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Finally, just as Dugu Ying was about to step out of the door, she suddenly "pooped" and she knelt down.
"Sister, even if I beg you, please forgive me! In those days, I really did something wrong. I have realized my mistakes. Over the past 26 years, I have been blaming myself and blaming myself all the time. I only hate why I was so stupid and was blinded by lard to plan you and brother Xinglang."
"But at that time, I was really young and ignorant. When I knew him, I didn't know you were already together. I always thought he liked me, just because I was young, so everyone didn't talk about it."
"Later I realized that all his special and concern for me was based on my being your sister and I was jealous! I'm so jealous."
"At that time, I always thought, why you were born with everything, beauty, family background, status, money, you don't have to work hard, just raise your hand, everything can be obtained."
"And me? Although she is the adopted daughter of the Dugu family, everyone knows that I am just a playmate bought by Dugu family
"Because they only have you as a daughter, they treat you as jewelry, so they can buy an independent person, a living life back to be your toy."
"It's no different from the dolls in your room! Do you think I'm having a good time? no I'm not happy at all! "
"Everyone knows that you are excellent. You were born to enjoy all the favors of the world. What about me? I'm just an insignificant accessory around you
"Everyone's eyes are on you, sister. I'm really jealous! But I can't help it. I don't have that life. I'm not born to be Miss Qianjin. I'm just a playmate adopted by your family after leisure."
"So I have nothing to say and dare not say anything. I even have no hope for my own life. In this life, in order to repay the kindness of Dugu family, I can be a person who can do what you say."
"But when I met brother Xinglang, I found out that I was wrong! I am a human being, not a machine. I have my own feelings, and I also have my own selfishness."
"How much I love him and how much I want to be with him. He was like a light in my dark life at that time, but even this light was robbed by you in the end."
"You are so well matched, talented and beautiful. What about me? What am I? What is my infatuation and affection that nobody knows? "
"I really can't reconcile myself! That's why I drugged him and did such a disgusting thing on your wedding night, but sister, I didn't really have anything to do with him
"I just want to get back at you. I know that if I do something to him, brother Xinglang will never forgive me. I dare not and I don't want to."
"I made a misunderstanding between you. It's my fault, but I've been making up for my guilt all these years."
"Over the years, I have sent you so many letters and e-mails to you. I have already told you the truth of that year just for your forgiveness."
"But what about you? You have never returned to me, even if a facial expression or a symbol has not returned to me, even if it is a confession, there must be a time limit! "
"Now, I have not many days to live, I know you still hate me in your heart, but I still want to ask you, is my mistake really so irreparable?"
"You still don't want to forgive me even after I've done so much and repented for so many years? Do you really want me to leave the world with regret? "
When Dugu Ying heard this, her eyes moved.
After waiting for a while, Su Wan finally finished speaking, and then he said faintly, "finished?"
Su Wan looked at her pale.
Dugu Ying then laughed, turned back and said, "you are talking so much about your grievances and innocence. By the way, you can blame me for my coldness and ruthlessness. I'm sorry, but I can't see the sincerity of your apology at all?"
Su Wan is stagnant.
He looked up at her, pale.
"I've already said..."
"You said you were wrong, but can that count?"
Dugu Ying came to her and squatted down to look at her.
There was a faint smile on her face, but it was calm and cold in her eyes. There was not much emotion, even a trace of ridicule.
"While you say that you are wrong, you also list several things that our family treats you harshly. In the end, your so-called harsh treatment can't even tell you one substantive event or evidence."
"You said that our family adopted you back, just as a toy foil, but have you ever seen a set off in this world with a high brand name?"
"Have you ever seen the foil of studying abroad? Have you ever seen the foil of being called "Miss Er Er""You always think that Dugu family owes you, but why don't you think about what kind of life you had before you came to Dugu's family?"
The woman's light fluttering words, like a heavy thunder, severely hit Su Wan's heart.
She sat on her knees and looked at Dugu Ying with disbelief.
But in my head, I recalled the days when I was in the orphanage before I was adopted by the Dugu family.
She was abandoned at the gate of the orphanage since she was a child. When the Dean picked her up, it was less than a month.
At that time, there was no Internet media. She had published her photo in the newspaper. After a month's advertisement, no one came to claim it, so she left it.
The dean's surname was Su, so she was named Su Wan.
At that time, people's life was generally not easy, not to mention orphanages.
Although the director is very kind, there are too many orphans in the orphanage. Even though she is very careful, she can't pay attention to everyone.
So, little Su Wan became the loneliest being in that orphanage.
Don't feel that all the children in this world are naive and lovely.
In such an environment, many children abandoned by their parents are born with sensitivity and inferiority.
Not only not cute enough, even a lot, but also because too young to see the darkness of the world, so their own become dark.
They ganged up, bullied other children, and robbed her of candy and clothes in places the Dean couldn't see.
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