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"I don't believe it." Que Yan stood up from the sofa. There was clearly a trace of emotion in his eyes, yet his voice was full of arrogance."Qingyou, if you're here to talk to me about Ya Ru's matters, then I still have something to do tonight. I'll be leaving first??"
Gu Qingyou glanced at Que Yan, "Continue speaking your mind without thinking??."
Que Yan did not turn back as he immediately spread out his long legs and left the Jiang's Mansion.
Looking at Que Yan's leaving figure, Gu Qingyou sighed, "I wonder when this couple will be able to resolve the misunderstanding."
Jiang Jun looked sideways, stared at Gu Qingyou, and comforted him, "Don't worry too much about them too much."
"Gu Qingyou pulled Jiang Jun's arm and held it tightly. I don't care, Que Yan is a philanderer, you have to help me keep an eye on him.
"Jiang Jun smiled and caressed Gu Qingyou's face lovingly. Even if she had that thought, he wouldn't have that body. You forget, the doctor said he wasn't suitable for strenuous exercise before surgery."
"Yeah, I almost forgot!" Gu Qingyou heaved a sigh of relief.
Jiang Jun lowered her head and wanted to kiss Gu Qingyou, but unfortunately, the timing was not right, and Gu Qingyou's phone suddenly rang.
"It's Ya Ru??" Gu Qingyou made an apologetic expression to Jiang Jun and left the sofa to answer the phone.
Jiang Jun watched Gu Qingyou's slim figure standing in the side hall for a long time. Even when Mrs Jiang walked over, he still did not withdraw her gaze.
The Mrs Jiang sat opposite of Jiang Jun and spoke in a serious tone, "Jun Er, actually since you came back from Mauritius, your mother has had a question that I've always wanted to ask you??"
Only then did Jiang Jun retract her gaze and looked at her mother respectfully."Please speak."
Mrs Jiang hesitated for a while before replying, "Do you still have a spot for Su Mo in your heart?"
Jiang Jun's dark eyes darkened."What does Ma want to say?"
Mrs Jiang turned her head and gave Gu Qingyou a glance. With eyes filled with pity, she said, "Son, Mom can tell that although Qingyou has already made up with you, the feeling between the two of you is still a little different than before??"
Jiang Jun's lips formed a perfect line, without any opening lips.
The Mrs Jiang continued to speak, "I think Qing You is still very concerned about the past between you and Su Mo?? So, Mother wants to ask you clearly, do you still have any feelings for Su Mo? "
Jiang Jun looked at Mrs Jiang's worried expression and after a few seconds, her indifferent voice came out, "The only person I love is Gu Qingyou."
"But your relationship with Su Mo was so close in the past??" Mrs Jiang said weakly.
Jiang Jun turned back to look at Gu Qingyou. At that moment, she did not know what An Yaru and her were talking about, but she was smiling brilliantly, like a flower blooming in the morning.
His eyes darkened as he said calmly, "After experiencing life and death, I am very clear on who I care about the most at this very moment??"
"So you're saying that the person you care about the most is quiet?" The Mrs Jiang sat beside Jiang Jun excitedly asked.
Jiang Jun lowered her gaze, looked at Mrs Jiang's joyous face, and said seriously and calmly, "There is no truth clearer than this."
Mrs Jiang then patted Jiang Jun's arm, "Then you have to take more care of Qingyou, because only you can fill the security she lacks at the bottom of her heart."
"Did Ma suddenly remind me in a serious tone that something was the matter?" Jiang Jun's sharp black eyes noticed the glint in the bottom of Mrs Jiang's eyes.
Mrs Jiang didn't expect that Jiang Jun would see through her. Originally, she wanted to hide it, but she could only open her mouth at this moment, "Rui Er helped you clean up your room this morning and accidentally dropped a clear handbag."Contraceptives!"
Under the bright light of the crystal lamp, Jiang Jun's black eyes, which usually did not reveal any emotion, clearly shrank slightly at this moment.
"From the moment Mu Mu was left behind, it can be seen that Qingyou really liked children, so?? Jingyou doesn't intend to have any more children from you. I think it's her?? Perhaps in the bottom of her heart, she has always believed that it was only because of Mu Mu that they were together. If there was another one, she might have felt that it was also a kind of restriction." Mrs Jiang sighed.
The reaction in his eyes was fleeting. Jiang Jun's black pupils returned to their normal calm, as if there wasn't any change in his emotions just now. He looked at Gu Qingyou again, but Gu Qingyou was still immersed in the phone conversation with Ya Ru.
"Since you already know, Mom won't say anymore??" Mom doesn't want this grandson to work hard to fill your quiet heart! " With that, the Mrs Jiang got up from the sofa and went to the second floor.
Gu Qingyou called and came out of the side hall, but she did not see Jiang Jun. She was suspicious why Jiang Jun did not wait for her when she went upstairs, and so she went to her room.
Pushing open the door, the first thing she saw was Jiang Jun standing in front of the French window, as if she was lost in her own thoughts. Gu Qingyou thought that Jiang Jun was still thinking about Dan Yan, but it wasn't until she saw the bottle of pills on the tea table that she bought yesterday.
Gu Qingyou walked behind Jiang Jun and looked at her cold and slender figure. Are you angry with me? "
Jiang Jun shook his head, and said indifferently, "I'm just thinking, if you don't have a sense of security towards me, don't force yourself to smile."
Gu Qingyou lowered her eyelids, and only after a long while did she speak, "Sorry?? It's not that I'm not moved by everything you've told me, nor do I doubt you. It's just that I can't trust you as much as I did before."
"I was just bored and was flipping through your books when I accidentally saw a comment from you..." You have no idea about our future, do you? " Jiang Jun looked at the reflection of Gu Qingyou's elegant and clear face on the glass curtain, her eyes looking lonely.
Gu Qingyou turned around and sat down on the sofa in her room. Staring at the bottle of pills, she said lightly, "I feel that there's no need to talk about whether or not we love each other. As long as we have a tacit understanding to maintain this family, we can just treat each other as the most important people."
"So when I said 'I love you, ' there was no emotion in your eyes." Jiang Jun turned around and looked at Gu Qingyou's emotionless face from a distance of over ten meters.
"How could I be moved? After all, you've told me before that?? I still remember how sincerely you said that lovely vow of marriage to me at our wedding, and how you said 'You love me' to me in front of everyone, when I was so moved that I couldn't see you clearly?? However, all of this is not true." Gu Qingyou said in a faint voice, as if she was lost in a long time of memories, her eyes filled with pain. So now tell me?? do you love me, and can I take it seriously? "
Jiang Jun had never felt such a feeling before, as if something had blocked her throat, and she wanted to speak, but was unable to do so. However, there were a lot of things that she wanted to say inside her stomach, but an indescribable pain seemed to spread all over her chest, as if her heart was being torn.
"Since you don't want children, you can tell me." Jiang Jun said hoarsely.
"I've thought about it before, but I'm afraid that my parents will be disappointed, so??" Seeing the pain under Jiang Jun's dark eyes, Gu Qingyou did not continue speaking.
"Having children is a matter between you and me. If we reach an agreement, they have no right to ask about it!" After Jiang Jun said this, she started walking and left the room.
Gu Qingyou watched Jiang Jun's back as she left. A long while later, when she realized Jiang Jun's figure was already far away, she finally leaned her body on the sofa.
She knew that what she had just said seemed very heartless. After all, she had seen how hard he had tried to redeem the feelings between them these past few days??
When she heard him play "Deep Love" for her in Mauritius, she was also very touched. She even thought about that moment every day these days??
But she didn't want to deceive him.
She could no longer trust him as she had in the past. The pain in her heart was too deep, so this heart that was riddled with scars had already gradually sealed her away??
She did not want to walk into the word "love" anymore. She only wanted them to take good care of her parents and children??
She was already satisfied that they had reached the end of their life together like this.
Jiang Jun stood in front of the wine shelf in the study and poured herself a glass of whiskey.
He desperately wanted to numb herself with the alcohol at this moment, but when she lifted the glass of whiskey and brought it to her lips, Jiang Jun was still unable to break her promise and drink again.
The hotel was smashed to the ground by Jiang Jun. The dark brown liquid quickly stained the dark brown wooden floor and the beige white carpet.
Jiang Jun leaned weakly on the sofa and closed her eyes for a long time.
There was no light in the study room. Jiang Jun's figure, which was shrouded in shadows, appeared even more cold and experienced.
Jiang Jun pinched the center of her brows, feeling very tired??
At the same time, Gu Qingyou sat on the big bed in her room and quietly observed the wedding ring on her hand.
She remembered when Jiang Jun helped her put on this ring three years ago??
At that time, she would never have imagined that she would become husband and wife with him after three years.
Unfortunately, at that time, he had given her the ring that he had bought with "MR Gu". It was just a method to keep her alive??
He had never been sincere to her all this time. All the beautiful memories between them concealed a hidden purpose and scheming.
Therefore, she didn't even dare to recall the wedding ceremony that they had admired, and she didn't even dare to think about it??
Because in retrospect, there was no sweetness or happiness, only pain.
Maybe she was saying that to him now would hurt him, but that was what she was thinking??
Unless everything in the past could be wiped out, they would never be able to return to the past??
As usual, Gu Qingyou slowly took off the ring on her ring finger, and then placed it in the exquisite velvet box in the drawer of the bedside table, in case her colleagues noticed it tomorrow.
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