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"Miss Gu, you are truly mistaken, the reason why I did not avoid Jiang Jun is because of my body. The reason is indeed because my relationship with Jiang Jun is no longer the same as it was in the past." As if her thoughts were hit straight by Gu Qingyou's words, Su Mo was once again, anxious to clear them off.
Gu Qingyou continued, "I believe that for two people in love to be together for even a second is enough, and you think that leaving him is enough for him to start a new life. In truth, his future will be filled with torture because of your departure. So, are you really willing to let Jiang Jun hate and love you her entire life? "
Su Mo's body heavily trembled.
Gu Qingyou once again turned her head to look at Su Mo; however, this time, a shallow smile appeared on her face."Don't feel like doing this is a kind of love. Actually, it's just selfishness. Selfishness wants that person to worry about you for the rest of their lives."
The blood color on Su Mo's face slowly faded, and even her lips had turned white.
Gu Qingyou took a deep breath, and said, "Go and find him, even if you have many misgivings, you should still face it together with him."
After meeting Su Mo face to face, she got the Uncle Ying to send her to the Jiang's Hospital.
Uncle Ying could not help but ask in concern after seeing her not looking too good after she got on the carriage, "Madam, you don't seem to be in a good mood."
Gu Qingyou leaned against the back of the leather chair and looked out the window in a daze. Due to being immersed in her own thoughts, she didn't hear the concern of the Uncle Ying.
Uncle Ying felt that Gu Qingyou had something on his mind, so he did not ask anymore.
When Gu Qingyou came to the hospital, Aunt Shu was in a deep sleep. Gu Qingyou sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the elder's loving face quietly.
At this moment, she said to the Aunt Shu in her heart??
I'm sorry, Aunt Shu, I might have made you lose??
Everything was as Gu Qingyou had guessed. When she returned from the hospital, Jiang Jun was already at home. The servant said that he was in her room.
When they arrived at the room that she shared with Jiang Jun, she took a deep breath before turning the handle of the door and entering.
Jiang Jun was indeed in her room, he was sitting on the only sofa, her expression was extremely solemn and calm.
Gu Qingyou moved in front of Jiang Jun, maintaining a calm expression on her face.
Jiang Jun stood up from the sofa and looked down at her with a rare sharp gaze.
Gu Qingyou felt that it was a little strange. She wanted to turn around and dodge, but Jiang Jun grabbed her chin.
Jiang Jun didn't use too much strength, so he didn't hurt her in the slightest. He only wanted her to face her.
Gu Qingyou was guilty, so even though his eyes were facing him, she was looking elsewhere.
But Jiang Jun did not allow it, she carried Gu Qingyou up and walked to the big bed in the room.
Gu Qingyou would always wrap her arms around Jiang Jun's neck, but she did not do so this time.
Jiang Jun was obviously unhappy, as she laid Gu Qingyou down on the bed with a heavy weight. He half knelt on the edge of the bed, both hands supporting her body sides, and those black eyes which had always been calm, now surged with intense emotions.
She knew that she could not hide her whereabouts from him, and furthermore, she had asked the Uncle Ying to send her to the Venice Hotel.
Gu Qingyou turned her face away and said slowly with a calm tone, "No matter what you think, I think what I did was the right thing to do."
Jiang Jun's black eyes were gloomy as she stared at her with a dark expression. His expression was filled with anger, but there was an emotion that was even more intense and profound than anger in her eyes."You kept saying that you believed me??"
Gu Qingyou interrupted Jiang Jun."I believe in you. I believe that you will be good to me in the future. You will fulfill your promise to me, but??" Gu Qingyou turned her head and finally looked at him coldly, saying indifferently, "I thought I could stay by your side. Even if you loved others, when I knew that it was just a misunderstanding between you two and that she still loved you dearly, I couldn't do it again??"
The depths of Jiang Jun's black eyes still surged intensely.
Gu Qingyou looked at the sullen expression on his face that she was not familiar with, and continued to speak with her soft and soft voice, "You two love each other, but I am standing between you two. Jiang Jun, do you think I should?"
Jiang Jun spat out coldly, "This is already the past."
"This is indeed something from the past, but right now, it is no different from the past. You still love her, and she still deeply loves you." Gu Qingyou no longer avoided him, and looked at the depths of Jiang Jun's black eyes, and said calmly. I want to ask you, if I wasn't by your side today, would you have gone to see Su Mo? "
Jiang Jun still did not speak with a voice that was as warm as before, "I won't make any hypothetical answers."
Gu Qingyou chuckled, "I think so. After all, the person I love is still alive and has loved me for so many years, how could I not want to meet him? "
Jiang Jun did not deny her conjecture.
"I know that you don't want to let me down, Jiang Jun, but you don't know that the ideal other half of my life is someone who loves and loves me. If I didn't hear from you that the person you love doesn't love you, I wouldn't have accepted you when you were still in love with someone else, and I only accepted you because I feel that I still have some hope. After all, the person I love doesn't love you, so you can only choose to give up like this. In the future, you will find it even more difficult to let go of this person. No matter how good your relationship with me is, your heart will not lean a little towards me."
At this moment, Jiang Jun's vision was growing dimmer and dimmer, gradually becoming deeper and colder. Her pitch-black eyes seemed to be filled with an invisible ice cave.
Gu Qingyou continued to speak with a choked throat as she stared at his black eyes that had cooled down, "Jiang Jun, I don't want to be a hopeless guard, do you understand? If you really want to be together with me, then just don't love Su Mo one day, or Su Mo won't love you anymore.
Jiang Jun looked depressed, "If I don't let go?"
"Then, I will no longer bring you any happiness. I will be walking around you like a walking corpse every day, disintegrating your guilt towards me until you release me." Gu Qingyou looked at him and swore word by word.
"You've made up your mind like this?" Jiang Jun squinted her eyes.
Gu Qingyou's slender body trembled slightly. Yes, if there comes a day when you don't love Su Mo or if Su Mo doesn't love you, I'm willing to let you come and find me." She looked into his eyes.
"Is that so?" Jiang Jun mumbled hoarsely.
"Of course, if you and Su Mo live very happily, even if it's very far away, I will still bless you." Gu Qingyou explained her true thoughts in a flat tone.
Time seemed to stand still. The excessive silence caused the air in the room to become stifling.
Then, Gu Qingyou's watery eyes looked at the silent Jiang Jun, and said once again, "Please let go?? I believe that the Su Mo who has thought it through will soon come to find you. You should follow your choice."
Jiang Jun's eyes seemed to be enveloped in a layer of black mist. I can't let you go." Jiang Jun replied cruelly.
Gu Qingyou was slightly stu ed.
She could not understand why he should keep her, since he had come back to love her and loved her.
"You can't go anywhere without my permission." Jiang Jun stood up, and before he left, he looked at her coldly, and left her last words. I've said it before, my world isn't something that you can come and go as you please."
Then, Jiang Jun turned around and left the room.
After Jiang Jun left, Gu Qingyou was still lying on the bed in the same position as before. This was because her eyes seemed to be covered in water mist, causing her to be unable to clearly see what was in front of her.
Mrs Jiang knocked on the door after Jiang Jun went downstairs.
"Quiet, quieter??"
Gu Qingyou regained her senses, got off the bed and opened the door.
It was rare for a smile to be lost on Mrs Jiang's face, her loving face creased with worry."I just saw Jun Er leave with a cold face?? You and Jun Er fought? "
Actually, when she made this decision, she had already thought of how to convince Mrs Jiang. However, looking at the love in Mrs Jiang's eyes, her throat suddenly became so dry that she couldn't open her mouth.
She did not want to make Jiang Jun angry this way??
But what could she do?
The Mrs Jiang then walked into the room and looked at Gu Qingyou who was sitting on the sofa in the room, and said sincerely, "Qing You, I know Jiang Jun's temperament, she is usually not angry, but if he is, she definitely has a reason for getting angry. Tell your mother, what did you fight about? "
"I??"
"Don't worry, if Jiang Jun bullied you, tell Mom that Mom will definitely stand by your side. If you make Jiang Jun angry, Mom will also stand by your side, why would he, a man, be angry with women??" The Mrs Jiang patted Gu Qingyou's hands softly and lovingly.
Gu Qingyou raised her hand and wiped the corner of her eyes.
Mrs Jiang realized that Gu Qingyou's eyes had traces of tears in them, and her voice became even more pained."Good girl, don't feel bad.
Why was the Mrs Jiang so good to her?
If she hadn't treated her so well, she would also be feeling this kind of unhappiness and guilt??
But what could she do?
How could she allow two people who had fallen in love to be unable to be together because of her existence? Most importantly, she did not want to completely lose hope in waiting. While she was still able to control herself, she hoped to pull back and let everyone return to their normal path??
"Mom, I'm sorry, I might not be able to be with Jiang Jun anymore??" Gu Qingyou finally spat out her extremely hoarse throat.
Hearing that, Mrs Jiang was completely shocked. She looked at Gu Qingyou in disbelief, and even her voice started to tremble slightly."Qingyou, you?? What did you say? "
Gu Qingyou did her best to hold back the bitterness in her throat, and replied, "Mom, I'm sorry??"
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