end it."
She said, "Qin Yue, I'm sorry! I'm so selfish, so selfish, because I'm afraid of losing you, so please let me go."
She even said: "Qin Yue, I chose to divorce you, but I actually don't want to divorce you at all. You don't know how much I like you, how much more important you are than my life. I don't know what else I can do without you. Because I don't know what else to do, I have to work, work is the only way to make me feel less pain, not to be lost in the pain of losing you."
She said: "Qin Yue, if possible, when you give me the tombstone, can you give me the three words' Mrs. Qin '?"
This was because being a "Mrs. Qin" was the happiest time of her life. She wanted to take this identity and leave this world, hoping that he could grant her wish.
However, she didn't know that the divorce agreement was fake and the two certificates were fake. She had always been a "Mrs. Qin" and was Qin Yue's wife.
She then said, "baby, I'm sorry! "When you were young, your mother wasn't by your side. Now, your mother can't continue to accompany you, but you must grow up healthy. Your mother will protect you from far away."
In the end, she also said that the person she felt the most sorry for was the baby in her womb. Because of her selfishness, the baby didn't have the chance to come to this world, didn't have the chance to see the beautiful sun, didn't have the chance to see the great rivers and mountains in the world.
She still had many more things to say to Qin Yue, but all that was left in her world was darkness, and she could feel the life of the child in her womb slowly slipping away.
"Baby, I'm sorry!" she said to her baby.
But she believed that her baby would understand her, that his baby would think the same way as she did, that they would protect her father and sister together, that at least they would let their father and sister live well, and that they would both live well with their best wishes.
She said she was selfish, she didn't want to live alone, so she left him the chance to live.
She said most of the words "I'm sorry, " which she did not know was what he hated most from her mouth.
He needed her, needed her to be by his side, needed her to enjoy with him the kingdom of his fighting business.
Without him, she said she didn't know what she was living for, but she also didn't know. Without her, what was he living for?
Qin Yue clenched his fists tightly as he gritted his teeth while trying his best to calm the pain in his heart that was rolling like waves.
After being silent for a long time, Qin Yue's gaze moved slightly, from the door to the room.
In the room, on the bed laid the unconscious Jian Ran.
Her wounds had mostly healed, but there was still no sign of sobriety.
She lay on the bed with her eyes closed, looking quiet and serene.
If it wasn't for the fact that her face was so pale that there was not a trace of blood on it, he might have thought that she was just sleeping.
For a lot of time, Qin Yue thought that she had fallen asleep. If he waited a little longer, she would wake up and open his eyes to look at him. He would give him a gentle smile and call his name???? Qin Yue.
Except for her, almost no one called him by that name.
His family's elders as well as his classmates and friends all addressed him as Su Yun. Only she called him Qin Yue.
It was unknown when he had fallen in love with this form of address, and he liked hearing her soft voice call out the two words "Qin Yue".
Whenever he heard her call him, he always felt that their relationship had become closer, as if the name belonged only to her and he to her.
Just as he used to call her by her last name, he would feel that she was his, that she belonged to him alone.
"Jian Ran??" His voice was hoarse and she had to spend almost all of her life's effort to call out Jian Ran's name.
He came to her bedside and sat down, then carefully held her hand in his own."Jian Ran, are you really that heartless? You don't want me, and you don't want our Xiao Ranran either? "Do you really have the heart to see a four year old like her without a mother?"
"Ever since Xiao Ranran was born, until she was more than three years old, she had never seen her mother. Seeing other children acting coquettishly in their mother's arms, she would blink her beautiful big eyes and silently ask me, "Why do other children have mothers? Why doesn't she have one?"
"Whenever this happens, I can't meet her clear eyes because I don't know how to tell her."
Speaking of the past, Qin Yue felt the pain in his heart grow more and more intense, like an unending ocean wave. It hurt so much that he had to pause for a long while before he could continue speaking.
"Jian Ran, my wedding will be on the 20th of the next month. I will give you twenty days to prepare, you can't miss your appointment."
The wedding was in its final state of preparation. On May 20th was the day Qin Yue would choose.
And I love you!
A lifetime!
Even if Jian Ran didn't wake up, he would still carry her to their wedding.
She had been absent from his life for so many years, and this time, he would not let her miss their wedding, no matter what.
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