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"Is that so?" Ji Sixi's throat felt stuck. You once confronted Dan Yan for Su Mo, and even planted a bunch of lilies that Su Mo liked at the back of the Lu residence?? "Are these just the performance of a passerby?"
"I admit, at that time, the only woman I wanted was indeed Su Mo, because at that time, other than Su Mo, everyone else in this world was disheartened. I think that the feelings people had towards me were all fake, including you." Lu Jingzhi sighed.
"So, if it wasn't for the fact that Su Mo deeply loves Dan Yan and wants you to know that you will never be able to get her, it's simply impossible for you to see me in your eyes, right?" Ji Sixi said in grief.
"Lu Jingzhi lowered his head and lightly pressed against Ji Sixi's forehead. I don't know how to answer your question, because I did care about Su Mo before, but during the days when I cared about Su Mo, I didn't have a room for anyone?? So, if it wasn't for you disobeying my will and harboring a heart full of desire, I might have regarded you as one of those women from the past. If I were to be tired of you, I would have just abandoned you. Your bravery, your tenacity, your kindness, they all appeal to me."
"So if I didn't have a heart of thought, our fates would have ended long ago??" Ji Sixi said in pain.
"I don't know if this would have happened if you hadn't gotten pregnant, but I do know that the heavens have long determined that we would spend the rest of our lives together?? Otherwise, it would not have arranged for you to be Qin Housheng's daughter." Lu Jingzhi said in a low voice.
"Whatever. It doesn't matter who you loved in the past anymore. What matters is that the person you love is me. That's enough??" Ji Sixi did not want to let herself become entangled with the matters of the past, because there was no point in pursuing the matter now. Even if he was still lying to her, she was still willing to pretend to be stupid and take everything he said seriously.
"I will use the days to prove it to you." Lu Jingzhi hugged her tight.
"You still haven't answered me, why did you marry Situ Jing?" Ji Sixi brought the topic back to this point.
Lu Jingzhi let out a light sigh, as his black pupils sank into deep thought. Because there's one thing I have to do."
"What is it?" Ji Sixi raised her head from Lu Jingzhi's embrace and looked at him suspiciously.
Lu Jingzhi lowered his head, and his serene and deep black eyes met Ji Sixi's clear eyes. I want to control Satan's Tissue."
Ji Sixi stared blankly, and said after a long while, "You're saying?? You want to merge Satan's Tissue and then become the person in charge of this organization? "
Lu Jingzhi's dark eyes flashed with a sharp glint."Yes."
Ji Sixi was startled again.
Lu Jingzhi seemed to have already expected that Ji Sixi would have such a reaction, as he calmly continued, "My parents worked for the Satan's Tissue, and even though they were betrayed by Qin Housheng, it was still the people from the Dark Angel who killed them. So, I want to become the one in charge of the Satan's Tissue, to pay tribute to the souls of my parents that caused the deaths of everyone who killed my parents back then."
Ji Sixi shook her head in confusion, and asked hesitantly, "If you want to find the people who killed your parents before, you can definitely find them one by one. But why do you want to be the person in charge of these two organizations?"
"Because everything that has happened in the past few years made me understand that only by holding power in your hands will you become the one who holds the life and death of others, and not be the one who holds the life and death of others?? Just like my father, back then, if he could have made use of his position in the organization to take over Chen Quan's position as Satan's Tissue's leader, he wouldn't have been dragged into the water by Chen Quan." Lu Jingzhi replied with a cold tone.
At this moment, Ji Sixi saw bloodthirsty cruelty in Lu Jingzhi's bottomless eyes. Her face slowly turned pale white as the roasted fish in her hands fell to the deck.
"Upon seeing this, Lu Jingzhi's dark pupils contracted. I didn't want to tell you this at first, but I know that if I don't tell you, you'll only think that I'm interested in Situ Jing."
Ji Sixi slowly closed her eyes and took a deep breath, allowing her Qi to calm down. Only then did she open her eyes, but did she no longer look at him, instead she spoke out, "So, you married Situ Jing for the rights that you wanted."
"Yes." Lu Jingzhi did not deny it.
A trace of pain flashed past Ji Sixi's eyes, and she continued, "So, for this right that you want, you can give up on me and marry the woman that you don't like."
Lu Jingzhi suddenly grabbed Ji Sixi's shoulder, looked at her seriously, and consoled her in a soft voice, "You have to know, I did this to protect you, because since I chose this path, it means that there will be a danger waiting for me in the future that even I am unable to control. And you have distanced yourself from me, so you can be considered to have escaped from danger."
Tears rolled down from the corner of Ji Sixi's eyes. She looked at Lu Jingzhi blankly, and felt a suffocating pain in her heart.
At this moment, she finally understood his feelings??
Where did he love her so much...
Perhaps, even he didn't know that his feelings for her couldn't be called love.
Because if someone truly loved another person, they would definitely view that person as a whole world, but she?? Until now, it was still not Lu Jingzhi's world.
He could give her up for the rights he wanted??
Even though he kept saying that he was protecting her, in reality, he was just giving up on her excuse. This was because in his world, the most important thing wasn't her, but the right he had just mentioned??
Her heart throbbed.
The pain tore at the wound on her chest, causing her body to gradually weaken.
"The blood on her face was fading bit by bit." You have told me several times that you wish to lead a peaceful and normal life, and that you even hope to leave the Dark Angel?? "So you were lying to me when you said those words." She vomited out her heartache.
"I'm not lying to you. Even until now, I can swear to you that a peaceful and ordinary life is what I want the most in my heart. I long to be with you and your child, like a normal family?? But you should know that this kind of life is no longer possible for me. I will never return to normal life." Lu Jingzhi replied seriously.
Ji Sixi raised her teary eyes and looked at him sorrowfully. I know that once you enter the Dark Angel, you will be a profound practitioner your entire life, unless you die. But with your intelligence, you will definitely be able to think of a way to leave the Dark Angel.
Lu Jingzhi lowered his eyes and looked at her solemnly. Sixi, if I hadn't thought about it before, I wouldn't have nurtured Satan so diligently. I hope that Satan will take my place in the future?? It's just that after all this, I changed my mind."
Ji Sixi's heart throbbed in pain. She didn't reply, maintaining the calmness of a listener.
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