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Outside the house came the sound of the servants moving around. Someone stopped at the door and whispered, "are you OK, miss?"
Hua Yao was stiff all over.
I don't have to think about it. I also know that the servant must have heard the news inside and didn't worry about it.
She quickly glared at the man in front of her, indicating that he would release his hand.
However, Ji Linyuan seemed to be invisible, and his hand was still on her waist, locking her between her body and the door panel, which was quite enough.
Hua Yao helpless, can only cope with a, "nothing."
The servant was puzzled, but he didn't ask any more questions and turned away.
After all the people outside left, Hua Yao glared at Ji Linyuan again and said in a cold voice, "don't you let go?"
Ji Linyuan calmly looked at her, and did not release, but slightly leaned forward, closer to her distance.
With a strong sense of oppression, Hua Yao's heart is like a thunder drum. He can't help but shrink back.
Ji Linyuan suddenly chuckled.
"Far away, you have me in your heart."
Hua Yao shook hard.
As if already determined the result, Ji Linyuan stretched out his hand and gently pinched her chin, forcing her to look up at herself. Her eyes were dark and heavy. The coldness in the bottom of her eyes faded a lot, but she had more emotions that she could not see clearly.
"Do you know what I've been thinking about all these years?"
Hua Yao is a little confused. He doesn't speak and looks at him straight.
Ji Linyuan rubbed the skin on her chin and said in a soft voice, "I often think, why did you abandon me when you loved me so warmly? Was what you said to me at that time true? You are here with me just for the sake of freshness. A poor boy who has nothing is not worthy of your status as a young lady..."
Memories of the past come to mind like a wave.
Five years ago, Hua Yao was still young and full of vigor. When she saw Ji Linyuan for the first time, she fell in love with that cool and wild young man.
But at that age, even if you like it, how can you say it easily?
The more I like it, the more entangled and awkward it is.
I love you to death, but I must pretend to be indifferent on my face.
In particular, she is the first lady of the Chinese family.
Around her, all the friends she made were rich or expensive. They were all the upper class children of Jincheng.
Even Jingning, before Mo Caiwei's accident, was the apple of the eye of the Jing family.
When one day, someone asked her if she was with a poor boy and sneered at her.
I don't know why, she blurted out, it was just for fun, what a fuss!
The other side provoked her, saying that she would only marry a country boy and be a yellow faced woman all her life. She said that she would not marry a country boy. She was the eldest lady of Fahrenheit. Even if she fell in love now, it was just a fresh picture. Those country boys could not be worthy of her?
She didn't mean it that way.
She just wanted to say that the boy she identified was not a poor boy from the countryside.
He has insight, courage and courage.
He is a pearl of dust, which can not be compared with those real vulgar country thugs.
Therefore, she believes that he can one day use his own strength to prove that he can be worthy of her.
But these explanations, she did not have a chance to say.
Ji Linyuan stood at one end of the alley and listened to all her words.
To this day, Hua Yao has never forgotten his gloomy and indifferent eyes at that time.
As if in a moment, she was pushed thousands of miles away. They were so close that they were only a few steps away, but they seemed to be far away from her.
The next day, Ji Linyuan disappeared.
In the college entrance examination is only a week less than the time, he left, quietly, not even a word to her left.
Hua Yao was angry and hated at that time.
After all, she was indulged, from small to big, who is not holding her in the palm of his hand?
But this man, just because he heard a few words, left without saying goodbye, what is this?
During that time, she searched crazily, called him crazily, and even ran to his hometown to find him.
But it turned out to be nothing.
Later, she overheard the little sisters who had been arguing with her before that someone saw Ji Linyuan go abroad, as if he was still with a woman.
She did not believe that after the examination, she ran out of the country despite her father's opposition.
It was a race car race, his eyebrows were still cool, but his spirit was high. The car was fast and steady, and he won the first prize without any suspense. He opened the door, got out of the car and hugged a girl next to him.
His face bloomed a happy and happy smile, like a knife, stabbed her eyes.
Look, how stupid you are!
She refused to admit the guilt, anxiety, worry, missing, young feeling of entanglement, self righteous love, in the eyes of others, may be just a trivial love affair.
On this side of the Atlantic, she imagined how sad he would be to hear those words, but in fact, he was full of vigor and beauty, and never even took her words into his heart or felt sorry for her.
In the end, she didn't show up and came back disappointed.
Under the precipitation of time, this unforgettable love will be buried in the bottom of my heart, never show it out again, no one knows.
Hua Yao's thoughts floated far away, along the current of time, upstream, there was such a moment, staring at the man's eyes in front of him, as if he really saw the original youth again.
Ji Linyuan is still talking.
The voice was low and hoarse.
"I once gave up on you. I thought that the distance between space and time can change everything, including my infatuation and love for you. In fact, I did it. I haven't seen you for four years. It seems that I really forget you. I can fall in love with other women, flirt, and even go to bed.
But why is your face always in front of you at the crucial step? You said, did you give me some poison? I couldn't fall in love with other women. Even the simplest physical touch was disgusting. For a while, I even questioned whether I was a normal man or not.
As a matter of fact, your reappearance proves that I am, far away, which you can clearly understand. However, there is a voice in my heart that refuses all the women outside for me, just because it has not completely put you down and forgotten you. It belongs to you. Now, do you want it? Forget all the right and wrong of the past, accept it again, and love it again
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