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"Zixi, I know your feelings very well. It's not just pity. I really like you. It's not because you live hard and want to help you to get close to you, but because you are strong, brave, kind and optimistic. What's more, I really hope that I can stay by your side forever from the bottom of my heart, protect the fragile and hidden you that make me heartache, and give you a stable life Please give me a chance to take care of you? " Lin nuofan said, every word said so firmly, as if there was no way to change the oath.
At this time, he is only five meters away from her, and his eyes are filled with the most sincere feelings, so that muzixi can see the truth.
Strong, brave, kind and optimistic, muzixi listens to Lin nuofan's judgment, and tears fall from his eyes again.
She never thought about her advantages, but in his heart, her beauty was not her wishful thinking.
It turns out that the people she likes also like her.
However, what he likes is the strong, brave, kind and optimistic muzixi. Now, muzixi is just a confused and pitiful person who even hates herself to the extreme!
"No more. I don't want to hear it. I'm not worthy." Muzixi stares at Lin nuofan, who is still thinking of her approach. Her tears break through the dike completely. These words used to be what she would like to hear in her dreams. But now these words can only be a sharp steel knife for her, which almost drives her crazy.
She loves him, and she can't think of any reason why she can't move her heart. However, why does God always play a trick on her? When she has lost all qualifications, she is given the dream love, the wrong time, the wrong place, even the right person, the right words, all seem to delay her heart.
"No, you have to listen. You have to listen to me." Rinovan's sincere eyes locked on her.
His hand finally touched her shoulder, and he finally hung up and forced her to stare at himself.
The temperature of rinovan's palm is a little hot. His eyes are very clean, as clear as the stream between the mountains, one can see to the end. In the eyes of Lin nuofan, muzixi saw herself, and let her reason, which was almost drowned by Lin nuofan's love, wake up again.
What she was wearing was given by chenghaotian. She had a bag in her hand and also by chenghaotian. She was already a nanny, mistress and the man's belongings who did not see freedom. What qualification does she have to accept Lin nuofan.
Her body, so dirty, so dirty that his touch would only dirty his hands.
Thinking, muzixi pushed away like an electric shock! "Brother Lin Don't touch me. I don't deserve it! I'm really dirty now..." She cried and hissed like a knife in his heart!
He's ready. But he doesn't care!
As long as she can stay with him! He doesn't care about anything!
"Zixi, I used to think that to love someone is to guard silently, so I choose to stay with you until you find my feelings for you, but now I clearly understand this heart, I want you, I want you to accompany me through the next decade, the next decade, until we get old, I don't care about anything else, I don't care about what happened during this period of time... I don't care what decision you make! You are the muzixi in my heart! This will not change in a lifetime! So, there is no unworthiness! Don't say anything about it! As long as my heart is filled with you, the whole world, only you deserve my love! " Lin nuofan holds muzixi's hand and puts it in the position of his heart. The heart beats fast, almost shaking the whole world of muzixi!
He shouts out words, let muzixi completely stupefied!
He really doesn't care, doesn't care how dirty she is, doesn't care that she has been someone else's mistress, does he really don't care!
"I don't want to see you live so tired alone. I want to protect you and share the pain with you. I know maybe I can't give you a guarantee that the future will be better, but it will be easier for two people to stay together anyway, right? It doesn't matter that you don't love me, but please give me a chance to take care of you. Maybe I can't give my uncle such a day in Huiyao hospital, but I will never let you practice yourself and hurt you again..."
Lin nuofan's hands pressed her shoulders tightly, and the heat and eager desire in her eyes flowed out, which was conveyed to muzixi's heart.
She could clearly feel the urgency and sincerity of the man in front of her, but there was no way to respond. Even if love can't be without, she has no right to own it, because even if he doesn't care, she cares!
She has no right to respond to his feelings. Today, muzixi is not a free person, but a cheap accessory!
In looking for chenghaotian that day, she has given up her own, she has no hope for the future. So, she can't accept him. Even if she accepts rinovan, she can only harm him and make him the laughingstock of the whole world!
More than anyone else, she wanted to tell him how eager she was to let him talk to herself, and she wanted to live a simple life forever. But all these can only be extravagant hope, for her it is just a short-lived dream.
Lin nuofan's eyes have been around her, he is waiting for the response of muzixi. It doesn't matter if she refuses, as long as she can keep herself by her side. Rinovan's definition of love is simple and pure. Once it is determined, it will never let go.
Muzixi is the one he loves most in his life and the one he can't leave behind.
His hands trembled slightly, his heart full of fear and expectation. Muzixi raised her head, her face was full of tears. She stared at Lin nuofan's clean face, but her mouth was open, but she could not say a word.
What should she do if she can't promise or refuse?
Her eyes were full of confusion.
This confusion, let Lin nuofan suddenly nervous, the next second suddenly hugged her in the arms, her thin waist is not enough to fill a grip, she, how thin so much.
If there is a future, he will not let this woman be hurt a little bit, even at the expense of his own can not let her be hurt.
Muzixi knows that she can't do this. Even though the arms of this man are broad, she is not qualified to lie here. But she is greedy for the warmth of rinovan's chest. Listening to his beating heart, she knows that there is another person who loves her, which makes her feel warm.
Painfully closed his eyes, let Lin nuofan hold her, subconsciously want to reach out to hold Lin nuofan, but her catkin stopped in the air.
Want to hold Lin nuofan tightly, but there is no such courage, she clearly can't accept him, so don't be so confused..
She closed her eyes gently and let the tears burst the dike, so that she would indulge again for the last time, because only in linuofan's arms can she cry without fear, just once, let her luxury try to snuggle in his arms, after that, she will not see him again.
Her shaking shoulders and a soft whimper struck him in the heart like a tiny needle. He didn't know what happened to muzixi, but he felt her helplessness and despair deeply.
Muzixi is infatuated with the beauty of linnuofan, and suddenly her outstretched hand mercilessly breaks all this. Muzixi fell into the arms of a man!
Muzixi looks back in horror! But I saw the devil like man, Cheng Haotian!
Chenghao's anger in the sky's eyes was about to burst out when he saw the tears in the eyes of muzixi! After asking the driver to send muzixi to the hospital, he always asked the driver to follow muzixi for fear that muzixi would run secretly. When the driver reported to himself that muzixi was crying at the door of the ward, chenghaotian didn't know what the reason was. He put down all his work and came to the hospital, but he actually saw the scene in front of him!
It's really touching! In the car, Cheng Haotian has already rubbed his finger bones. He watched Lin nuofan walk to muzixi with a gentle face, and hands on muzixi's shoulders. Although there were tears on muzixi's face, his expression was the gentleness he had never seen before! That is only in front of the beloved person's expression, this kind of expression, in the past that woman in the face of their own time also had!
Cheng Hao Tian can no longer bear it, this is her mistress! This is her man! How could she dare to be so affectionate with other men outside now? It's impossible for him to give muzixi the chance to abandon herself like the woman before!
Chenghaotian's silver gray suit looks particularly bright. The long and narrow peach blossom eyes sweep over muzixi's body and turn to be ferocious, staring at Lin nuofan. His eyes were like countless arrows, and he wished to cut holes in rinovan's body one by one.
No one can touch his woman, not even look at her.
Chenghaotian pulls muzixi to his front with one hand, and then pulls her back to his car.
Muzixi's mind was in a mess. She couldn't react to what she had just done in a few seconds. First, Lin nuofan's confession, then Cheng Haotian's sudden appearance. It was really a mess!
"Zixi -" Lin nuofan didn't know what happened. He called and kept up with chenghaotian and muzixi.
Muzixi turned around and saw the doubts and anxieties on Lin nuofan's face. The face was more and more far away from her. Muzixi suddenly responded, "brother Lin -" she cried and struggled hard.
Seeing muzixi's reaction, chenghaotian pulls muzixi's hand harder. Muzixi feels that her arm is about to dislocate. She doesn't care about the pain from her arm and still turns her head to look at Lin nuofan.
OK, that's great! This picture of two people looks like he's fighting with each other!
Chenghaotian almost pulls and drags her into the car. Lin nuofan is ready to catch up, but suddenly a dozen big men block his way.
"What are you doing? move out of my way! Zixi! " Lin nuofan tried hard to get rid of one of the bodyguards, but was suddenly pushed away by a bodyguard. He stepped back several steps and tried his best to stabilize himself before he fell down. Just standing, he rushed up again while shouting. But how can a person's strength stop more than a dozen strong men? They are beaten to the ground several times."No! Brother Lin! " Chenghaotian has been hurled into muzixi in the car. Seeing this scene, xiongku feels as painful as tearing! I want to rush in the direction of rinovan!
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