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But this time, at least, he won't let her go!
In this way, Lin nuofan was flustered, and was waiting for Muzi River to come out at the gate of the hospital.
Half an hour later, muzixi finally came out of the electronic door of Huiyao hospital.
Looking at her from afar, his face was sad and heartbroken. His eyes were empty and he walked out. At that moment, his heart was broken into pieces.
It's only three days since I saw her. Lin nuofan feels that muzixi is thin again, which makes her look like a kite that will be blown away at any time. Lin nuofan has an impulse to hold her line tightly in his hand and never let go again!
Although there is still a certain distance between them, Lin nuofan can clearly see that there are still dry tears hanging on the corner of muzixi's eyes, and his eyes are red, which is particularly prominent on her pale face. Lin nuofan can't help clenching his fist.
What's the matter? Was Mu Lingfeng scolded again? Or is it because of money? He really wanted to know why she cried or wanted to rush up to hold her and tell her that he would let her rely on him and he would take the responsibility for her!
Lin nuofan's eyes are shining deeply at Muzi River, but she still doesn't see Lin nuofan. She puts her hands in her coat pocket and walks forward silently. Her face is sad. At this moment, there is no disguise.
She is very tired and tired, but everything should have been settled. She has also fulfilled her long cherished wish. Why is she still so sad.
Lin nuofan gazed at the steps of muzixi and couldn't help walking forward for two steps. However, his feet were as heavy as a thousand catties, and he couldn't take another step.
Originally there were thousands of words to say, but now I see muzixi, he can't say a word! Even, he felt that every step forward of muzixi, the courage of his heart and mouth was less and less.
Damn, how can it be so useless at this time! Lin nuofan thought of biting his teeth, watching muzixi walk closer step by step. He didn't even know where to put his hands. There was no way. He put his hands into his coat pocket.
As soon as I put it in, I felt a metal material. Hold it tight - it's a phone! Rinovan's eyes brightened again. He took the phone out of his pocket and dialed the numbers that had been back to back.
Linnuofan's eyes returned to muzixi.
Looking at muzixi, it seems that she felt a shock in her jacket pocket, frowned and took out her mobile phone, and saw the name of "Lin nuofan" beating on the screen. Her mouth involuntarily raised a happy smile, as if what she saw was not just a name or a phone, but a sunshine in the dark.
That's the smile she gave him. It's beautiful.
Looking at her smile like this, Lin nuofan's inner heat is like turning over the river and pouring into the sea, gathering her passionate love.
But soon, a trace of melancholy crept up her brow again. She seemed to think she was a dirty thing and unworthy of answering the phone.
Lin nuofan looked at muzixi, who hesitated to hold the phone in his hand, and felt the prompt sound coming from the earpiece hit him in the ear, stabbed him in the heart, answered, why not.
Obviously she looks at him like the sun, but why not answer his phone, let his heart all pull.
At this time, muzixi was in confusion.
What did rinovan look for her for? What should she say? She, is miss him, the heart clamors to want to answer his phone.
However, she was afraid that he would ask where she had gone these days. What should she answer? She didn't know. She even put her finger on the "hang up" button, but she didn't have the strength to press it.
She should be cruel to herself. Obviously, she doesn't deserve to hear her voice.
Thinking about it, she hesitated for a few seconds. She couldn't help but wait for the phone to ring again.
At least, let her feel more for a while. There are people in the world who miss her.
Looking at the name on the phone, muzixi chooses to close her eyes until the phone stops ringing, and then she opens a pair of empty eyes that have lost focus.
Nothing, muzixi.
She has decided to become an accessory of that man, doesn't it, which means that she will give up rinovan completely, completely disappear from his life without leaving a trace.
Standing not far away, looking at her affectionately, Lin nuofan stubbornly dials her number again, feeling like sinking into a deep well, knowing that the water will slowly submerge him, but still climbing up again and again.
Before, maybe he thought it was a long time, and he could slowly let muzixi feel his sincerity. But now linnuofan knows that many things are quietly changing. This feeling makes him want to catch her urgently, but he can't let her leave again.
The phone rang again, and the eyes of muzixi flashed a mess.
She can be cruel to herself once, but it doesn't mean that she is really hard hearted. In the face of the only person she has ever loved, her insistence finally disappears a little bit. When Lin nuofan thought that she would not answer the phone for the second time, muzixi finally connected the phone trembling.
"Hello, Zixi -" Lin nuofan's voice came into muzixi's ear after being baked by the afternoon sun. It was not so hot, but it was enough to bring warmth and strength to muzixi.
"Brother Lin, what can I do for you?" She pretended to be calm on her face, but her heart was full of ups and downs. Once how deeply loved a person, now even to see, do not dare to see, listen to also dare not listen.
His voice is still so gentle, but it makes her heart walk on the blade.
hearing her opening words, Lin nuofan feels a little sad. Can they really only contact when something is going on?
Some things are quietly changing. This kind of change is not what rinovan wants.
"Nothing, just want to ask Uncle's medical expenses have you raised?" Lin nuofan pretended that he didn't know anything. He asked calmly. From afar, he could see the whole face of muzixi.
Her face was full of lonely but still brave smile.
Let his heart sink, he was thinking about what he wanted to say and what he could say to let muzixi open his heart to him. Don't try to be so brave in front of him again. Try to break his heart.
"Well, I've already solved it. You don't have to worry. If it's OK, I'll hang up." Don't gasp to finish a paragraph of words, muzixi first time ready to hang up, she, can't listen to his worried tone.
She doesn't deserve him to miss her so much.
"Zixi! Hang up later and hear me out." Rinovan has seen her movements. The voice couldn't help being louder and excited.
He, must say! He can't wait any longer. He's afraid that if she hangs up again, she won't answer.
I don't know what Lin nuofan is going to say, but there is a kind of strange feeling in his heart, which makes muzixi pause. He doesn't hang up immediately.
"Zixi, I like a girl." Lin's voice, light, affectionate.
It falls in the heart of muzixi, but it seems like a huge stone is thrown into the lake, setting off a storm.
He, finally have the person that likes.
Heart, a numb heart, is full of bitter pain.
Why? It hurts so much. I'm ready for it tomorrow morning. An excellent person like him will have an excellent girl in his life sooner or later, right.
She never expected to be herself, but why does her heart hurt so much? It seems that even her breath will be taken away.
A drop of tears, finally silent slide, her vision became blurred, more can not see their own surrounding environment. She didn't know at the moment that the one who loved her deeply was standing not far away, looking at the tears she shed, happy and distressed.
He is happy, she cares about him, so she also likes him, but as long as he looks at her tears, he can't help but want to go.
"Congratulations, brother Lin." Muzixi arranges his voice to make it sound ordinary.
If he had not been looking at her at the moment, he would have been cheated by her, but now that he knew her mind, he would never let her go again.
"I really like that girl Like her strong, like her bright and weak but always show off, like her smile, like, even I don't know, I can't do without her
Listening to Lin nuofan's thoughts, muzixi didn't know why Lin nuofan wanted to say these things to her, but she didn't hang up, and tears flowed down even more unstoppable.
He used to like that girl so much
"But when I found out, she was going to leave me. I know I can't wait any longer because I really can't live without her..." When he said that, rinovan's heart was shaking, and he did it. He finally said it.
Muzixi's tears, wanton flow, completely can no longer speak.
She thought that she could do it. She thought that one day he found someone he liked and she could bless him. But when it happened, she found that she couldn't do it. She couldn't even say a few words of blessing.
Lin nuofan looked at muzixi and closed his eyes painfully. He felt that his eyes were also rising. He gazed at muzixi from afar. His voice sank and said, "Zixi, I want to tell you that I love you..." His voice trembled softly, finally in this courage, he stepped forward, step by step into her sight, and approached her.
His words, as if a huge wave, suddenly submerged muzixi into the sea, let her from just almost suffocating pain, suddenly submerged into the sweet sea.
She, is it wrong? How could it be? His words, at the end of the day, appeared her name, that excellent Lin nuofan, how could she fall in love with this poor and destitute her.
"Zixi, don't cry From now on, you will have me by your side. As long as you open your eyes, I will be in front of you..." Lin nuofan's voice seems to be more and more true, which makes muzixi finally open his eyes. To her consternation, she actually saw him and appeared in her near place.
Next second, muzixi can't help but cover his mouth!
Only three days later, the man in front of her, unexpectedly, was full of embarrassment between the eyebrows, stubble like, lost the previous show, it can be seen how worried he is about her these days.
He is the only one who really cares about her in the world. If he said this before meeting Cheng Haotian, she would go mad with joy. But now, she doesn't deserve it. She really doesn't deserve his confession and his love!
"Brother Lin You must not like my feeling, just sympathize with me. How can I match you..." Her voice, shivering, looked at the approach of rinovan, and she was almost ashamed.
He, too beautiful, too clear, clear, as if to shine out her dark, as long as a step closer, she will be like a moth, put out the fire, into ashes.
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