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Guan Yumo met her gaze. Her clear eyes were as deep as the ocean. When have I ever lied to you? "
Mu Ying looked deeply at him. His gentle gaze and his words, made her heart feel as if it had been simmered, and made heat flow into her chest."Sorry??" She apologized sincerely.
Guan Yumo pressed her against her chest, and sighed softly, "Don't think too much into it?? Otherwise you'll be very tired."
Surrounded by his pleasant smell, Mu Ying closed her eyes."Mo, I'm really not someone who makes trouble without any reason. I'm far more mature than you can imagine. My reaction today is a little over the top??"
Guan Yumo lowered his head and kissed the back of her neck, then said with a gentle voice, "Let's stop talking, Mai Li has already brought your bag over, let's go home."
Mu Ying nodded and did not say anymore.
After returning to the apartment, they took a bath and slept in each other's embrace, as if nothing had happened between them.
The next day, when Mu Ying woke up, she was already at the office. Because she had taken today's leave, he was prepared to sleep for a while, but, although it was still very early, Mu Ying was already unable to sleep. She could only get up, pull open the dark curtain in the room, and stand quietly in front of the French window for a while.
Yes, she still couldn't sleep because of what happened last night.
After what happened last night, she suddenly realized that she had to ignore who he was thinking about. This was such a difficult matter??
Last night, she only saw him thinking by himself, but she already thought that he was thinking about peace and quiet. This showed how sensitive she was and how much she cared about this matter??
However, she was very clear that she absolutely could not be so sensitive and concerned about this relationship. Otherwise, her relationship with Guan Yumo would definitely deteriorate quickly??
Thus, her actions yesterday had likely already caused him to feel somewhat displeased, even though he did not reveal it out loud.
That's right, she kept promising him that she wouldn't miss his feelings, but she had already broken her promise from the start??
Thinking about it, Mu Ying sighed, then took out her phone and dialed Guan Yumo's number.
She wanted to know if he was angry, and she could verify it on the phone.
The phone was quickly co ected.
Mu Ying feigned a nonchalant tone and said softly, "Mo, are you coming back for lunch? "If you come back at noon, I won't be going to Illyan today. There's still a day off, and if you don't come back, then I'll go and train at Illyan's place in the afternoon so that I won't be bored at home??"
"There's a meeting near noon, so I won't be going back."
"Oh, alright then. I'll go to the company in the afternoon so that I won't be bored at home."
"Yes."
"Then I won't disturb your work."
"Yes."
Mu Ying then took down the phone from her ear and ended the call.
The moment she pressed the End button, a lonely look flashed across her eyes.
He was really angry, or else he would have come back for lunch at noon, because he always knew what she wanted, almost as much as he could satisfy her, so when she called him just now, she actually wanted him to come back for lunch, but he clearly knew but refused, which already showed how he felt.
It seemed that she should at least not do such a thing again in the future. No matter how much he doted on and doted on her, he still had a bottom line.
In the afternoon, Mu Ying went to Yi Lin's company to be trained. Because he was in a bad mood, he walked off the stage in a normal ma er, thus attracting the most criticism from the teachers today.
After the training had ended, thinking that Guan Yumo would probably return very late today, Mu Ying decided to take a walk on the streets of Paris.
Just as she was about to leave, she met Xu Zhan.
It was obvious that Xu Zhan was waiting for her, because he just kept his eyes on her and did not care about the looks of the people around her.
She was already with Guan Yumo now, and did not want to have anything to do with him anymore, so she pretended not to see him at all, and prepared to pass by him. As for what she was talking about, the moment she brushed past him, Xu Zhan said, "I'll be going to England for three years to settle matters with the British company. I won't be back for a while, so I just want to say my goodbyes."
Hearing that, Mu Ying's footsteps stopped, but she did not turn back, and only smiled: "That's good, this means that your career has definitely progressed by another step."
Xu Zhan's gaze immediately stopped at Mu Ying's thin and frail figure. I still have the same words. If one day you get tired and you don't want to stay by Guan Yumo's side, you'd better hope that you can come find me. Because I'm still there waiting for you."
He did not know why, but hearing Xu Zhan say that, Mu Ying's heart started to ache.
She thought that it was probably because she knew that Xu Zhan's feelings for her were real??
Although Guan Yumo had said that Xu Zhan had other motives, she believed that Xu Zhan was only scheming something against her.
She had never been a slow woman. Every time Xu Zhan looked at her, she knew that he was sincere.
However, she gave up on someone who loved her and chose someone who didn't love her??
Jiang Jun had said before, everyone had their own destiny, but she could not struggle free. Therefore, even though she knew that being with Guan Yumo was the worst of decisions, she could not struggle free, and would rather continue to be wrong like this??
She suddenly felt that one day, she might regret giving up on Xu Zhan. This was because she had a feeling in her heart that one day, she might really get tired??
Thinking to this point, Mu Ying painfully closed her eyes, but Mu Ying still did not respond to Xu Zhan's words. After opening her eyes, she started to leave without hesitation.
At night, just as Mu Ying had thought, Guan Yumo did not come back until very late.
When she thought that he would definitely return tonight, she didn't expect that he still hadn't returned home even though she had been waiting for him until one in the morning??
She was finally able to confirm that he wouldn't return tonight??
After showering, she laid on the huge bed that belonged to him. She remembered Xu Zhan's farewell that afternoon, and her eyes couldn't help but become moist.
Xu Zhan said that if she ever got tired and stopped loving him, she could go and find him. But the truth was that she was already tired, tired, and just couldn't put him down no matter what??
She didn't understand why the heavens wanted her to fall in love with this person. It made her feel so uncomfortable, so miserable, so helpless, and so worried about loss and gain??
If she hadn't met him, she might have been with someone who matched well with her family. Even if she didn't have strong feelings for him, she would still have a normal and ordinary life??
If time could be reversed, she would go back to when they had not met.
She wanted to never see him, so her heart wouldn't hurt??
Unfortunately, time will never reverse. Nothing can change??
At this moment, she could only hope that they would be able to continue on like this. At the very least, this could be considered a good ending for her??
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