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"If he's really too busy to come back in time, I don't mind." she said truthfully.
She never thought that men in love must be the active party, because the feelings were mutual, no one was first to bow their heads.
"Alright then, I'll give you Que Yan's travel address?? You better ask him for an explanation, but from what I heard, he is really very busy, and maybe because he is unable to leave so he is unable to return to the Lyon, he might really be burning with anxiety to see you in his heart." Qing You said.
She only smiled faintly and did not speak.
She believed he was so busy, but she did not believe he was too busy to come back and explain it to her.
It seemed that this time, when she went to find him, she wasn't talking about the begi ing, but the end.
He really wasn't worth it for her to continue to love him so much, because he had never loved her so much before.
Thus, she flew from the Lyon to the place where he was travelling to, Maldives.
She did not contact him, but he sent for her.
She knew that she must have contacted him beforehand.
The one who picked her up was no longer Xu Ran, which made her think of Su Yize once again.
Yes, if it wasn't for Su Yize, Xu Ran would have been fine. She had already become a si er??
Thinking up to this point, she withdrew her gaze and no longer looked out at the blue sea.
"Miss An, this is the hotel that the Boss Qu is staying at."
"Alright."
She thanked the person who opened the door for her and looked towards the hotel where Que Yan was staying.
This was a hotel situated at sea. Around the hotel was the blue ocean.
Maldives was truly a very beautiful place. It just so happened that she really liked the sea. Unfortunately, at this moment, she was not in the mood to appreciate it.
Under the guidance of the servant, she entered Que Yan's room and patiently waited for him.
The wait was always so long that she had plenty of time to think about the little things they had.
However, she suddenly realized that in her memories, they rarely spent time together??
She had known him for even longer than Qing You and Jiang Jun, but they had hardly ever been together??
The longest time, probably in Nice, was when he visited her every few days, when they had never really been together.
Perhaps, she thought, it had not begun. This meant that it had finally come to an end.
As her mind wandered, she heard familiar footsteps on the palm tree floor beneath her.
She had come to her senses for a moment, but for some reason she paused, then slowly turned and looked at him.
He was dressed in a suit and was extraordinarily handsome. He looked like he had just returned from some official business.
He looked her in the eye for a few seconds, then walked towards her with steady steps. Have you eaten? " he asked.
She shook her head and said honestly, "I'm not hungry."
"Even if you're not hungry, you still have to eat. You've been on the plane for such a long time." When he had finished with her, he had their di er arranged.
She looked at him, wondering how he could still think of eating first at this time. Couldn't he sense that she had come to finish with him?
But...
He clearly didn't feel it. When he left the hotel, he gently put his arm around her shoulders. It was the posture of a couple from an outsider's point of view.
Their table was on the beach, a romantic white table with flowers and candles and delicate food.
This scene was truly beautiful.
They sat down at one end, and the waiter poured them two glasses of red wine.
If this was the last memory, she thought, then let it be this romance and beauty. After all, there had never been such romance and beauty between them before.
Thus, she took the initiative to hold up the red wine and lightly touched it with his hand. I'll drink half a cup. Then she drank half a glass of red wine in one gulp.
He took a sip and put the glass down.
"What do you think of this place in the Maldives?" he said, when she first thought the wine tasted good and was about to pour the rest of the wine down her throat.
"??" The red wine cup stopped at her lips. After hesitating for a moment, she slowly put down the remaining half cup of red wine. She was afraid that if she got drunk, she wouldn't be able to clearly explain it to him. Why do you ask? " She had some doubts.
"Because, " he said, looking deeply at her, "I have made up my mind to settle down here with you and the children."
Her body froze for a moment. It couldn't be said that she wasn't the least bit moved. After all, she loved him. After all, this was her most beloved ocean. However, this was already impossible?? Because the next second, she was ready to tell him the end.
Actually deep love is very simple, it just depends on you don't care about that person.
However, he repeatedly proved that he really didn't care about her?? She was just the one person in his life who had nothing to lose, just like these days when he was able to work as usual.
Therefore, she didn't need to ask any further questions that she wanted to clear up previously??
"Sorry, actually, I??"
She opened her mouth to say the end, but who wanted to? He interrupted her." We talked about getting married at the seaside, and Maldives is a good place to be."
She didn't want him to continue talking. She took a deep breath and said cautiously, "Que Yan, can you listen to what I have to say first?"
"Before I listen to you, can I finish?"
She looked at her helplessly.
He held her gaze and continued, "Do you know? I've been having a hard time these days... I miss you so much. I've been thinking about the first time I met you and the happy days we had in Nice, but I don't want to go looking for you."
Hearing this, her heart ached so much that she lowered her eyes.
"Do you know why?" he asked.
She looked at the white and green intersecting hydrangea flower on the white tablecloth, maintaining her calm, and replied, "Because you misunderstood me to have feelings for the Dr Su."
He shook his head and said, "That day, when I saw you shed so many tears for Su Yize, I was depressed. In the end, I turned around and left, but it was not because I misunderstood your feelings for Su Yize, but because I clearly understood that the tears that she was crying at that moment, were not for Su Yize, but for me??"
She stared at him blankly, her eyes turning red for a moment because she had never thought that he would actually know about her moment of sadness??
She remained silent, listening patiently.
"You indeed view Su Yize as a good friend, so his deceit caused you to be disappointed and sad. However, it was not enough to make a strong person like you cry?? So, at that moment, your tears were because you felt that my love for you was worse than Su Yize's feelings for you..."
She sniffed and turned to look out to sea.
Que Yan continued to speak, "Su Yize originally did this for Huo Yutong, but after getting along with you for a while, he fell in love with you, so in the end, he betrayed Huo Yutong and chose to save you?? And I have never done anything for you. Instead, I have hurt you time and time again?? "
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