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Que Yan said very quietly, "There is a tumor in my brain, it has existed in my brain since birth, growing up with my age. Right now, it is already two centimeters big in my brain, the doctor had said, when this tumor reaches three centimeters long, it would pressure the most important blood vessels in my brain?? So, one day, I broke a blood vessel and died."
She froze where she was, as if she had heard a fantasy. She looked at Qu Qitong in disbelief." Wh... What brain tumor? " After a long while, she spat out a few words rationally.
Que Yan continued to smile faintly, "I don't even know about this matter, only my parents and I know about it?? So, in the past 30 years, I've been doing my best to make my life as fulfilling as possible, which is why I've become a playboy?? "
She slowly loosened her grip on Que Yan's collar and shook her head in astonishment as she mumbled, "How could that be?? How could this be?? "You look so healthy?"
Que Yan closed his eyes, and this time, he did not open them for a long time, as though he was trying to dissolve the pain in his heart. The doctor asserted that I couldn't live past thirty-five, so there was never any word for emotion in my life plan... So when I realized I was interested in Jaru, I chose to run away."
She looked at Que Yan who had a sad smile on his face and said, "You??."What about Yaru?"
"That's why I rejected her yesterday." A single tear flowed down from the corner of Que Yan's eye; it was very clear." I knew how much courage it took for her to come to me, and how much harm it would do her if I refused her, but I had no choice. I could only do this because she and I had no future at all?? Maybe this moment of rejection will bring her great pain, but if one day I suddenly leave her while we're in love, this pain will be even more fatal?? " Que Yan laughed at every word he said, but the laughter was filled with the desolation of being able to see through the world.
She stayed where she was for a long time, her tears falling uncontrollably. She said to herself, "Why is it like this? How could this be? "
If Que Yan had something to deal with, what about Ya Ru? What about the children?
Ya Ru loved Que Yan so much that even though Que Yan had deliberately let Ya Ru go by hurting his, could Ya Ru really let go of Que Yan in her entire life?
"Why didn't you say it before? Why??" She started to beat Que Yan's chest with all her might, not leaving any room for negotiation.
Que Yan just stood there without moving, allowing her to take revenge for his friend. He kept his eyes closed the entire time, only tears could be seen from the corners of his eyes.
Finally, she stopped beating Que Yan, but leaned on the cold wall behind her, and asked dumbly: "What do you want Ya Ru to do?"
Que Yan then opened his eyes and looked through the window at Ya Ru who was lying on the sickbed as if she was sleeping. He said hoarsely, "It's all my fault. Now I just hope that when she wakes up later, you won't tell her that I've come to see her."
She covered her mouth, imagining the pain that those words would bring to Ya Ru. She sobbed, "Will he definitely die? "With medicine as advanced as it is now, cancer isn't completely incurable, not to mention that it hasn't come to that day yet??"
Que Yan looked at her, his eyes still filled with a painful smile."This tumor was already diagnosed as malignant when I was young, but fortunately, it grew very slowly, which allowed me to live a stable life for decades?? I once hoped for a cure in the future, but my era's medicine was unable to keep up with the rate at which this brain tumor of mine worsened. Just when I brought Ya Ru home to be diagnosed by my attending doctor, he still hasn't changed his judgement and only wants me to continue to enjoy the next few years?? "
"But it's too cruel for Ya to be like this. You can be together with Ya Ru and then leave Ya Ru with a reason in a few years' time. You can't just??" At this moment, she only wanted Que Yan to stay by Ya Ru's side. She did not want the two people who loved each other to end up like this.
"Jingyou, do you really want me to do this?" Que Yan said softly as he looked at her with his wet eyes.
She was slightly stu ed.
Que Yan continued, "Do you really want her to lose me when she can't, and not when there's still time to change everything?"
She clamped her hand over her mouth again to keep from sobbing."Is it too late to change everything?"
Que Yan laughed, "Yes, as long as she puts me down at this moment, then her life can continue to be blissful?? Otherwise, her entire life will be ruined."
At this moment, she finally understood why the Qu??s mother cared about the child in Ya Ru's womb, and even wanted Ya Ru to marry Que Yan so that the child in Ya Ru's womb could rightfully become a person of Qu Family??
So it was because Que Yan's parents already knew that Que Yan wouldn't live past thirty-five years old, and in order to obtain the entire patriarch's inheritance of the Qu Family, they would need Que Yan's next generation??
She was really slow. When Ya Ru mentioned this to her, she should have questioned this matter??
Due to her ambiguity, she had continuously urged Ya Ru to confess to Que Yan, causing him to be in danger.
If she hadn't interfered, Ya Ru and Que Yan might have signed a divorce agreement after the child was born. Then, Ya Ru and Que Yan would have become passersby from now on.
Ya Ru was about to wake up, what should she tell Ya Ru? How could she appease Yaru, who was now in extreme pain?
After Que Yan went to the nursery to hug his daughter, he finally left the hospital.
She sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Ya Ru, who still hadn't woken up. Although she controlled her emotions, her eyes were still covered by a thin layer of mist.
Ya Ru finally woke up slowly from her dreams. The moment she opened her eyes, her voice was calm despite her being extremely weak."You're quiet??"
She closed her eyes, and in the bottom of her heart, she decided to hide Ya Ru like Que Yan had said. Only then did she open her eyes, and looked at her best friend with a smile.
Ya Ru seemed to know that Que Yan wasn't even going to be here, so he didn't even look around. He only looked at her steadily, trying his best to support his will, "My child?? Are you alright? "
She nodded vigorously, tightly holding Ya Ru's hand from under the blanket and said seriously, "Don't worry about your daughter. She is currently in the nursery. The doctor will come over later to show you??"
"That's good." Ya Ru slowly turned her head and looked at the ceiling with a slightly dazed gaze. Her pale lips that lacked any blood slowly opened."Jing You, he really doesn't love me??" Although this result is very hurtful and humiliating, it is still better than me trembling with a glimmer of hope?? Now, I can finally put him down and have nothing to do with him anymore."
She didn't know how to comfort her good friend, nor did she dare to tell Ya Ru the truth. She could only shake her head repeatedly.
Ya Ru gently smiled."Don't feel sorry for me. Rest in peace??" I'm fine. In the future, I will definitely find someone who truly loves me?? Remember what I said? The heavens are fair. How much pain it gives me will make up for how much happiness it gives me in the future."
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