novelDo You Want To Kill Yourself?
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Translator: EndlessFantasy Translation Editor: EndlessFantasy Translation
Yuan Xuan tightened his arms around Mu Chenyan and lifted her chin with his slightly trembling fingers. He stared into her soul through her deep eyes and said in a low, coaxing manner, "I don't care about your virtue!" "I need to find the one who defiled you and avenge you..."
He was telling the truth. Everything else that he cared about meant nothing compared to Mu Chenyan!
Even if she was no longer clean, she was still Mu Chenyan!
Mu Chenyan shut her eyes and said in a brief cold tone, "Besides you, no one else will bully me!" "Do you want to kill yourself?"
"Two years ago, I was trapped in that cage and you broke the hands of those who bullied me!" "Right now, I'm trapped in this cage. If you're willing to let me go, I will be very thankful!"!
Yuan Xuan was moved by her words. His eyes turned cold and the anxious beast at the bottom of his heart was trying to get out again.
He was afraid to lose her, and he hated such feeling of helplessness.
He tightened his hug and Mu Chenyan frowned in pain. Her knees trembled and the bad memories from last night reminded her to not deny him when the odds were against her. Since she cannot win by force, she should go with what he wanted!
Yuan Xuan saw the painful look on her face, he suddenly realized how ridiculous and foolish his actions were. Even at this moment, he was hurting her!
He quickly loosened his grip and started caressing her. His restrained voice sounded a little hoarse as he tried to control his emotions and appeased her in a comforting manner.
"Don't worry and stop over-thinking! I won't ask if you're not willing to say!"
Mu Chenyan remained silent. She did not even want to look at him.
As Yuan Xuan look at her delicate red lips, he suddenly lowered his head and planted a light kiss on them.
Mu Chenyan trembled and scenes of last night's traumatic moments played slowly in front of her eyes. She was afraid of enraging Yuan Xuan by retaliating and history will repeat itself. Thus, she dare not make a move.
Yuan Xuan tried his best to restrain his kiss and did not do anything else.
There was not a hint of hostility around him. Instead, he hugged Mu Chenyan tightly and continued to say in a comforting voice,
"You can stay here at ease. After a while, you can go out and work if you want to. As for the thoughts of leaving me, I'm sure that you'll slowly forget about it, right?"
Yuan Xuan spoke extremely softly and gently.
But Mu Chenyan knew that it was a command and not a discussion.
Mu Chenyan eyes opened widely. She stared furiously at Yuan Xuan, the depths of her heart roaring wantonly for the love-hate feelings she has for him.
Her throat gave out a few choking sounds as she sobbed, "Yuan Xuan, you... what do I have to do for you to let me go..."
Yuan Xuan looked at her delicate face affectionately. Suddenly, he stood up straight, carried her from the bay window and put her on the bed.
He covered her with a blanket and rubbed his big rough hands on her little feet, "See, its freezing cold!"
He avoided Mu Chenyan's question.
He looked at the persistent look in Mu Chenyan's eyes and continued saying in a low voice, "Little Chenyan, please forgive me!"! "I'm afraid of losing you..."
"Don't sit there next time, you'll catch a cold. It will be difficult for a woman who caught a cold to bear a child!" "You're irritated now, but when you think about the baby that we'll have in the future, will you feel better?"
Mu Chenyan was so angry that she could feel the blood rushing to the top of her head!
A baby? He was still thinking about having a baby?? Who said that she would bore him a child?
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Mu Chenyan did not go downstairs for dinner. Yuan Xuan got Ah Fu to bring her dinner up to her. Mu Chenyan was still feeling weak, she slept after eating a little even though it was not bedtime yet.
In the midst of blurriness, she thought she could hear conversations coming from downstairs.
"I'm sorry, Third Young Master, the surveillance cameras are not working. Everything that happened yesterday and the day before was not recorded..."
The helper Liu Hui was trembling in fear and he dare not even raise his head.
The Third Young Master wanted to look at the surveillance videos recorded during the two days that he was away. Coincidentally, the surveillance camera was broken at such a critical moment!
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