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Muzixi is biting her lips. Her heart is inexplicably sour. She tells herself in silence: you are just a mistress. What else do you want? You shouldn't be dreaming!
She is a woman, a woman who needs to be loved. She has never felt much warmth since childhood. She wants to feel the feeling of being held in the palm of her hand more than anyone else, so she will be lost.
Chenghaotian's interest seems to have been destroyed by her problems. His heart, inexplicably, feels inexplicably inexplicable, as if in a fog, which makes him confused and indistinguishable.
This night, two people sleep on both sides of the bed, muzixi sleepless all night. The sound of even breath came from chenghaotian's ear, but muzixi's heart was inexplicably lonely.
Once in the campus fantasy of their love, is a can be taken care of, can give themselves shelter from the wind and rain journey, two people do not have to be very rich, as long as they can work and work together every day, together to do housework, together to watch the sunset, it is satisfied. But now... I'm on a road I don't know where to go.
Until dawn, muzixi fell asleep in a daze, so that chenghaotian didn't feel it when she woke up.
Chenghaotian gets up and changes clothes, goes to the bed where muzixi sleeps, and looks at muzixi sleeping peacefully. At last, he doesn't disturb her, and his upset is still endless.
Finally chenghaotian just shook his head and quietly closed the bedroom door and left the house.
Muzixi suddenly woke up and saw that it was very bright outside. She sat up in a hurry and found that chenghaotian around her didn't know when she had left.
Muzixi is sitting on the bed. I don't know what else to do during the day? Keep cleaning and learn to cook new meals?
Do it all once. Muzixi sighs. I don't know when to start. Muzixi always sighs.
When she got to the bathroom, muzixi washed her face with clear water and wiped off her face, she found that her eyes were still red and swollen. She felt herself in the mirror and said helplessly, "I'm sorry, I've wronged you."
Muzixi poured herself a glass of milk, but before drinking it, the doorbell rang. Muzixi was afraid of the bell at this time. She was afraid to come to Lengyan.
She pretends that she is not at home and doesn't plan to open the door, because she is afraid and meets Leng Yan again.
But doorbell has been persistent thinking. Muzixi can only open the door. The visual display is turned on.
She just found that, at the door, standing is not Leng Yan, but Lin nuofan!
Only a few days later, Lin nuofan's face was full of fatigue and stubble. The blood in his eyes was so obvious that muzixi couldn't believe it. Standing in front of him was Lin nuofan, the former doctor who had a habit of cleanliness.
Muzixi's heart, inexplicable panic, subconscious step backward, she can't see him.
However, Lin nuofan is still ringing the doorbell, destroying the wall in muzixi's heart and gradually disintegrating
Chenghaotian is not there. She just sees him and lets him go at once. Otherwise, if chenghaotian comes back suddenly, it will be bad.
Thinking, muzixi opened the door.
The long pressed door finally opened.
Lin nuofan held her shoulder with blood red eyes, and looked at her with heartache: "you are here indeed." He searched all over the world, but still couldn't find her. He waited at the gate of the hospital, but it didn't work out. Three days ago, someone went to give him the money he had advanced, and he thought of it here
But unexpectedly, she is really here."Why are you with Cheng Haotian? Why do you live here? You've been separated before, haven't you? " It was his hope and hope. His eyes were eager but sad at the moment.
Every question is the most painful one in muzixi's heart. It's all the answers that make her drip blood. Muzixi covers her mouth and shakes her head constantly, but the tears are falling down like the beads that have dropped the line.
Lin nuofan grabs muzixi's shoulders, and almost all the strength on his hands will crush the thin bones of muzixi: "what's the matter? Tell me, will you? " Is it true that she succumbed to Mu Lingfeng's medical expenses.
Muzixi breaks free of Lin nuofan's hands, turns around and closes the door. He stands by the door: "brother Lin, go away, don't come to me again. I don't deserve you. Don't you want to know my relationship with Cheng Haotian? I tell you, I am the mistress of chenghaotian, I am the lowly mistress of other men Don't come to me, don't come to me..."
Muzixi said, tears burst his cheeks and hit the floor tiles. Muzixi seemed to have no strength. He slowly slid down against the door and sat on the ground.
Lin nuofan heard muzixi's words, he beat the door desperately: "Zixi, Zixi, open the door, open the door!"
Muzixi shakes his head weakly: "let's go. We don't want to see each other anymore..." From then on, she would never see him again.
Lin nuofan patted and patted, knowing that muzixi would not open the door, he put his head on the door, and said in a trembling voice: "muzixi, you wait for me to come back, I know that you are not voluntary, you are for your father, I will think of a way, I will save you, I will save you, please, please believe me..."Muzixi didn't know when Lin nuofan left. She leaned on the shoe cabinet and cried constantly for Lin nuofan and herself.
When chenghaotianban returned home, he found that the whole house was black. He opened the door and just turned on the light on the porch, but saw that muzixi was asleep on the floor of the entrance. Her eyes were swollen like a walnut. She cried? He sighed slightly, took off his coat, and gently picked up muzixi. This time, muzixi was not awakened.
Chenghaotian gently puts muzixi on the bed and covers the quilt. Muzixi is still sobbing in his sleep, which makes chenghaotian suddenly feel sad. He gently wipes the tears from the corner of muzixi's eyes. What happened on the day he left can make muzixi so sad.
After chenghaotian settled down in muzixi, he went to take a bath. He stood under the shower and let the water in the shower sprinkle on his body. He remembered that today when people went to investigate the relationship between muzixi and mulingfeng, chenghaotian's heart suddenly hurt violently when others put the information of muzixi from his childhood in front of chenghaotian.
It's no wonder that when muzixi went to see mulingfeng, he was so careful, and his face was always a kind of expression of panic. If someone had beaten his father since he was a child, his character would have changed.
Chenghaotian suddenly finds out that he has slowly distinguished muzixi from Shen yunqi. I hate Shen yunqi, not the muzixi in front of me. He found her just because they look like each other.
However, he should not fall in love with any woman.
Why can I suddenly feel inexplicable heartache? No, at least this illusion must be an illusion.
Idle, Cheng Haotian closes his eyes and lets the warm water in the shower fall on his face. His heart is a bit disordered. What's the matter with him? How can he have such a feeling that he can't speak clearly or understand the Tao
Chenghaotian wipes the water on his face randomly, and then comes out from the shower. He covers his strong body with a bath towel, wipes his wet hair randomly, and shakes off his doubts about himself just under the shower.
When muzixi woke up, she found that it was already dark. She was shocked and wanted to sit up, but she was blocked by an arm. She turned over gently and saw chenghaotian who was falling asleep.
I remember that I fell asleep crying at the door yesterday. I had a good sleep.
Chenghaotian in her dream, like a big boy, is not aggressive and indifferent in the daytime. Her face is harmless, but she is beautiful and extraordinary, which makes her heart jump inexplicably.
At this time, muzixi found that chenghaotian's eyelashes were long and her lips were pursed, just like a child who could not eat sugar.
Muzixi is entranced. At this time, chenghaotian suddenly says, "have you seen enough? If you've seen enough, make some breakfast. I'm hungry."
Although he didn't open his eyes, muzixi was flustered. He turned over to get out of bed and almost fell out of bed. Fortunately, chenghaotian held her arm and didn't fall down.
"Clumsy." Cheng Haotian opened his eyes and said to her rudely.
"Yes I'm sorry." Muzixi's face is red again.
"Not yet?" Chenghaotiansong opens the arms of muzixi.
Muzixi rushed to the kitchen and took out the eggs, bread and milk in the refrigerator.
Chenghaotian stretches down the stairs lazily. Muzixi has prepared breakfast and put it on the table.
Chenghaotian looks at muzixi's little wife's general appearance, and his lips overflow a smile unconsciously: "very fast."
Muzixi saw chenghaotian smile for the first time! She is silly. In her impression, Cheng Haotian is a cold faced Yama. She never knows what a smile is. Some of them are cruel. But today is different from the past.
Muzixi sits on the opposite side of chenghaotian and carefully says, "I'm sorry yesterday..."
Chenghaotian frowned slightly. This woman said sorry several times this morning: "OK, next time I have to go to bed, what is sleeping on the ground? It's not that there's no bed at home. From now on, be quiet. I'll go to work after eating. I'm very busy today."
Is this the morning Cheng Haotian said the most? Muzixi blinks at chenghaotian, who is sitting opposite. He doesn't speak any more, but drinks the milk in front of him quietly.
Muzixi is still quiet at home, only occasionally in the back garden, holding a book, sitting on the swing reading, the sun through the thin leaves, the sun spots on muzixi's book, muzixi simply closed the book, closed his eyes, enjoy the afternoon sun.
In the evening, chenghaotian didn't have a phone, and muzixi cooked a table of meals. He could only sigh and eat some by himself, and put them in the refrigerator. Chenghaotian didn't eat the leftovers, but muzixi could eat them hot at noon.
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