novelMum, I Am Unable To Forget Her, I Really Cannot Forget Her
| ← Ch.0565 | Ch.0567 → |
Yin Muchen stepped forward and called out, "Mum!"
Liu Wanxin could not see, but when she heard her son's voice, a smile quickly appeared on her face, and she stretched both of her hands forward and said, "Ah Chen, you are back already?"
"Mum." Yin Muchen went down on one knee, and he held both of Liu Wanxin's hands. He was serious as he examined her pale face."Mum, what's wrong? Are you not feeling well? Why do you look unwell?"
Liu Wanxin wanted to speak, but at this moment, Xiao Qing spoke first, "Older Brother, Godma has not been herself lately. She has been coughing regularly. Godma's appetite is also not too good. She is unable to eat her meals and has slimmed down a lot. I find many strands of white hair on Godma's head everyday. I wanted to give you a call, but Godma did not allow me..."
"Xiao Qing!" Liu Wanxin quickly interrupted Xiao Qing. She had a serious expression on her face and chided her, "Why are you bringing all of this up? Ah Chen is busy with his work. Don't bother him with these small matters."
Xiao Qing felt wronged as she pouted, and she had a pitiful expression in her large eyes as she looked at Yin Muchen.
Yin Muchen did not look at her at all, as he said, "Mum, you have to give me a call when you do not feel well. How can this be a small matter? Did you go and visit the doctor? What did the doctor say? I will bring you to do a full body check-up tomorrow."
Liu Wanxin patted Yin Muchen's hand and said, "Ah Chen, you don't have to worry. The doctor just came over yesterday. I am in good health, but I have contracted a cold recently. Added together with my age, I have a lot of small problems. You don't have to be worried. I don't need a full body check-up. Ah Chen, as long as you are able to come and visit Mother frequently, Mummy would not be sick anymore."
Yin Muchen was regretful and felt bad inside his heart."Okay, Mum, I will come and visit you often in the future."
"That would be good. Ah Chen. Let's go. Let's go and eat dinner. The dishes that we are having today are what you liked to eat when you were young."
...
Around the round dining table, Yin Muchen sat down by Liu Wanxin's side. Xiao Qing stood by Liu Wanxin's side as she scooped the soup. Yin Muchen took the bowl she held in her hands and said, "Let me do it."
Yin Muchen unintentionally touched Xiao Qing's small hand when he took the bowl from her. Xiao Qing's face turned red immediately, and she was shy as she went to sneak a peek at Yin Muchen. That man was focused in scooping the soup, and from her angle, she could see half of his side profile. Over the past three years, he's become even more mature and handsome, and there was elegant and pure aura on his body that made her not dare to look him in the eye.
He would come over frequently to accompany Liu Wanxin. She would stand at one side as she looked at him lovingly, but he never said anything to her, and he would not even look at her in the eye as if she was just air.
Upon thinking about this, Xiao Qing felt extremely angry and frustrated.
"Mum, the soup is by the side of your hand. Eat it when it gets a little cooler. Eat the rice first." Yin Muchen placed the bowl and chopsticks into the centre of Liu Wanxin's palms.
Liu Wanxin had a bright smile on her face as she took it into her hands. She took a bite of rice before hesitating and carefully saying, "Ah Chen, it is not that Mum is rushing you, but you are also 31 years old this year. You are not young anymore. Didn't you have a girlfriend a while ago? When are you going to get married? Mother is getting older and older. Take the chance when I still do not have a major illness, and give birth to some kids quickly to let Mother raise them. Mother wants to hear them call me Grandma. By doing this, I would be able to report back to your father well when we meet in our afterlife."
Yin Muchen did not have any sign of alarm on his face. Over the past three years, he had already gotten used to Mother rushing him to get married. He nonchalantly answered, "Mum, I still do not want to get married yet."
"You do not want to get married yet? Then when do you want to get married? Ah Chen, you have been using this excuse for the past three years. Don't look for an excuse today, just say it directly: are you not thinking of getting married because you are still thinking of getting married to that someone?"
Upon hearing what she said, Yin Muchen raised his eyebrows and looked around before asking in a deep voice, "Did you say something in front of Madam again?"
"Hmph!" Liu Wanxin snorted coldly and directly slammed the utensils in her hands onto the dining table."Don't threaten them. Do they dare to say anything in front of me? Do they need to talk about this? Xiao Qing normally pushes me out to get some fresh air, and all of T City is talking about the gossip between you and that Yin Shuiling. You have not come over to visit Mother for the past two months. Did you get together with that Yin Shuiling again? You are trying to anger Mother to death."
Yin Muchen did not have much emotion, and he placed his chopsticks down quietly before looking over at Liu Wanxin. He asked her, "Mum, haven't we gotten our revenge already?"
Liu Wanxin froze, and she did not expect him to ask her this question.
"Mum, Yin De is in jail now. Shi Xiaoqing has also passed away. The revenge that we were supposed to take has all been done. Although Shui Ling is their daughter, she is innocent. She does not know anything about all these."
Liu Wanxin laughed coldly as she said, "Ah Chen, I understand what you are trying to say. There is no relation between the grievances of the previous generation and the current generation. Over the past three years, I have never made life difficult for Yin Shuiling. I have also not asked you to take action against Yin Shuiling, but Ah Chen, can't you just understand Mum? The evil sins of Yin De have nothing to do with Yin Shuiling, but she is still his daughter, after all. You allowed her to hang out in front of me. Aren't you just reminding me again and again of how your father died so pitifully and how I was tortured by Yin De... Ah Chen, Mum does not have any extreme demands. As long as you separate from Yin Shuiling, she leads her own life, and we will go on with our own life, isn't it good this way?"
"Yeah." Yin Muchen nodded his head and said, "It is very good this way, I have also thought this way for the past three years, so the girlfriends that Mum asked me to date, I dated them one after the other. I did not dare to slack off..."
"Since you have already done so, then you should just continue on, Ah Chen. Mum doesn't have much requirements for my future daughter-in-law. As long as she is virtuous and loves you, it would be fine."
"But I have requirements." Yin Muchen held Liu Wanxin's hand. His dark eyes were full of pain and sadness as he said, "Mum, I am unable to forget her. I really cannot forget her."
"Ah Chen, you..."
"Mum, over the past three years, I was sick. I was sick inside my heart, and I was physically sick. I went to see the doctor, but they all could not cure me."
"What?" Liu Wanxin's expressions changed drastically, she touched Yin Muchen's face as she anxiously said, "Where are you not feeling well? Let Mummy have a look..."
"Mum, three years ago, when Shui Ling was 18 years old, I raped her. She bled so much underneath me> At that time, Aunty carried her, and she could not even close her eyes..."
Liu Wanxin was extremely shocked as she stuttered, "You..."
"Mum, over the past three years, I always had nightmares. In my dream, it would be full of images of her looking pitiful as she could not even close her eyes. After that, I did not dare to sleep. I could only rely on sleeping pills. She came back this time, and I forced myself on her again. She took contraceptive pills without telling me and she had an allergic reaction to the contraceptives. She was in so much pain that she curled up on the bed as she cried. When I hugged her, she was so so scared at that time. I was afraid that she would leave me, just like how she did... When I was 18 years old, Daddy was gone. Mummy, you suddenly left me just like that..."
Liu Wanxin's empty eyes were instantly full of tears. She did not know. He had never said all these words to her in the past three years.... .
If she did not pity her son, who would do so? Was this all due to the sins?
They were probably ill fated.
"Mum, in the past three years, I've had many girlfriends. There were some times that I lost all hope and would want to have relations with those women, but that did not do, Mum. I was unable to get hard... I could not control my body's reactions at all. I thought I had a problem with my health, but she came back again, outside the comic studio that day. I just had a glance at her, and I had a reaction immediately... All of my instincts are telling me that I want her, and I only want her.
"Mum, sorry. I am really so sorry. I do not want to hurt your heart. I am working very very hard to listen to your words... At that time I met her when I was 18 years old, and I just knew that she was a luxury item. I was unable to get here, and I did not match her. I wanted to let her go and let go of Mum. I also wanted to let go of myself, but I really was unable to do so...
"There are millions of women in the entire world. I have had many, but they are not what I want. The thing that I want has only been her from the start.
"Mum, please don't blame her. None of this is her fault. She does not know anything about what Yin De did, but I have already made her pay the price. My family was ruined entirely when I was 18 years old. It was also the same for her. She was an 18 year old girl, and I caused her to lose both her father and mother at the same time.
"She also did not bother me. It was always me that was sticking to her. Three years ago, she did not love me anymore. She said that loving me was just like a disaster. She also did not want me anymore. She was willing to go back to England to roam around and was also not willing to stay by my side.
"If Mum wants to blame someone, blame me then. I'm the one who did not control my own body. In the past, I would never have thought that I would fall in love with someone in my entire life and would not be able to forget her for the rest of my life... If I were able to know that this would happen, I would be willing to starve to death on the side of the road when I was 18 years old. I would also choose not to go to the Yin family, then I would not have met her..."
....
Yin Shuiling went back to the villa. Aunty was not around. The villa was cold and empty at night without a single light inside it.
She walked inside and switched on the lights in the living room. She had to take her dinner at night, and she did not want to go hungry, so she walked over to the living room and planned to cook personally.
There were many fruits and vegetables in the fridge. She had a glance and took out some noodles, a piece of steak, and some other ingredients to prepare a bowl of spaghetti.
She'd eaten this kind of Western food in England very frequently, so it was extremely simple for her to make. Six years ago, she was 15 years old and pitied him for always eating out, so she secretly learned how to cook, and she did not have the chance over these years to cook for him even once, but thanks to her culinary skills, she took care of herself very well in the past three years she'd spent in England.
She was not the one who was disadvantaged.
The key point of spaghetti was its sauce. She took out some olive oil to flavour the noodles before adding some vanilla to a small bowl of pesto. She bent over to have a taste; it tasted pretty good.
At this moment, the phone in her pocket started to ring. She took it out to have a look. It was Hu Ya.
"Hello..." She answered the call. 𝒇𝑟𝑒𝙚𝑤𝙚𝐛𝑛oν𝚎l - 🅽🅽novel
"Hello, Miss Yin, is President with you? I called him and was unable to get through. There is an emergency in the office that requires his approval. Can I trouble you to ask him to answer the phone?"
Yin Shuiling listened on as she froze for a second before she curled the corners of her lips into a smile."Secretary Hu, your President is not with me."
"He is not?" Hu Ya found it weird and said, "Didn't he say that..."
Yin Shuiling did not listen and hung up immediately.
She placed her phone back into her pocket and focused as she cooked the spaghetti.
Didn't that man say that he was working overtime in the office? What was the meaning of this call?
| ← Ch. 0565 | Ch. 0567 → |