novel(What Do You Want To Do With Me) Forget to Say the Words about Its True Meaning
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Zhao Yuan dragged Lin Wenxi all the way into the bedroom and pushed him to the bed.
"What do you want to do?" asked Lin Wenxi.
"I want to fuck you." Zhao Yuan answered.
"It is 'what do you want to do?', not 'what do you want to do with me?'" Lin Wenxi corrected.
"You say you want to do, then let's just do it." Zhao Yuan said.
"Hum!" Lin Wenxi did not want to entangle himself in this topic. He matched some clothes and forced Zhao Yuan to try them right away.
"If I am going to try on these clothes, I should take off mine first. Don't you know that?" Zhao Yuan's smiling face nearly pressed into Lin Wenxi's nose and Lin Wenxi fell back on the bed.
"Your posture is wrong. You should lay on all fours." Zhao Yuan said.
"Why you become such an extremely slick person every time when you are in the room?" Lin Wenxi couldn't think of anything at the moment to contradict Zhao Yuan. He couldn't help but feel ashamed and angry.
"Why your whole person becomes totally stupid when you are in the room? It is said that when a man is in love, his IQ will become zero." Zhao Yuan said leisurely and began to untie his buttons.
Before he took off his last cloth, Lin Wenxi suddenly stepped forward and stopped him, "No..."
Zhao Yuan hesitated a little and said, "My father said that I should always carve the wound in the stone and engrave the hatred on the beach. From the time I picked up your ticket, I only have a beach left." Then he quickly removed his last cloth and his well-built body with good muscles all exposed in front of Lin Wenxi. Lin Wenxi's eyes stared firmly at the two scars on Zhao Yuan's right chest, which had been shallowly concaved in his chest."Why was I so cruel and ruthless at that time?"
Lin Wenxi couldn't help but gently touch these wounds. He wished he could have magic right now, so he could soothe them one by one.
"Oh, Lin Wenxi. When you hurt others, you hurt yourself as well." Zhao Yuan said.
"You are wrong. I hurt myself even much more..." Lin Wenxi said, suddenly his whole person shocked. Then he shook his head sharply, "I just feel that I don't deserve you anymore."
"You want to deserve me for what..." Zhao Yuan said casually, and he smiled. He was to think of something, but he suddenly stopped. Looking at Lin Wenxi in puzzlement, he only felt that his warm blood was surging and the intense feeling rushed through his whole body. There seemed to have a sea of fire burning in his heart, which made him unable to think or say anything else. However, his mind suddenly enlightened. All of a sudden, he seemed to see a bright moon and pieces of colorful clouds. He just whispered, "Wenxi..."
Lin Wenxi loosely covered his mouth. His face flushed red, his eyebrows raised and his eyes blinked. His expression changed rapidly, like the shadows left on the open land by the clouds flying across the sun, also like the flowing water beneath a little bridge in the village with dense willow trees and bright flowers. Zhao Yuan could not help but stretch out his arms. Lin Wenxi felt like he was sucked toward him and then he fell deeper into his arms.
"I'm sorry, Zhao Yuan, I am sorry." Lin Wenxi kept whispering.
"How can I understand your humiliation and loneliness in the ten more years? In those years, I lived in South City, while you lived in Zhenbei. In such a small city, we actually had never met each other. What a pity." Zhao Yuan could not help feeling emotional.
"In the end, as the northern goose flies south, you finally come to me..." Lin Wenxi whimpered. But suddenly, he felt wrong. Probing down, he pinched a thing like a stick and he immediately looked down. He was greatly frightened that he retreated a few steps. It was also such a thing that had humiliated him once in a frosty night, but he didn't think that Zhao Yuan would...
"I don't mean to... But it is not obedient. I suppose that it wants to see what you look like..." Zhao Yuan suddenly felt helpless. He deeply understood Lin Wenxi's forbidden area in his past. Hence, just now once he felt something wrong, he stretched out his arms and wanted to take it back. But to his surprise, Lin Wenxi threw himself into his arms initiatively. He had hugged Lin Wenxi before not just once or twice, and he only felt it was a little warmer. However, he had never thought that thing would be so shameless that it actually wake up now!
Lin Wenxi tried to calm himself down, but he couldn't do it. He clearly felt that the same thing of him was slowly waking up and it seemed that it was to get up after a lazy stretch. Lin Wenxi was greatly shocked, and he rushed to the bathroom, drenched it brutally with cold water several times. He begged it not come back again in his mind. Meanwhile, Zhao Yuan pounded hard on it, and murmured, "Get down! Get down! Fuck!"
Lin Wenxi suddenly smiled, "Go down and take a cold shower."
Zhao Yuan agreed tamely. But Lin Wenxi's face blushed again. He thought to himself, "Why? What's wrong with me today? I have just drenched it with cold water. Why does it rebel again?" Lin Wenxi ran down once more, and then he refused to return to the room.
"Again... It's snowing... Let's go out for a walk." Zhao Yuan was also quite annoyed. He went downstairs with his toes pointing outwards. Both of them had some dirty motives and they all walk out the door with a really wield posture.
The cold wind was blowing their faces, Lin Wenxi couldn't help but shudder with cold. Zhao Yuan wanted to take his jacket off and gave it to him, but he looked at Lin Wenxi hesitantly. Then he couldn't help but laugh. Lin Wenxi also lowered his eyebrows and looked down whose face was as red as roses now.
The flying snow was boundless and the sky was far and wide. They walked side by side to the Zhegui Bridge. The river wind was whistling. The shadows of the lights on both sides reflected on the sparkling water, a lot like the bright lights from the windows waiting for the children to return home. Zhao Yuan quietly reached out his hands. He tried a few times and finally managed to grab Lin Wenxi's little hands in his hands.
At that point, Lin Wenxi felt that everything was quiet down, and the barriers in his chest were gone, "A little righteousness, a thousand miles of free wind!"
Zhao Yuan smiled and said nothing. He only felt that he was full of energy in his chest, and it also seemed that his heart had settled down. The first time in his life, he felt so stable.
"You tell me, what's wrong with us?" Lin Wenxi asked.
"You should ask what's wrong with them..." Zhao Yuan said.
"Be serious." Lin Wenxi reproached coyly.
"Why do you think that I am not serious? We are so good now. They probably just want to make friends." Zhao Yuan simply sang a classical song, "I am looking for a friend. I find a good friend. We salute each other and shake our hands."
"Don't be childish!" Lin Wenxi stared at him.
"If Zheng Kai were here, he would say something like from the biological point of view that it's a stress response of the cerebral cortex, and then the brain will secrete..." said Zhao Yuan.
"Uh-huh..." Lin Wenxi no longer wanted to talk about this topic, so he asked, "What do you think of Gu Xi and Zheng Kai?"
"Gu Xi is merely a child that he doesn't know anything. If he continues to pester Zheng Kai, something will happen to him one day sooner or later." Zhao Yuan said.
"What will happen to him that day?"
"He will turn into ashes or his fragrance will vanish. You have more extensive vocabulary than me, you say it yourself."
"No, it can't be..."
"Zheng Kai is not Wang Zhengjuan, Gu Xi is not Zhou Nannan. The world is not running according to personal will. He should let it go if it is the time to, shouldn't he?" Zhao Yuan said sternly.
Lin Wenxi was a little depressed.
"The wind is getting stronger, let's go back." Zhao Yuan yawned slightly. He loosed Lin Wenxi's hand, and held his shoulder. The figures of them soon disappeared into the snow night.
That night, they slept back to back. None of them dared to get close to each other, because only in this way could they sleep in peace during the night.
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