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All the grievance and bitterness in her heart surged forth, and tears blurred her vision. After she had calmed down, he had already appeared before her and helped her up.
Behind them was a beautiful sea, because the sky had already darkened and the distant lighthouses were already begi ing to shine.
It was only when the light of the lighthouse stopped on both of them that they could see each other's faces. She was silently crying, and there was a watery light in his eyes that was illuminated by the lighthouse.
Que Yan gently held her face and stared at her with deep eyes. Do you believe that? There is no one or thing in this world that is more important to me than you. It is just that I never thought I would lose you because I always knew how much you cared about me?? Therefore, every time I make a decision, I will take it for granted that you won't leave me. You will understand me, forgive me, and you will always be waiting for me on the spot?? "
An Yaru looked at his moist eyes that were filled with grief. I also felt that I would never be able to give up on loving you in this lifetime, but as it turns out, love is fragile. When you love to the extreme, love to the point where you can no longer love, love to the point where your body and mind are exhausted, then love can no longer continue?? "
Que Yan nodded, his eyes becoming even more moist, causing his eyes to become as deep as a pool of deep spring water. Until now, when I was on the verge of losing you, I didn't know that I had been squandering all of your feelings for me, that I had never thought deeply about you from your point of view?? "
An Yaru said with a pained voice, "Actually, this is not your fault. Because the love I have always given you is so deep, you will feel that I will never ever give you up?? But I'm actually not as determined, patient and persistent as you think I am."
"Don't say it like that, it's all my fault??" Que Yan pulled An Yaru into her embrace and buried her head deep into her hair.
An Yaru hesitated for a few seconds, only then did she raise her hand to support his back, and said, "You don't need to blame yourself, or feel sad about it."I know you've already given me a lot, but my demands are too high??"
"No, your demands are not high." Que Yan said in a hoarse voice beside her ear.
An Yaru leaned on his shoulder, and her tears started to fall incessantly, wetting his expensive white shirt.
Que Yan kissed her hair and continued, "It's because I've never been enough towards you?? Because in this relationship between you and me, I have always been the one to reap the rewards, and you are the one to pay the price."
An Yaru did not reply because her throat was already filled with bitterness.
Que Yan slowly let go, looked at her eyes that were drenched with tears, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, it was not until so late that I realized that my effort was not enough for you, I have been squandering all of your feelings??"
An Yaru shook her head in pain. Her tears fell like pearls with broken strings. Don't say anymore... Actually, giving up does not depend on love or not loving. If you love this person deeply, of course you would be willing to give up even more. However, if you don't love this person, then you will naturally give up less?? "
"You mean I don't love you?" Que Yan asked with a hoarse voice. His usually arrogant face was now filled with pain.
"An Yaru's heart swelled with a suffocating pain. I don't think you realized this at all... You know, when you love me as much as I love you, you give as much as I do..."
Que Yan looked at her intently, "If I were to tell me that at this moment and at this moment, I only need to think that I will not have you by my side in the future, I would feel that my life has lost its meaning, that everything else has no meaning for me?? Do you believe that? "
An Yaru shook her head, she did not hesitate at all. I don't believe it, because you've proved to me time and time again in the past that I'm not indispensable in your life?? "
"Ya Ru, you have to believe me. I didn't prove my feelings for you in the past because I never thought you would leave me completely one day. I never thought I would lose you??" Que Yan fell into a deep repentance.
An Yaru's hand pressed against Que Yan's chest, slowly pushing him away. Say no more... You didn't even know what you felt for me."
"Ya Ru??" Que Yan was slightly startled.
An Yaru shook her head in grief and said with a choked voice, "Loving a person and never forgetting to protect and protect them. If you can't do this, it only means that you don't love them at all??"
"If you don't love me, why do I have to pester you like this? Why do you have to go through so much trouble to lay down our future? Why do you have to come to Maldives to settle our future settlement here? Why don't you arrange our future wedding ceremony here??" Que Yan refuted.
A wedding?
An Yaru was stu ed by these two words.
Que Yan took two steps forward, stubbornly holding onto her slender shoulders. He looked at her without blinking, and said sincerely and seriously, "Do you know? I've arranged our wedding, and if you nod and agree, we'll have the grand and romantic wedding we pla ed together... I've also invited my parents, your parents, and all our friends to the Maldives to witness our wedding..."
An Yaru never thought that he came to Maldives to prepare for their wedding. She was startled.
"I know you're willing to take the initiative to come find me. This means that you haven't completely given up on me??" Yaru, you still believe in me, don't you? " Que Yan said hoarsely.
An Yaru stared at him in a daze, her eyes gradually turning blurry from tears. Que Yan, I think that Qing You and the others must have been the one who suggested this wedding, right?
Que Yan frowned. You..."Why do you say that?"
An Yaru smiled bitterly, "Because I know they must be the ones who gave you advice and advice?? In fact, by the time you left C, you were determined to give up our relationship, weren't you? "
Que Yan was silent for a moment, then said: "I have not given up, it's just that??"
"But what?" An Yaru asked.
The light from the lighthouse just happened to sweep across Que Yan's face, and the wetness in his eyes flickered faintly. It's just that I think we understand each other too little and it's too hard to really be together."
An Yaru's heart throbbed in pain. If that's what you think, why are you here preparing for the wedding? "
Que Yan paused for a moment, and said slowly, "Just as you said just now, everyone gave me pressure. Furthermore, I want Keke to grow up in a healthy family."
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